urgh.. my pay is nt here yet.. *pull hair*.. im supposed to pass my time sheet down to novena bt then these few days iv been working at parkway so hw do i have the time to pass it down?! called my manager up yesterday and told her bout it and she asked me to leave it at parkway n they will go get it when they're free!!! faints...

my shopping itch had already started.. cant help it bt to keep looking at clothes and wanting to buy them bt too bad im broke.. had to wait til my pay check comes..

luckily sweetie is kind enuff to pass me 70 bucks to help get rid of the itch.. went shopping at TM today n gt myself a green tube and after tat went facial n meet mum at her friend's shop.. spent ard 100+ there bt winks, she paid for them..

no matter hw much i shop today im still itching like hell.. saw a few tops at joop isetan today bt i knew my guyfriends will be there &^%$ so decided to get them either tml or after i get my pay.. hahahaha.. BTH!!

oh where oh where has my pay check go~ i cant tahan animore~!~!~!~! =~~~
whats the most romantic thing u had done wif ur love one?? well, i shall reveal mine and thats riding in d rain.. funny huh?! hey, its juz the same as strolling in the rain, its juz tat we are riding instead of strolling...

was out on the highway gettin to ang mo kio when i saw the dark clouds covering the blue skies.. was praying so hard that the rain will wait til we reach bt i guess my prayers was so unheard!! tiny droplets starting to fall from the sky.. sweetie was afraid that i would get caught in the rain and ended up with a flu, he quickly stopped right under the bridge and pass me his one and only rain coat.. and as for him, he only covered himself with a thin wind-breaker~ *im so touch*..

we continued on our way, i was still prayin veri hard for the droplets to remain tiny.. bt when we were almost 3/4 there the droplets became bigger and heavier.. sweetie had to find another bridge to stop over until the rain got smaller..

really missed the feelin of having to shed ourselves under the bridge cuz the last time we were caught under the bridge was about 1 yr back.. sweetie hugged me alittle so i wouldnt get cold.. took a peep at his jeans and saw tat its soaked and i was so dry, was guilty bout it.. and when the rain got smaller, we were off on our way again..

we finally reached our destination and the rain at the same time had stopped.. sweetie wanted to sit at his usual spot bt the chairs are all wet.. he knew i wouldn sit on them.. and for the sake of his darling me, he sat on the wet chairs first, wiping them dry with his clothes before lettin me sit on them..

i always have tis wonderful sweetie with me who always puts me infront of himself.. always giving me the best.. i love u dearie..


woke up early in the morning, gettin ready for work n to find out that i didnt have the shop keys with me!! i was realli scared to death, wanted to call my collegue but i didnt have her num so tried callin my ex-collegue to see if she can help me try to get to her.. *urgh* luckily my ex-c picked up the phone as it was damn early in the morning.. tried callin my collegue bt she didnt picked up so had to call up her bestie n helped us call her at her hse to wake her up!! finally~ got to her... agreed to meet me at her place to pass me the keys..

when i was ready to go out, recieved a call frm dearie, and he told me tat he found a key in his helmet bag, was wondering if it was mine! well, yes, its the key i tout i had lost~ *silly me* bt still decided to get down to my collegue's place instead cuz dearie stayed too far n im super late already..

after work dearie is comin down to fetch me.. so had to close the shop early at 9.20 if nt he will nag if im late.. bt when i was gettin ready to close, 4 peeps suddenly pop in~ faints.. luckily they did buy till a hundred bucks if nt im goin to kill them.. finished settlement at 10.. and as i had expected dearie face was super black n started singin national anthem at me *haix*

so today was really a hectic kinda day..
i've this collegue whom i realli cant stand her animore.. if u had read my previous entry n she's d one whom i wrote tat she kept leavin d shop n go "jalan-jalan"!! she's 19 n someone whom i felt tat is realli super childish, she's so diff frm my other 19 yr olds frds.. kept tellin me tat she felt tat she's matured bt i dun think so!!

well, the story goes.. she had tis bf, boss of a cd shop!! on tis veri fine day, she went to a guy frd hse, told her bf bout it n he agreed.. psychologically, usually when it cums to tis kinda things, when a guy says yes it usually means no!! n she stupidly went.. her guy called at 12am n ask her to go hm n she returned hm at 3am.. guess d cd guy was damn angry n ignored her.. they broke up!! nt onli tat in between their r/s she went out wif another guy n kissed.. faints..

the childish part.. she noes its her fault bt her bf shouldnt let her wait.. continues goin out wif other guys n to d extend to goin to their hse... she brought tis upon herself n keep sayin she dunwan lose him bt continues to buaya other guys.. wtf.. in simple she's cheap!!

i usually cant be bothered wif others personal stuff bt tis 1 i really can tahan.. 1) she kept pesterin me to help her solve her bloody love probs.. hey i nt love doc lor.. 2) she realli throw char bor's face by being so lOk!! 3) she kept leavin d shop to find guys throwin me there to die myself!!

had tried mani times to HINT her in a sacarstic way bt i guess she gt no feelins towards wat im gonna say to her n simply ignore me..

nvm... i will juz tahan another week cuz i noe she's gonna b sack soon or in another words she decided to quit next week.. one more week.. n my troubles will b overrrrr...
tis morn dearie sent me to sch.. hahax.. can sleep later~ after classes crawl back to dearies house n had a big nap!! its been days since i had the chance to fall asleep after school cuz as i had said.. i had to rush to work no matter hw tired i am.. bt today i can have a super BIG sleep!! so shiok!!

measured my weight at the clinic today n im now a 47kg.. yeah yeah so happi.. had shed 9 kgs after 3 mths.. believe it or not i was a 56kg fat pig!! another 2 more kgs n i can be a 45.. my aim!! if can then 42 lor.. slimmer abit gt allowance to get fat!! hahaxx.. so nw muz jia you jia you!!!
recieved a msg today frm dear n he told me tat we had to cancelled our thai trip cuz he couldnt get leave from his job.. arghhh.. my thai trip.. my bday getaway..GoNe... just like tat!! sobzzz

was so excited at 1st n kip tellin myself nt to spend ani money on clothes cuz im goin to chiong during thai trip bt nw... sobz.. no more.. no more cheap stuffs, nice clothes..

dear told me to continue savin my money n we shall go before tis yr no matter wat n its a promise.. bt hor.. hello!! im a ger leh.. hw to save wor.. i go shoppin once will spend once lor unless he lock me in d house then i wun get to spend money.. juz gif me food will do!! faints.. moreover im workin in shoppin centres n every trip to d toilet always make my eyes roam ard inside shops n "blink blink" saw somethin i like.. then money gone, pocket gt hole!!!

aniwae will try to save n hope we can get to go during my dec holidays.. wun put in so much hope le cuz dunno in d end later gt wat stunt cum out again n dreams broken!!

luckily my bud june will b goin tis mth so gt her to shop for me~ hahaz.. will pay her when i get back.. tis shows ive a wide network..cant go right?!! i stil can shop there.. wahahaha!!!
met dear after work at parkway n went to catch a movie at clementi.. wasnt much choice of movies right now cuz we had caught those blockbusters one and we happened to flip the newspaper n saw the ad of this show called wet dreams 2 n was stated there tat its back by big demand!! tout tat it mite b a humourous show so we bought tixs for it!!

in d end d show wasnt tat nice as stated.. d funni part was onli awhile whereby d male lead farted in class.. d gers in d show wasnt pretty at all!! like to immature young kids.. faints..

why oh why i had been catchin lame shows lately!! arghhh.. arent there ani better movies now?? omg...
was talkin on d fone wif june while workin tis mornin n she was tellin me tat she's goin for a thailand trip tis 27th together wif alex n friends.. so envious.. told me tat she will shop til she drop n d air fare there for 4 peeps is onli 88 bucks inclusive of airport tax.. damn cheap...

suddenly remembered tat few wks ago, i told dear tat i wanted to go thailand tis dec bt he told me he hates travellin.. sadss.. gt a bit angry n hang up d fone.. den d next day, he called sayin if i wanted to go tis august together wif des n jas.. bt aug is my big day so i say dunwan..

bt when june talked to me bout thailand.. i started "lightbub on head" hw cum i nv agreed wif dear for d thailand trip???!!!! im workin nw n i can get my pay next mth n can ask dad n mum to sponsor me as part of my bday gift.. $.$ y m i so stupidddd!!!

called dear up after me n june hang up, ask if he still wanted to go for d aug trip n he AGREED.. yeah yeah.. told him i wanted to leave on my bday.. since its okie to get AL for sch so i can go on weekdays.. so happi.. he will tok to des bout it again n c if they're still in wif d thai trip... if its okie.. shall bk everythin next mth when i get my pay.. love it!!!
im nw offically classified as a walking corpse.. why?? cuz im super duper tired for the past few weeks as i've been shuffling frm sch n wrk for tis whole mth!! im dead dead tired n i dun get enough sleep.. arghhh!! of cuz im nt so hard up for money tat i've to make myself miserable.. bt there's juz so mani stuffs on my wishlists which i badly wanted to get n i dun tink its d right thing to ask daddy n mummy to get them for me cuz its all materialistic needs which they might think im wastin money.. n tats their hard-earned money so i decided to work for it!! winks..

actually sort of hopin tat dear will get them for me.. haha.. kk im materialistic.. i've been hintin like for a long time n i guessed he turned deaf whenever i started yakkin moreover he's nw buzy spendin money on his bike n accessories for himself (eg.. jackets, helmets blah blah blah) he juz saw a arai/shoei dragon design helmet he like.. still dare to ask me get it for him.. he owe me my ladies style jeans for a veri long time bt promise to get it for me before dec (wait till flower petals drop!!)

not only tat.. my big bday is around d corner next mth!! so i've to save money to spend my big big day wif my buddies.. haix.. $$ n more $$ again!! im poor to death already!!

stuffs i wanted so much to have::

*guess white watch (d one wif a big ? wif diamonds)
*dkny transparent black watch (looks like a bangle.. abit like my current one bt diff in some ways)
*my ladies style n 593 faded jeans
*guess wallet
*guess hand carry/shoulder bag
*my green coloured hair (ash green.. hilights..!! hopefully to get it done next mth bt gt a feelin dear will scream!!)
*BIG white sling bag
*adidas shoulder bag
*my contact lens (last pair ko le..)

my estimation.. i need 1100 bucks to get my dream stuff.. faints.. dead dead im a dead dead corpse.. the next time u peeps see me.. i've become an old lady wif mani wrinkles le..hahax..
why in d world tat things u dun expect happen? why in d world there r wierdos? why in d world there are ppl who have nuttin to do n keeps gettin on ur nerves? or why in d world...???

was on d way to sch when i recieved a fone call frm david n told me a shockin news~ my classmate, yingze was sentenced to 21 mths of jail cuz he embezzled his gf's family money of 34k!! how?? cuz he helped them apply for internet banking n he remembered their passwords!! faintss... was such a waste cuz he was an it genuis n tis already ruin his bright future.. actualli wat i read frm d papers was tat the ger's father wanted to gif yingze a chance if he admit n return d money back bt he kept denyin he did it so ended up in d police station n now in jail.. (for more details can read saturday's straits times under home) bt wats more shockin to me was tat he doesnt look like someone who will do tis kinda things.. cant judge a book by its cover!!!

went to work after sch n im gettin more n more fed up cuz there are so mani ridiculous ppl in d world tat can realli get on ur nerves.. for example..

** the store is havin 20% discount n this ppl like nuttin to do ask u to calculate the price for about 10 bags n say they dun wan n leave d store!!

**esp bloody indians always cum in n browse ask u to take everytin down, mess everythin up n leave d place shakin their big butts..

**CHILDREN r fuckin irritating.. keeps playin wif d bloody fittin rm.. hw i wish they can get stuck inside or hurt their hands while playin wif d door..

**the items are already discounted n some idiots can still bargain d price as if like pasar malam hello!! tis is hi class shoppin centre k nt road side stall..

**some assholes loves to ask tons n tons of questions n after tat leave.. wah lan like nuttin better to do!!

there r actualli more n im lazy to state out.. hw i pray to god that tis ppl will die a terrible death!! mouth rot...!! arggghhhhh!!
dearie sent me all d way to parkway for work.. hehex bt i was abit late cuz i woke him up 15 mins later cuz wanted to let him sleep abit more..

was damn fed up and angry at work today!! partnered wif jackie for work today n she kept leaving d shop d whole day juz to either find her bf, her 2 suitors, to smoke, eat, toilet etc.. faints.. to overall calculate the time she stayed in d shop while im workin it shld b onli a cummulative of 2 hrs out of 8!!! can u imagine im like workin d whole day myself, tending d shop, growing mushrooms n spider webs!! and wats more today is a SATURDAY n there's lots of people.. hey, i onli haf two hands nt 100!! she kept goin out n stepped into d shop nt more than 10 mins n left d shop again.. can she at least spare a tout for me..

after awhile i started showin my super black face n she was like are u angry wif me?? before i could say anithing she went out of d shop again.. wtf!! i didnt haf the chance to say her.. started callin my collegues up n complaint n she said tat even if i said anithin she wun even listen cuz she can make up reasons n go out again!!

urghhh!! called dearie up n kept naggin n naggin.. around evenin my supervisor joyce called me up n asked if jackie was out again.. i kept quiet at 1st bt later on joyce said our boss jesslin has caught jackie mani times wonderin out.. i admitted cuz i was veri fed up n to my surprise joyce knew tat she went to look for her guy friends so i believe jesslin saw it too!! hinted jackie to see if jesslin had reprimanded her before bt to my knowing she didnt even know tat jesslin found out!! haix.. say me bad bt if u are me im sure u cant take it..

even after work 8pm i was to leave.. she told me she wanted to take a puff at 7.45.. allowed her to go cuz im leavin soon.. bt she let me wait for her til 8.15!! n she had the face to say sorry tat she delayed my time!! cum on la, u need 30 mins to smoke ar??!! tink i noob or a bloody fucker who believe watever u say!! i was alone in d shop for 6 hrs k!! n u still haf the cheek to delay me goin hm!! arghhhh!!

called my collegue at nite to continue complainin.. haix.. she also wondered hw cum she suddenly had such a big change!! faints.. next wed i still haf to tahan her again.. i wanna explode already!! bt aniwae i've already made d right choice by tellin my supervisor n i'ii juz let them deal wif her.. im someone who can close 1 eye bt tis is already too much.. so let the show begins!!!!!
after work took a bus to ang mo kio to meet dearie cuz we are goin to catch fantastic 4 together wif qicheng n gang.. actually i was veri tired n legs are aching bt i still agreed to go for the show cuz if i reject, dearie cant get to watch wif his pals n its like being a wet blanket!!

on d way there, recieved a call frm carrie sayin tat there's 10 bucks missing frm the cashier.. faints.. i counted d money bt it tally so maybe i count wrongly.. started to recall if i had given extra change to any customers bt to my memory i didnt!! moreover i always double checked the change again n again.. bt i decided to chip in 5 bucks for d lost amount cuz we dunno whose fault is it n its fair to pay half of it!!

went to d movie ard 12.. eye lids are gettin heavier.. hahax.. well, d show is another super duper lame show!! tats wat i can say.. how lame?? watch it urself n u will get to noe.. luckily we onli spent 7 bucks watching it!! bt my advise to u if u realli wanna watch it is either wait for d movie to b out in d net n download it or buy illegal vcd cuz its not worth spending 10 bucks for d show!! d onli gd ting bout it is tat its funny (d lame kind of funny!)

head back hm straight away after d show cuz i so damn tired n there's work d next day!!
this entry is for my dear friend mr goh wenqiang to see..

hey hey.. in dis modern world im not the only one who hugs the mrt pole till as if the mrt is goin to breakdown or an accident will happen.. LooK at the pic below n there's an example of someone who does d same as me!!!



saw that?? its ur brother cum buddy cum friend mr david tan tai heng leh!!! so dun always say me always hug mrt pole hor.. there's someone too and he's ur friend.. and huggin d mrt pole is comfortable hahaha.. u can try it too when someday ur green horsie breakdown n u haf to take d mrt again.. hahahaha...
im so tired lately cuz i need to rush to work str8 away after sch.. haix cuz of mOney mOney i need to sacrifice myself.. there's so mani things i want to do tat needs capital.. cuz my bday round d corner next mth n i'm tinkin of a bangkok or genting trip tis dec or next mar.. had to discuss tis wif dearie 1st!!! gt a feelin he might nt want to go.. =~~

luckily these few days time passes really fast while workin.. tats y i still can take the tiredness juz tat every mornin i had to drag myself to sch n battling whether to attend sch anot!! haix.. bt i still will motivate myself no matter wat..

in d noon, boon came n visit me at ps.. haha.. he wanted to get a gift for his gf.. so sweet hor.. young couples always celebrate wat 1 mth anniversary la, 100 days anniversary etc.. to tink of it i didnt even celebrate our 5 yrs anni this year.. hee.. too bad he didn chose a pressie frm my place.. sads..

around when i were to finish work louis n david came n wanted to gave me a surprise visit bt then i already knew they were comin cuz louis mes me askin wat time i were to finish work.. hahax.. stupid huh!! hahax.. had dinner n took a walk to centrepoint.. my legs were breakin so we decided to head hm.. took d train to harbourfront cuz its packed n back to punggol.. sweet louis decided to send me hm.. hahax.. wats lame was we took d lrt one whole round n back hm again.. cuz the last stop was a veri dark stretch so we decided to take a ride n c wats goin to happen.. haha.. n wif onli 3 person on d train.. quite eerie leh n d air con was so cold!!

head hm afterwards n bid bye bye to my new body guard.. haha..
went to sch today and as usual is a "zo bo lan" day.. spent 3 hrs in sch n we can shake backside go hm again!! if nt for my elective n my troublesome teacher i will b hm sleepin away... after sch met dear for awhile at queenstown mrt cuz he again for d 2nd time left his things wif me n haf to trouble me to past it back to him.. *faints*..

after tat dropped down at heartland mall together wif louis n david for lunch at mac (actuali they want it in d hawker centre bt i kept add salt n vinegar saying tat its super hot there cuz im an air con person) *hehe*.. after lunch walk walk for awhile cuz they renovated and added an extension, hereen concept bt auntie clothes version.. saw a pri sch girl wantin to pierce ear hole there n she's screamin like mad huggin onto her friends, i tink d sales girl oso blur!! if me i juz grab her ear n anihw pierce.. bth!!

went hm for a short nap n went down to raffles after tat for my facial.. FINALLY.. cuz i had last had it since before my sentosa trip n my face is oredi polluted wif dirts esp my blackheads are growing til as if they are goin to explode soon.. i tink d beautician realli had a hard time pullin them out for me~ hahax.. i shall be punctual for my next appointment cuz its realli veri embarassing cuz my face is realli dirty.. hahax..

finally had my dinx downloaded n yeah i can watch bleach on my com frm today onwards.. hehehe
went to watch the show "war of the worlds" together wif dear , ger and one of his gal-friend at jurong point.. caught the mid-nite one~ the show was really in demand cuz mani places are already fully booked n left wif some of d front sits.. even at jurong point, the cinema was fully occupied including d 1st rows!! whew~ luckily we gt good sits last min!!!

the show was veri nice juz tat the ending sucks abit.. the aliens has really really hi-technology and when they were in their victory, d machines break-down *faints* becuz the aliens are nt use to d germs on earth as we humans are immune to it n they are nt.. *zzz rite* bt overall its a nice show esp for the running-for-your-life part!!

after the show we went to geylang for supper, had dim sum bt i only took century egg porridge cuz of my throat n their food are so oily n fried.. sat there chit-chatting.. felt tat ger's friend was so left out cuz she was so quiet thru-out.. and d way i look at her was like lookin at myself frm d past cuz i used to b like her when i hanged out wif dear's friends.. *haha*

sat till around 4am n dearie sent me hm.. nw so sleepy le...
reali cant stand my SORE throat last nite, so once i woke up earli in d morn i headed off to d doc's.. its only 10 am n there's oredi a long queue at the clinic, so mani ppl coughing away!! waited veri long n while waiting louis called n told me he oso wanna c a doc cuz of his neck ache.. *muz b wanna pon sch* gt to c d doc ard 30 mins later.. finally had med to cure my baddie throat..

reached hm n fell back to slp again.. ard 3.30 pm dear called n asked me to get ready as he's on d way to pick me up.. he came together wif qicheng, took a ride to punggol end n had dinner at chong pang nasi lemak..*do tink i had sore throat*..

after tat dear brought me to bugis to buy my lmg sling bag.. hehex.. had him to pay for me.. yeah~ *i can buy other stuffs wif my $$*..

dear fetched me hm later on n he forgot to take his hp back frm me.. hw stupid.. had to pass it back to him tml.. btw dad gave me a new sim card n told me to change to tat new no. abit lazi to mes everyone bout it.. aniwae my current 1 will b in use for a few more days so til then then mes ba..

urgh.. my pay is nt here yet.. *pull hair*.. im supposed to pass my time sheet down to novena bt then these few days iv been working at parkway so hw do i have the time to pass it down?! called my manager up yesterday and told her bout it and she asked me to leave it at parkway n they will go get it when they're free!!! faints...

my shopping itch had already started.. cant help it bt to keep looking at clothes and wanting to buy them bt too bad im broke.. had to wait til my pay check comes..

luckily sweetie is kind enuff to pass me 70 bucks to help get rid of the itch.. went shopping at TM today n gt myself a green tube and after tat went facial n meet mum at her friend's shop.. spent ard 100+ there bt winks, she paid for them..

no matter hw much i shop today im still itching like hell.. saw a few tops at joop isetan today bt i knew my guyfriends will be there &^%$ so decided to get them either tml or after i get my pay.. hahahaha.. BTH!!

oh where oh where has my pay check go~ i cant tahan animore~!~!~!~! =~~~
whats the most romantic thing u had done wif ur love one?? well, i shall reveal mine and thats riding in d rain.. funny huh?! hey, its juz the same as strolling in the rain, its juz tat we are riding instead of strolling...

was out on the highway gettin to ang mo kio when i saw the dark clouds covering the blue skies.. was praying so hard that the rain will wait til we reach bt i guess my prayers was so unheard!! tiny droplets starting to fall from the sky.. sweetie was afraid that i would get caught in the rain and ended up with a flu, he quickly stopped right under the bridge and pass me his one and only rain coat.. and as for him, he only covered himself with a thin wind-breaker~ *im so touch*..

we continued on our way, i was still prayin veri hard for the droplets to remain tiny.. bt when we were almost 3/4 there the droplets became bigger and heavier.. sweetie had to find another bridge to stop over until the rain got smaller..

really missed the feelin of having to shed ourselves under the bridge cuz the last time we were caught under the bridge was about 1 yr back.. sweetie hugged me alittle so i wouldnt get cold.. took a peep at his jeans and saw tat its soaked and i was so dry, was guilty bout it.. and when the rain got smaller, we were off on our way again..

we finally reached our destination and the rain at the same time had stopped.. sweetie wanted to sit at his usual spot bt the chairs are all wet.. he knew i wouldn sit on them.. and for the sake of his darling me, he sat on the wet chairs first, wiping them dry with his clothes before lettin me sit on them..

i always have tis wonderful sweetie with me who always puts me infront of himself.. always giving me the best.. i love u dearie..


woke up early in the morning, gettin ready for work n to find out that i didnt have the shop keys with me!! i was realli scared to death, wanted to call my collegue but i didnt have her num so tried callin my ex-collegue to see if she can help me try to get to her.. *urgh* luckily my ex-c picked up the phone as it was damn early in the morning.. tried callin my collegue bt she didnt picked up so had to call up her bestie n helped us call her at her hse to wake her up!! finally~ got to her... agreed to meet me at her place to pass me the keys..

when i was ready to go out, recieved a call frm dearie, and he told me tat he found a key in his helmet bag, was wondering if it was mine! well, yes, its the key i tout i had lost~ *silly me* bt still decided to get down to my collegue's place instead cuz dearie stayed too far n im super late already..

after work dearie is comin down to fetch me.. so had to close the shop early at 9.20 if nt he will nag if im late.. bt when i was gettin ready to close, 4 peeps suddenly pop in~ faints.. luckily they did buy till a hundred bucks if nt im goin to kill them.. finished settlement at 10.. and as i had expected dearie face was super black n started singin national anthem at me *haix*

so today was really a hectic kinda day..
i've this collegue whom i realli cant stand her animore.. if u had read my previous entry n she's d one whom i wrote tat she kept leavin d shop n go "jalan-jalan"!! she's 19 n someone whom i felt tat is realli super childish, she's so diff frm my other 19 yr olds frds.. kept tellin me tat she felt tat she's matured bt i dun think so!!

well, the story goes.. she had tis bf, boss of a cd shop!! on tis veri fine day, she went to a guy frd hse, told her bf bout it n he agreed.. psychologically, usually when it cums to tis kinda things, when a guy says yes it usually means no!! n she stupidly went.. her guy called at 12am n ask her to go hm n she returned hm at 3am.. guess d cd guy was damn angry n ignored her.. they broke up!! nt onli tat in between their r/s she went out wif another guy n kissed.. faints..

the childish part.. she noes its her fault bt her bf shouldnt let her wait.. continues goin out wif other guys n to d extend to goin to their hse... she brought tis upon herself n keep sayin she dunwan lose him bt continues to buaya other guys.. wtf.. in simple she's cheap!!

i usually cant be bothered wif others personal stuff bt tis 1 i really can tahan.. 1) she kept pesterin me to help her solve her bloody love probs.. hey i nt love doc lor.. 2) she realli throw char bor's face by being so lOk!! 3) she kept leavin d shop to find guys throwin me there to die myself!!

had tried mani times to HINT her in a sacarstic way bt i guess she gt no feelins towards wat im gonna say to her n simply ignore me..

nvm... i will juz tahan another week cuz i noe she's gonna b sack soon or in another words she decided to quit next week.. one more week.. n my troubles will b overrrrr...
tis morn dearie sent me to sch.. hahax.. can sleep later~ after classes crawl back to dearies house n had a big nap!! its been days since i had the chance to fall asleep after school cuz as i had said.. i had to rush to work no matter hw tired i am.. bt today i can have a super BIG sleep!! so shiok!!

measured my weight at the clinic today n im now a 47kg.. yeah yeah so happi.. had shed 9 kgs after 3 mths.. believe it or not i was a 56kg fat pig!! another 2 more kgs n i can be a 45.. my aim!! if can then 42 lor.. slimmer abit gt allowance to get fat!! hahaxx.. so nw muz jia you jia you!!!
recieved a msg today frm dear n he told me tat we had to cancelled our thai trip cuz he couldnt get leave from his job.. arghhh.. my thai trip.. my bday getaway..GoNe... just like tat!! sobzzz

was so excited at 1st n kip tellin myself nt to spend ani money on clothes cuz im goin to chiong during thai trip bt nw... sobz.. no more.. no more cheap stuffs, nice clothes..

dear told me to continue savin my money n we shall go before tis yr no matter wat n its a promise.. bt hor.. hello!! im a ger leh.. hw to save wor.. i go shoppin once will spend once lor unless he lock me in d house then i wun get to spend money.. juz gif me food will do!! faints.. moreover im workin in shoppin centres n every trip to d toilet always make my eyes roam ard inside shops n "blink blink" saw somethin i like.. then money gone, pocket gt hole!!!

aniwae will try to save n hope we can get to go during my dec holidays.. wun put in so much hope le cuz dunno in d end later gt wat stunt cum out again n dreams broken!!

luckily my bud june will b goin tis mth so gt her to shop for me~ hahaz.. will pay her when i get back.. tis shows ive a wide network..cant go right?!! i stil can shop there.. wahahaha!!!
met dear after work at parkway n went to catch a movie at clementi.. wasnt much choice of movies right now cuz we had caught those blockbusters one and we happened to flip the newspaper n saw the ad of this show called wet dreams 2 n was stated there tat its back by big demand!! tout tat it mite b a humourous show so we bought tixs for it!!

in d end d show wasnt tat nice as stated.. d funni part was onli awhile whereby d male lead farted in class.. d gers in d show wasnt pretty at all!! like to immature young kids.. faints..

why oh why i had been catchin lame shows lately!! arghhh.. arent there ani better movies now?? omg...
was talkin on d fone wif june while workin tis mornin n she was tellin me tat she's goin for a thailand trip tis 27th together wif alex n friends.. so envious.. told me tat she will shop til she drop n d air fare there for 4 peeps is onli 88 bucks inclusive of airport tax.. damn cheap...

suddenly remembered tat few wks ago, i told dear tat i wanted to go thailand tis dec bt he told me he hates travellin.. sadss.. gt a bit angry n hang up d fone.. den d next day, he called sayin if i wanted to go tis august together wif des n jas.. bt aug is my big day so i say dunwan..

bt when june talked to me bout thailand.. i started "lightbub on head" hw cum i nv agreed wif dear for d thailand trip???!!!! im workin nw n i can get my pay next mth n can ask dad n mum to sponsor me as part of my bday gift.. $.$ y m i so stupidddd!!!

called dear up after me n june hang up, ask if he still wanted to go for d aug trip n he AGREED.. yeah yeah.. told him i wanted to leave on my bday.. since its okie to get AL for sch so i can go on weekdays.. so happi.. he will tok to des bout it again n c if they're still in wif d thai trip... if its okie.. shall bk everythin next mth when i get my pay.. love it!!!
im nw offically classified as a walking corpse.. why?? cuz im super duper tired for the past few weeks as i've been shuffling frm sch n wrk for tis whole mth!! im dead dead tired n i dun get enough sleep.. arghhh!! of cuz im nt so hard up for money tat i've to make myself miserable.. bt there's juz so mani stuffs on my wishlists which i badly wanted to get n i dun tink its d right thing to ask daddy n mummy to get them for me cuz its all materialistic needs which they might think im wastin money.. n tats their hard-earned money so i decided to work for it!! winks..

actually sort of hopin tat dear will get them for me.. haha.. kk im materialistic.. i've been hintin like for a long time n i guessed he turned deaf whenever i started yakkin moreover he's nw buzy spendin money on his bike n accessories for himself (eg.. jackets, helmets blah blah blah) he juz saw a arai/shoei dragon design helmet he like.. still dare to ask me get it for him.. he owe me my ladies style jeans for a veri long time bt promise to get it for me before dec (wait till flower petals drop!!)

not only tat.. my big bday is around d corner next mth!! so i've to save money to spend my big big day wif my buddies.. haix.. $$ n more $$ again!! im poor to death already!!

stuffs i wanted so much to have::

*guess white watch (d one wif a big ? wif diamonds)
*dkny transparent black watch (looks like a bangle.. abit like my current one bt diff in some ways)
*my ladies style n 593 faded jeans
*guess wallet
*guess hand carry/shoulder bag
*my green coloured hair (ash green.. hilights..!! hopefully to get it done next mth bt gt a feelin dear will scream!!)
*BIG white sling bag
*adidas shoulder bag
*my contact lens (last pair ko le..)

my estimation.. i need 1100 bucks to get my dream stuff.. faints.. dead dead im a dead dead corpse.. the next time u peeps see me.. i've become an old lady wif mani wrinkles le..hahax..
why in d world tat things u dun expect happen? why in d world there r wierdos? why in d world there are ppl who have nuttin to do n keeps gettin on ur nerves? or why in d world...???

was on d way to sch when i recieved a fone call frm david n told me a shockin news~ my classmate, yingze was sentenced to 21 mths of jail cuz he embezzled his gf's family money of 34k!! how?? cuz he helped them apply for internet banking n he remembered their passwords!! faintss... was such a waste cuz he was an it genuis n tis already ruin his bright future.. actualli wat i read frm d papers was tat the ger's father wanted to gif yingze a chance if he admit n return d money back bt he kept denyin he did it so ended up in d police station n now in jail.. (for more details can read saturday's straits times under home) bt wats more shockin to me was tat he doesnt look like someone who will do tis kinda things.. cant judge a book by its cover!!!

went to work after sch n im gettin more n more fed up cuz there are so mani ridiculous ppl in d world tat can realli get on ur nerves.. for example..

** the store is havin 20% discount n this ppl like nuttin to do ask u to calculate the price for about 10 bags n say they dun wan n leave d store!!

**esp bloody indians always cum in n browse ask u to take everytin down, mess everythin up n leave d place shakin their big butts..

**CHILDREN r fuckin irritating.. keeps playin wif d bloody fittin rm.. hw i wish they can get stuck inside or hurt their hands while playin wif d door..

**the items are already discounted n some idiots can still bargain d price as if like pasar malam hello!! tis is hi class shoppin centre k nt road side stall..

**some assholes loves to ask tons n tons of questions n after tat leave.. wah lan like nuttin better to do!!

there r actualli more n im lazy to state out.. hw i pray to god that tis ppl will die a terrible death!! mouth rot...!! arggghhhhh!!
dearie sent me all d way to parkway for work.. hehex bt i was abit late cuz i woke him up 15 mins later cuz wanted to let him sleep abit more..

was damn fed up and angry at work today!! partnered wif jackie for work today n she kept leaving d shop d whole day juz to either find her bf, her 2 suitors, to smoke, eat, toilet etc.. faints.. to overall calculate the time she stayed in d shop while im workin it shld b onli a cummulative of 2 hrs out of 8!!! can u imagine im like workin d whole day myself, tending d shop, growing mushrooms n spider webs!! and wats more today is a SATURDAY n there's lots of people.. hey, i onli haf two hands nt 100!! she kept goin out n stepped into d shop nt more than 10 mins n left d shop again.. can she at least spare a tout for me..

after awhile i started showin my super black face n she was like are u angry wif me?? before i could say anithing she went out of d shop again.. wtf!! i didnt haf the chance to say her.. started callin my collegues up n complaint n she said tat even if i said anithin she wun even listen cuz she can make up reasons n go out again!!

urghhh!! called dearie up n kept naggin n naggin.. around evenin my supervisor joyce called me up n asked if jackie was out again.. i kept quiet at 1st bt later on joyce said our boss jesslin has caught jackie mani times wonderin out.. i admitted cuz i was veri fed up n to my surprise joyce knew tat she went to look for her guy friends so i believe jesslin saw it too!! hinted jackie to see if jesslin had reprimanded her before bt to my knowing she didnt even know tat jesslin found out!! haix.. say me bad bt if u are me im sure u cant take it..

even after work 8pm i was to leave.. she told me she wanted to take a puff at 7.45.. allowed her to go cuz im leavin soon.. bt she let me wait for her til 8.15!! n she had the face to say sorry tat she delayed my time!! cum on la, u need 30 mins to smoke ar??!! tink i noob or a bloody fucker who believe watever u say!! i was alone in d shop for 6 hrs k!! n u still haf the cheek to delay me goin hm!! arghhhh!!

called my collegue at nite to continue complainin.. haix.. she also wondered hw cum she suddenly had such a big change!! faints.. next wed i still haf to tahan her again.. i wanna explode already!! bt aniwae i've already made d right choice by tellin my supervisor n i'ii juz let them deal wif her.. im someone who can close 1 eye bt tis is already too much.. so let the show begins!!!!!
after work took a bus to ang mo kio to meet dearie cuz we are goin to catch fantastic 4 together wif qicheng n gang.. actually i was veri tired n legs are aching bt i still agreed to go for the show cuz if i reject, dearie cant get to watch wif his pals n its like being a wet blanket!!

on d way there, recieved a call frm carrie sayin tat there's 10 bucks missing frm the cashier.. faints.. i counted d money bt it tally so maybe i count wrongly.. started to recall if i had given extra change to any customers bt to my memory i didnt!! moreover i always double checked the change again n again.. bt i decided to chip in 5 bucks for d lost amount cuz we dunno whose fault is it n its fair to pay half of it!!

went to d movie ard 12.. eye lids are gettin heavier.. hahax.. well, d show is another super duper lame show!! tats wat i can say.. how lame?? watch it urself n u will get to noe.. luckily we onli spent 7 bucks watching it!! bt my advise to u if u realli wanna watch it is either wait for d movie to b out in d net n download it or buy illegal vcd cuz its not worth spending 10 bucks for d show!! d onli gd ting bout it is tat its funny (d lame kind of funny!)

head back hm straight away after d show cuz i so damn tired n there's work d next day!!
this entry is for my dear friend mr goh wenqiang to see..

hey hey.. in dis modern world im not the only one who hugs the mrt pole till as if the mrt is goin to breakdown or an accident will happen.. LooK at the pic below n there's an example of someone who does d same as me!!!



saw that?? its ur brother cum buddy cum friend mr david tan tai heng leh!!! so dun always say me always hug mrt pole hor.. there's someone too and he's ur friend.. and huggin d mrt pole is comfortable hahaha.. u can try it too when someday ur green horsie breakdown n u haf to take d mrt again.. hahahaha...
im so tired lately cuz i need to rush to work str8 away after sch.. haix cuz of mOney mOney i need to sacrifice myself.. there's so mani things i want to do tat needs capital.. cuz my bday round d corner next mth n i'm tinkin of a bangkok or genting trip tis dec or next mar.. had to discuss tis wif dearie 1st!!! gt a feelin he might nt want to go.. =~~

luckily these few days time passes really fast while workin.. tats y i still can take the tiredness juz tat every mornin i had to drag myself to sch n battling whether to attend sch anot!! haix.. bt i still will motivate myself no matter wat..

in d noon, boon came n visit me at ps.. haha.. he wanted to get a gift for his gf.. so sweet hor.. young couples always celebrate wat 1 mth anniversary la, 100 days anniversary etc.. to tink of it i didnt even celebrate our 5 yrs anni this year.. hee.. too bad he didn chose a pressie frm my place.. sads..

around when i were to finish work louis n david came n wanted to gave me a surprise visit bt then i already knew they were comin cuz louis mes me askin wat time i were to finish work.. hahax.. stupid huh!! hahax.. had dinner n took a walk to centrepoint.. my legs were breakin so we decided to head hm.. took d train to harbourfront cuz its packed n back to punggol.. sweet louis decided to send me hm.. hahax.. wats lame was we took d lrt one whole round n back hm again.. cuz the last stop was a veri dark stretch so we decided to take a ride n c wats goin to happen.. haha.. n wif onli 3 person on d train.. quite eerie leh n d air con was so cold!!

head hm afterwards n bid bye bye to my new body guard.. haha..
went to sch today and as usual is a "zo bo lan" day.. spent 3 hrs in sch n we can shake backside go hm again!! if nt for my elective n my troublesome teacher i will b hm sleepin away... after sch met dear for awhile at queenstown mrt cuz he again for d 2nd time left his things wif me n haf to trouble me to past it back to him.. *faints*..

after tat dropped down at heartland mall together wif louis n david for lunch at mac (actuali they want it in d hawker centre bt i kept add salt n vinegar saying tat its super hot there cuz im an air con person) *hehe*.. after lunch walk walk for awhile cuz they renovated and added an extension, hereen concept bt auntie clothes version.. saw a pri sch girl wantin to pierce ear hole there n she's screamin like mad huggin onto her friends, i tink d sales girl oso blur!! if me i juz grab her ear n anihw pierce.. bth!!

went hm for a short nap n went down to raffles after tat for my facial.. FINALLY.. cuz i had last had it since before my sentosa trip n my face is oredi polluted wif dirts esp my blackheads are growing til as if they are goin to explode soon.. i tink d beautician realli had a hard time pullin them out for me~ hahax.. i shall be punctual for my next appointment cuz its realli veri embarassing cuz my face is realli dirty.. hahax..

finally had my dinx downloaded n yeah i can watch bleach on my com frm today onwards.. hehehe
went to watch the show "war of the worlds" together wif dear , ger and one of his gal-friend at jurong point.. caught the mid-nite one~ the show was really in demand cuz mani places are already fully booked n left wif some of d front sits.. even at jurong point, the cinema was fully occupied including d 1st rows!! whew~ luckily we gt good sits last min!!!

the show was veri nice juz tat the ending sucks abit.. the aliens has really really hi-technology and when they were in their victory, d machines break-down *faints* becuz the aliens are nt use to d germs on earth as we humans are immune to it n they are nt.. *zzz rite* bt overall its a nice show esp for the running-for-your-life part!!

after the show we went to geylang for supper, had dim sum bt i only took century egg porridge cuz of my throat n their food are so oily n fried.. sat there chit-chatting.. felt tat ger's friend was so left out cuz she was so quiet thru-out.. and d way i look at her was like lookin at myself frm d past cuz i used to b like her when i hanged out wif dear's friends.. *haha*

sat till around 4am n dearie sent me hm.. nw so sleepy le...
reali cant stand my SORE throat last nite, so once i woke up earli in d morn i headed off to d doc's.. its only 10 am n there's oredi a long queue at the clinic, so mani ppl coughing away!! waited veri long n while waiting louis called n told me he oso wanna c a doc cuz of his neck ache.. *muz b wanna pon sch* gt to c d doc ard 30 mins later.. finally had med to cure my baddie throat..

reached hm n fell back to slp again.. ard 3.30 pm dear called n asked me to get ready as he's on d way to pick me up.. he came together wif qicheng, took a ride to punggol end n had dinner at chong pang nasi lemak..*do tink i had sore throat*..

after tat dear brought me to bugis to buy my lmg sling bag.. hehex.. had him to pay for me.. yeah~ *i can buy other stuffs wif my $$*..

dear fetched me hm later on n he forgot to take his hp back frm me.. hw stupid.. had to pass it back to him tml.. btw dad gave me a new sim card n told me to change to tat new no. abit lazi to mes everyone bout it.. aniwae my current 1 will b in use for a few more days so til then then mes ba..

With soft gray eyes she gloomed and glowered;
With soft red lips she sang a song:
What knight might gaze upon her face,
Nor fare along?


For all her looks were full of spells,
And all her words, of sorcery;
And in some way they seemed to say,
"Oh, come with me! oh, come with me!
Oh, come with me, my love, Sir Kay!"--


How should he know the witch, I trow,
Morgan La Fey?


-- Cawein, Madison J. (1865-1914), "Morgan La Fey"

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Name : Gracie Xu
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