hais.. its a LONGGG day today..

skipped classes today cuz im damn tired.. imagine staying in sch til 6 for the past weeks juz to finish my presentations and also having to work on fridays, saturdays and sundays~ i just dun feel like waking up.. bt i still have to force myself cuz i need to pop down sch to finish up my oral comms presentation for tmr.. hais~ aniway tats the last presentation for this sem.. so can relax abit until my main papers..

when i reached sch.. ade called me.. i accidentally locked the drawer at work.. so she cant open it to open the cash register and NETS machine~ so ive to call dearie over to sch to cum get it frm me and pass it to ade.. luckily dearie didn shout at me..

aniwae i passed yunting's bday present to her today.. abit early la.. bt im afraid tat if i wait til tat day.. i tink huh~ the present will becum mine already! hahas.. hope she like it anyway..
our thai trip for next yr is confirmed and ive decided to take the plane over to bangkok for a day of shopping and then take a plane to hatyai or where ever they are to meet up wif them..

guess this trip is gonna cost me a bomb cuz have to take the plane here and there and we are oso having a stopover at KL on our way back..

so nw ive to save up by hook or by crook..

so ive come up wif her plan.. wif the help of my sis..

hope i can save enuff for our trip.. hehes..

bt 1st ive to curb my temptations of spending money and stop those clothes frm "talking" to me.. hehes.. ive to remind myself tat ive tons of clothes in my drawer waiting for me to wear them and i shouldn get anymore!!

so all wish me luck on my "money-saving plan"~ hehes..
our bikey has been sent to the bike shop tis evening for a new paintjob.. cuz there's already scratches on it.. hais~ *heartache*.. and dearie says tat too many ppl had the same paintwork as his so abit sians.. bt i still like the original colour.. hot red is nice ma..

im nt excited over our new paintwork and i hope i wont see it.. hahas.. cuz im afraid tat it will look a little 'malay' when its out~ nt being racist.. bt we sort of changed the colour scheme to black.. nt cool at all..

aniwae here's a pic of hw's its gonna look like when our bikey is out~




we changed the colour scheme - the baby blue part will be black and dark blue part will be red.. while the yellow remains...

dearie actually liked it to be baby blue.. bt i kept complaining tat its ugly.. i dunno wats in a guys mind to think tat bb blue on their bike will look nice!! *faints* if he wanna put bb blue, i rather it be bb pink.. more sweeter.. hahahs..

aniwae im crossing my fingers tat it will look nice when its out~
just one more presentation to go and its time to de-stress until my main papers during mid august~ hahas..

its been stressful for the past few weeks.. and nw ive to rush my oral comms presentation.. i hope tat everything will work out fine as i cant stay on thu so im crossing my fingers tat by tmr we can at least agree on the speech and have our ppt slides done.. and decide which is whose part!

im quite lucky though tat my exams will end 2 days b4 my bday cuz usually the paper will fall on my bday itself~ so double sians! thank god tat dis yr it didn.. hahas..

aniwae now is the 7th month.. have to try nt to stay out too late.. dearie is going to the temple this sat.. might be joining him there bt of cuz im nt praying.. maybe will stay ard and juz play wif d doggies there~


spent a long long day in sch today juz to finish up my econs project.. everything is so pack together.. as some of u might noe tat i juz finish my marketing project and on this coming mon is my presentation for my econs project~ and i only haf 2 days to finish it up! faints..

had a headache in sch today trying to figure out wat shld be included in the report and ppt slides.. cuz the outline gave is really very brief.. i juz pray tat we were on the right track..

stayed in sch til 7pm.. late right.. i used to be the 1st one to wag my tail hm.. and 2day im the last~ arghs.. anyway we've done up ppt slides.. so tmr we need to meet up wif the rest to see if our ppt tally wif their report anot.. and we still have to fill up the conclusion part.. sians..

i pray tat it will tally.. if nt tmr we are gonna spend another long day in sch.. moreover its SATURDAY~ zzz...


stayed in school for the past few days just to finish my projects.. faints.. today, i juz had one down which was my marketing project.. everything went well, better than i expected although ours was kinda rush and last min work.. was amazing tat i wasn nervous at all compared to my oral comms.. cuz i always gets the jitters when i had my oral comms speech..

so now i have to start on my macro project.. faints.. and its just the starting only with the presentation on Monday~ arghss.. tmr still have to come back to sch, hope we can finish up everything in time.. hais.. super sians~ cuz there's so many things to be done.. cannot take it anymore!
had finally finish up my marketing report and ppt.. was abit worried bout it at 1st becuz augu wasnt unsure wat to do and the contents was in a mess.. anyway i really thank god that we managed to clear everything in time.. and all thanks to yun ting and her sis cuz they really contribute a large part in our project especially in the contents and design..

at least one burden is down.. and tmr right after our marketing presentation we have to start on our macroecons.. urghs.. never-ending!!

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dearie gave me a surprise today.. he bought me an Ipod Nano.. hehe so happy.. actually it was suppose to be a xmas present for last year together wif my psp bt i told him tat juz get me the psp is enuff.. bt im still so deeply in love wif the Ipod tat ive been staring at it everytime we went to any electronics store.. and ya, he gave me a surprise today by getting it for me.. he said its this year's xmas present.. hehes.. real EARLY xmas present..

i noe dearie dote on me the best.. actually am touched cuz he's on a tight budget lately wif 3 bikes installment (long story) and other stuffs.. and he still fork out the money to get it juz for me..


new movie review - "Pirates of the carribean - Dead's man chest"

quite nice if u are a fan of pirates of the carribean, juz tat the front part is a bit slow and draggy, almost fell asleep.. the exciting part only starts during the middle part of the show..

has the concept of lord of the ring whereby there's another episode to continue.. juz like tv serials.. heard tat the next one will be out next year..

wasnt happy about the lovey dovey thingy on this part, cuz the elizabeth swan(keira knightly) seems to fall in love wif jack sparrow (johnny depp), poor will (orlando bloom) who went all the way out for her juz to save her from her death sentence~ i hope the continuation of the show she will nt end up wif jack bt tats very highly impossible becuz the lead actress will always end up together wif the lead actor!

anyway its a good catch.. and one more thing.. there's a small part after the credits have finish showing.. so u may stay to watch tat 2 secs part.. bt the credits take a long time to end.. so wait at ur own risk and dun blame me if its something lame! hahas~
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anyway, before the movie, i happen to see zhirong (my sec sch classmate) its been a long time huh~ i guess i hadn seen the ppl frm my sec sch for a real long time..

hmm.. juz hope everyone are fine bahs.. i guess the only way to see each other was to accidentally bump into each other on the streets~
dearie quitted his day job.. sort of expected it to happen.. haha.. actually that place is nt worth working in cuz the work is so tough, hours are so long and the pay is so little.. let's take the lunch break for instance, he have to start work right after he finish eating, there's no such things as 1 hour break or so.. and they dun get paid for OT too.. sort of feel "bu zi" for dearie.. aniwae he wanted to find a job str8 away, bt i told him to take a break first.. then slowly start lookin..

hais.. im having my accounts ica tmr.. and tats my worst module.. cuz i HATE accounts! hahas.. bt luckily i passed the last ica which was nt wat i expected.. lucky lucky~ was hoping for the best for tmr's paper cuz i sort of haf confidence for this one! *cross fingers*

super sians of sch already.. cuz i have presentations, projects and tests going on til august! gonna be so busy! super no life! hais.. im nt expecting to be the best.. juz pass can already cuz i wanna take my diploma and fug off!
hehe.. i finally changed my blogskin after trying several times for the past few weeks.. tried several times becuz there's something wrong with the html, cuz i gt my skins frm blogskins.com and they look really nice in their preview bt when i changed into them, there would surely be something wrong wif their dumb navigation bar..

sis told me to stop using cartoons in my blog so i chose something artistic instead~ and for those who dunno hw to navigate this blog, juz click on the little squares at the side.. (there are 4 of them.. each squares link to different pages)

oh ya.. and i changed my hair colour too.. dearie paid for it.. hahas.. was thinking of dying my hair next mth for my bday bt since he said he will pay for it then y not! (i noe im gian peng)

a new colour, im still trying to get use to it.. dyed purplish red.. i think it will look obvious when im under the light.. decided to change to this instead of copper cuz without makeup, the bright colour focus on my face alot and i look like a walking zombie especially when im in school.. so somehw this new colour will take away the focus on my dark eye rings and bag!

hais.. to tink of it, i really need a cure for my eye bag.. i look like an old hag already.. any of u gt any remedy pls share it wif me.. i desperately want them to get of my eyes..!!
I really miss those days when we were still in ITE.. i miss the fun and laughter we had, our lame games and jokes.. we were all so carefree, the endless gossips we shared and always fooling ard like crazy!

we were never selfish, practically shared everything with each other, even our projects~ life was so wonderful during those days and i nv treasure them til now..

Im not implying that poly aint good.. bt somehw or another it seems to eat up the "fun and happy" in my life..

firstly, i have endless projects and presentations to do.. i noe my schedule is very short, bt by the time i reached hm, im a zombie who needs sleep! all this eats up my time, i cant hang out wif my frds when they asked me to.. i wanted so much to, bt i didn have the time and energy to..

secondly, friends.. we dont seem so close knitted.. unlike the time i had in ITE, all of us juz played and fooled around together regardless of which clique we were in.. nw is, i dun even noe who they are.. luckily i still have my yunting!

there are really times where i regret entering poly, before this i had high expectations, i dreamt of getting a good job, a better future if i enter poly.. bt nw, this dreams seems to be so far.. i dunno wat i want anymore! i dun even noe who i am~

bt since i had made this choice, i shall persevere bt.. im still so unsure.. hais~ someone save me!
caught the movie "Superman Returns" yesterday with dearie.. guess it must be a hit cuz the cinema was full including the 1st rows..

alot of people gave the comments that the show isnt nice at all.. bt to me and dearie its nt bad~ i swear~ its even better than spiderman! the bad thing is that, the front part is abit draggy! bt overall its nice, especially the airplane and a ship scene they have..

wat made me puzzled was that, when superman see or touches the cryptonyt (dunno if its spell this way) he would be powerless.. and there's a scene where 3 men smaller build than him can bash him up and send him banging against the rocks~ then i was like, err~ wat were his muscles for?! nice to see bt its a empty shell~!

aniwae.. i truely feel that next time they should change the lead actor~ he's nt nice looking at all~ his features look kinda wierd.. maybe he can get the superman frm smallville~ hahas~

-end of review-
i see people always wait til they lose their love ones then they will start to realise hw important they are and wants to treasure them~ bt to think of it, isnt it too late?

for a start, i think for the past few mths or so, ive started to take him for granted! guess ive already climbed on his head and start shitting! and he didn mind once, he even gave in to me more than ever!

ive oso think that ive begin to be a very selfish person.. i started to think of my myself rather than him~ and as for him, he tout of me, wat he did now were all for me!

im starting to feel ashame of myself.. all i noe is hw to become a brat! the better he treats me, the nastier i treat him! ive to change, change for good! ive to start learning hw to treasure him.. i dunwan to wait til when i lose him~ that will be too late, isnt it?!

trust me~ i will change!

hais.. its a LONGGG day today..

skipped classes today cuz im damn tired.. imagine staying in sch til 6 for the past weeks juz to finish my presentations and also having to work on fridays, saturdays and sundays~ i just dun feel like waking up.. bt i still have to force myself cuz i need to pop down sch to finish up my oral comms presentation for tmr.. hais~ aniway tats the last presentation for this sem.. so can relax abit until my main papers..

when i reached sch.. ade called me.. i accidentally locked the drawer at work.. so she cant open it to open the cash register and NETS machine~ so ive to call dearie over to sch to cum get it frm me and pass it to ade.. luckily dearie didn shout at me..

aniwae i passed yunting's bday present to her today.. abit early la.. bt im afraid tat if i wait til tat day.. i tink huh~ the present will becum mine already! hahas.. hope she like it anyway..
our thai trip for next yr is confirmed and ive decided to take the plane over to bangkok for a day of shopping and then take a plane to hatyai or where ever they are to meet up wif them..

guess this trip is gonna cost me a bomb cuz have to take the plane here and there and we are oso having a stopover at KL on our way back..

so nw ive to save up by hook or by crook..

so ive come up wif her plan.. wif the help of my sis..

hope i can save enuff for our trip.. hehes..

bt 1st ive to curb my temptations of spending money and stop those clothes frm "talking" to me.. hehes.. ive to remind myself tat ive tons of clothes in my drawer waiting for me to wear them and i shouldn get anymore!!

so all wish me luck on my "money-saving plan"~ hehes..
our bikey has been sent to the bike shop tis evening for a new paintjob.. cuz there's already scratches on it.. hais~ *heartache*.. and dearie says tat too many ppl had the same paintwork as his so abit sians.. bt i still like the original colour.. hot red is nice ma..

im nt excited over our new paintwork and i hope i wont see it.. hahas.. cuz im afraid tat it will look a little 'malay' when its out~ nt being racist.. bt we sort of changed the colour scheme to black.. nt cool at all..

aniwae here's a pic of hw's its gonna look like when our bikey is out~




we changed the colour scheme - the baby blue part will be black and dark blue part will be red.. while the yellow remains...

dearie actually liked it to be baby blue.. bt i kept complaining tat its ugly.. i dunno wats in a guys mind to think tat bb blue on their bike will look nice!! *faints* if he wanna put bb blue, i rather it be bb pink.. more sweeter.. hahahs..

aniwae im crossing my fingers tat it will look nice when its out~
just one more presentation to go and its time to de-stress until my main papers during mid august~ hahas..

its been stressful for the past few weeks.. and nw ive to rush my oral comms presentation.. i hope tat everything will work out fine as i cant stay on thu so im crossing my fingers tat by tmr we can at least agree on the speech and have our ppt slides done.. and decide which is whose part!

im quite lucky though tat my exams will end 2 days b4 my bday cuz usually the paper will fall on my bday itself~ so double sians! thank god tat dis yr it didn.. hahas..

aniwae now is the 7th month.. have to try nt to stay out too late.. dearie is going to the temple this sat.. might be joining him there bt of cuz im nt praying.. maybe will stay ard and juz play wif d doggies there~


spent a long long day in sch today juz to finish up my econs project.. everything is so pack together.. as some of u might noe tat i juz finish my marketing project and on this coming mon is my presentation for my econs project~ and i only haf 2 days to finish it up! faints..

had a headache in sch today trying to figure out wat shld be included in the report and ppt slides.. cuz the outline gave is really very brief.. i juz pray tat we were on the right track..

stayed in sch til 7pm.. late right.. i used to be the 1st one to wag my tail hm.. and 2day im the last~ arghs.. anyway we've done up ppt slides.. so tmr we need to meet up wif the rest to see if our ppt tally wif their report anot.. and we still have to fill up the conclusion part.. sians..

i pray tat it will tally.. if nt tmr we are gonna spend another long day in sch.. moreover its SATURDAY~ zzz...


stayed in school for the past few days just to finish my projects.. faints.. today, i juz had one down which was my marketing project.. everything went well, better than i expected although ours was kinda rush and last min work.. was amazing tat i wasn nervous at all compared to my oral comms.. cuz i always gets the jitters when i had my oral comms speech..

so now i have to start on my macro project.. faints.. and its just the starting only with the presentation on Monday~ arghss.. tmr still have to come back to sch, hope we can finish up everything in time.. hais.. super sians~ cuz there's so many things to be done.. cannot take it anymore!
had finally finish up my marketing report and ppt.. was abit worried bout it at 1st becuz augu wasnt unsure wat to do and the contents was in a mess.. anyway i really thank god that we managed to clear everything in time.. and all thanks to yun ting and her sis cuz they really contribute a large part in our project especially in the contents and design..

at least one burden is down.. and tmr right after our marketing presentation we have to start on our macroecons.. urghs.. never-ending!!

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dearie gave me a surprise today.. he bought me an Ipod Nano.. hehe so happy.. actually it was suppose to be a xmas present for last year together wif my psp bt i told him tat juz get me the psp is enuff.. bt im still so deeply in love wif the Ipod tat ive been staring at it everytime we went to any electronics store.. and ya, he gave me a surprise today by getting it for me.. he said its this year's xmas present.. hehes.. real EARLY xmas present..

i noe dearie dote on me the best.. actually am touched cuz he's on a tight budget lately wif 3 bikes installment (long story) and other stuffs.. and he still fork out the money to get it juz for me..


new movie review - "Pirates of the carribean - Dead's man chest"

quite nice if u are a fan of pirates of the carribean, juz tat the front part is a bit slow and draggy, almost fell asleep.. the exciting part only starts during the middle part of the show..

has the concept of lord of the ring whereby there's another episode to continue.. juz like tv serials.. heard tat the next one will be out next year..

wasnt happy about the lovey dovey thingy on this part, cuz the elizabeth swan(keira knightly) seems to fall in love wif jack sparrow (johnny depp), poor will (orlando bloom) who went all the way out for her juz to save her from her death sentence~ i hope the continuation of the show she will nt end up wif jack bt tats very highly impossible becuz the lead actress will always end up together wif the lead actor!

anyway its a good catch.. and one more thing.. there's a small part after the credits have finish showing.. so u may stay to watch tat 2 secs part.. bt the credits take a long time to end.. so wait at ur own risk and dun blame me if its something lame! hahas~
________________________________________________

anyway, before the movie, i happen to see zhirong (my sec sch classmate) its been a long time huh~ i guess i hadn seen the ppl frm my sec sch for a real long time..

hmm.. juz hope everyone are fine bahs.. i guess the only way to see each other was to accidentally bump into each other on the streets~
dearie quitted his day job.. sort of expected it to happen.. haha.. actually that place is nt worth working in cuz the work is so tough, hours are so long and the pay is so little.. let's take the lunch break for instance, he have to start work right after he finish eating, there's no such things as 1 hour break or so.. and they dun get paid for OT too.. sort of feel "bu zi" for dearie.. aniwae he wanted to find a job str8 away, bt i told him to take a break first.. then slowly start lookin..

hais.. im having my accounts ica tmr.. and tats my worst module.. cuz i HATE accounts! hahas.. bt luckily i passed the last ica which was nt wat i expected.. lucky lucky~ was hoping for the best for tmr's paper cuz i sort of haf confidence for this one! *cross fingers*

super sians of sch already.. cuz i have presentations, projects and tests going on til august! gonna be so busy! super no life! hais.. im nt expecting to be the best.. juz pass can already cuz i wanna take my diploma and fug off!
hehe.. i finally changed my blogskin after trying several times for the past few weeks.. tried several times becuz there's something wrong with the html, cuz i gt my skins frm blogskins.com and they look really nice in their preview bt when i changed into them, there would surely be something wrong wif their dumb navigation bar..

sis told me to stop using cartoons in my blog so i chose something artistic instead~ and for those who dunno hw to navigate this blog, juz click on the little squares at the side.. (there are 4 of them.. each squares link to different pages)

oh ya.. and i changed my hair colour too.. dearie paid for it.. hahas.. was thinking of dying my hair next mth for my bday bt since he said he will pay for it then y not! (i noe im gian peng)

a new colour, im still trying to get use to it.. dyed purplish red.. i think it will look obvious when im under the light.. decided to change to this instead of copper cuz without makeup, the bright colour focus on my face alot and i look like a walking zombie especially when im in school.. so somehw this new colour will take away the focus on my dark eye rings and bag!

hais.. to tink of it, i really need a cure for my eye bag.. i look like an old hag already.. any of u gt any remedy pls share it wif me.. i desperately want them to get of my eyes..!!
I really miss those days when we were still in ITE.. i miss the fun and laughter we had, our lame games and jokes.. we were all so carefree, the endless gossips we shared and always fooling ard like crazy!

we were never selfish, practically shared everything with each other, even our projects~ life was so wonderful during those days and i nv treasure them til now..

Im not implying that poly aint good.. bt somehw or another it seems to eat up the "fun and happy" in my life..

firstly, i have endless projects and presentations to do.. i noe my schedule is very short, bt by the time i reached hm, im a zombie who needs sleep! all this eats up my time, i cant hang out wif my frds when they asked me to.. i wanted so much to, bt i didn have the time and energy to..

secondly, friends.. we dont seem so close knitted.. unlike the time i had in ITE, all of us juz played and fooled around together regardless of which clique we were in.. nw is, i dun even noe who they are.. luckily i still have my yunting!

there are really times where i regret entering poly, before this i had high expectations, i dreamt of getting a good job, a better future if i enter poly.. bt nw, this dreams seems to be so far.. i dunno wat i want anymore! i dun even noe who i am~

bt since i had made this choice, i shall persevere bt.. im still so unsure.. hais~ someone save me!
caught the movie "Superman Returns" yesterday with dearie.. guess it must be a hit cuz the cinema was full including the 1st rows..

alot of people gave the comments that the show isnt nice at all.. bt to me and dearie its nt bad~ i swear~ its even better than spiderman! the bad thing is that, the front part is abit draggy! bt overall its nice, especially the airplane and a ship scene they have..

wat made me puzzled was that, when superman see or touches the cryptonyt (dunno if its spell this way) he would be powerless.. and there's a scene where 3 men smaller build than him can bash him up and send him banging against the rocks~ then i was like, err~ wat were his muscles for?! nice to see bt its a empty shell~!

aniwae.. i truely feel that next time they should change the lead actor~ he's nt nice looking at all~ his features look kinda wierd.. maybe he can get the superman frm smallville~ hahas~

-end of review-
i see people always wait til they lose their love ones then they will start to realise hw important they are and wants to treasure them~ bt to think of it, isnt it too late?

for a start, i think for the past few mths or so, ive started to take him for granted! guess ive already climbed on his head and start shitting! and he didn mind once, he even gave in to me more than ever!

ive oso think that ive begin to be a very selfish person.. i started to think of my myself rather than him~ and as for him, he tout of me, wat he did now were all for me!

im starting to feel ashame of myself.. all i noe is hw to become a brat! the better he treats me, the nastier i treat him! ive to change, change for good! ive to start learning hw to treasure him.. i dunwan to wait til when i lose him~ that will be too late, isnt it?!

trust me~ i will change!

With soft gray eyes she gloomed and glowered;
With soft red lips she sang a song:
What knight might gaze upon her face,
Nor fare along?


For all her looks were full of spells,
And all her words, of sorcery;
And in some way they seemed to say,
"Oh, come with me! oh, come with me!
Oh, come with me, my love, Sir Kay!"--


How should he know the witch, I trow,
Morgan La Fey?


-- Cawein, Madison J. (1865-1914), "Morgan La Fey"

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