dearie bought me my new pets today.. cuz i always have been wanting one bt was afraid to get them cuz i knew mum would scream if she saw pets at hm, she nv like pets though im now still trying hard to persuade me a doggie.. so dearie was so nice to get me them and let them stay at his house.. they are my precious pet hamsters..

we took a long time trying to decide wat kinda breed we wan.. d biggie ones or the dwarf ones.. dearie love d biggie ones cuz u can see they expressions clearly and they are super cute and cuddly bt i love d dwarf ones cuz they are so small.. at 1st decided on d biggie ones.. wanna get a male and female bt i dun like d col of d female which is black.. urghss.. so i changed my minds to d small ones..

we argue on wanting to get 2 males or one male and one female.. bt dearie wanted to breed them so much so we decided on 2 males and 2 females and left a lil fella behind, so pityful.. so ended up we took him too.. so we altogether haf 5!! 3 males 2 females.. lols.. cant wait to see their lil babies..

bought lots of goodie and toys for em.. even had their bath powder scented so they will smell super nice.. i juz love picking them and smelling their nice nice strawberry smell.. hehes.. love em to bits and thanks dearie for pampering me.. he got those for me and spend 100 over bucks for them.. love him to bits too.. hammies will be 2nd to him!!!
hmm sat at work, d place was like usual bustling wif mani young kids and peeps juz tat today really seems diff cuz the ppl walking ard didn have much purchasing power.. almost wanna fell asleep cuz the slacking feeling was there and didn even felt like serving any customers when they walked in..

my colleague yen yen was really veri nice to make a pair of earrings for me cuz it caught my eyes at d 1st look.. well my shop does sells d earrings she made and its god damn nice.. peeps can pop down at green petals @ level 3 besides d shop selling spongepop underwear opp watch shop.. u won regret juz looking at the earrings.. my frds felt tat its quite costly at 30 bucks bt hey its made of swaroski crystal and she thought of d designs herself.. d energy to do it etc.. to me its worth it~ tink i should start thinking of a xmas pressie for her..~

after work dearie brought me to kkfc for dinner.. dearie really ate alot.. after tat he ate again at outram porridge.. and had tidbits at gv when we went there to watch zathura.. d show was the same concept as jumanji juz tat d game is a space game.. was a nice show.. not bad~

after tat we head hm bt i cant go to sleep in d room cuz he's bro brought his gf back.. urghss and she's a bitta stinki.. so had to take d living rm til they got outta hse.. hais..
hmm went to dearie hse last night after work cuz i sort of psyco him to come over my place at night so tat i dun need to crawl over to his place the next day as im havin my off day and no lessons day.. clever idea huh~ bt i had to promise him tat i muz acc him til morning cuz he usually sleeps at tat time~ (he's timing is diff frm normal ppl.. america clock)

rested for awhile and we head to changi burger king wif his friends for supper.. he had a frd which we called E.T.. a super wierd bt funny guy... he sort of gt con into buying d kids meal for $5.50 (small fries small coke) which is d same price as my whopper jr (big fries big coke) juz tat he gt a free toy which he later took out to play.. its plasticine and a figurine to mod something.. he kept playing like a little kid tat d guy sitting beside us kept looking at him.. so pai say.. after supper we walked ard for awhile den head home..

acc dearie thur the night playing monopoly.. urghss.. almost fainted... cuz its really a never ending game lor.. when i saw d sun came up, i kept wanting to purposely stepped on his properties so i would lose the game and go to sleep.. and i did.. lose.. lols.. i tink the monopoly game made me so crazy tat i even dreamt about it~ -.-"
had skipped sch for 2 days already.. ytd i was still feeling abit guily+regret tat i didn go to sch cuz i heard frm my friend's classes tat their teachers had already assigned them with wat to do and they had already gt they books and i tout tat i missed a LOT nt going.. and guess wat, luckily i didn go cuz my classmates who went told me tat there was nothing much and was dismissed early, most amazing was tat the bloody teachers hadn even told us how much to pay for the books! dunno wat they're doing~

woke up early and sms my frd if she wanna go today, replied me wif a "will pop down sch next week".. guess everyone were scared to juz go sch for 5 mins and then dismiss~ nt the first time the teachers pull this stunt~

thinking of getting my hair dyed.. recieved a mes frm luisa tat there's a promo at her salon.. cut + dye = $38 if add highlights den add another additional $30 which in total cost $68... good bargain huh~ promo is frm 1 dec and 31 dec at bugis shaw tower ( d salon).. anyway i tink theres 90 percent im going for it bt 1st i had to have my spot check frm sch 1st before going~ hehes..
juz now, after work, i saw her*.. at the doorstep of far east plaza.. she's still d same, her angry glances at her bf seems so familiar.. half of me wanted to call her bt i noe its the wrong timing cuz i guess she's quarrelling wif her guy bt half of me juz wanted to run away cuz i dunno wat to say if we were face to face..

she* was once my very best friend.. d inseperable duo u can call us bt our friendship ended in a horrible way.. the moment we knew each other we juz click it off, she's frm express class while im frm a normal acad class.. our friendship ended 3 times..

d 1st time.. was becuz of some 2 headed snake causing us to misunderstood each other, bt after 2 yrs we finally clear our misunderstandings and became frds again.. we hit it off again, there's no awkardness between the both of us.. we share the same hobbies, we would hang out together even if one of us is sick, d other would skip sch to acc d other one... i rem once my shoe broke and i had to walk hm barefooted, she too took off her own shoe and acc me!! those were the days full of laughter and fun.. bt maybe becuz we are often glued together hit her when i found dearie.. and yes, i was wif dearie already when im only 16! i haf to distribute half of my time to him which makes her very unhappy.. i tried my very best to spend my time wif her bt... i guess she's angry to listen.. for the second time our friendship tore..

i noe tat she's a hot headed person and she would not listen to wat im gonna say so i was too lazy to explain.. any way at that time i felt tat there cannot be 2 grace.. or i have to give up one.. until i met this uncle whom d both of us noe.. he talk some sense into me and told me tat if i treasure tis friendship i should talk to her, gif it a try.. gif the both of us another chance.. i noe she wont be the one who come to talk to me.. so i shall be the one! i did and we reconcile..

bt i wonder y, after tat she became very petty.. angry over trival matters really made me tired.. for example i used to wait for her outside sch, bt dad always sent me to sch so i would reach super early at 6 n she who stay near sch would come down at 6.30 and i would haf to stand there and wait.. i've another frd who would be nice enuff to come early at 6 juz to acc me.. we got tired and requested to wait for her inside sch so we can sit.. she got angry~ tat i didnt wait..

even during recess i requested to go down canteen bt she insisted tat she wants to stay in class~ she gt angry i left for canteen~!

i was tired.. super tired to explain, to hold the friendship together.. finally it struck for the last time, when she tore up all d pics we taken together and gave me back my half, d things i gave her and lent her.. i was numb.. no anger no sadness juz numb! i gave her back her stuffs too incase she might think i was too thick skin to keep bt i didn tear up the pics nor return it to her cuz those were memories which mark our remarkable friendship we share..

i still rem wat her bloody frd told me when i gt her to pass the stuffs back to her*.. she told me i always took action only when someone gt angry! pls.. hello.. u didn even find out wats going on and u start making assumptions! i wasnt going to do anything which was right bt i was too tired.. why its always me to give in.. y its always u to have ur way~! i dont get it..

of cuz til now i still miss the friendship i and her share bt those were memories.. i noe we were nt going to get back together.. even if we do, i guess normal friends will do, our personalities and the way we do things juz don click at all.. hais.. a pity bt tats life..
today's d 1st day of sch.. woke up real early this morning cuz school started at 8.. was super lazy and had to drag myself up, usually i dun go to sch on d 1st day bt cuz i need to get my time schedule frm sch so no choice..

met louis for sch together, in d end as usual we are late.. and guess wat.. i only stayed in sch for 10 mins and was dismiss.. urghss.. juz to get tat bloody time schedule, waste my time!! in d end, went for breakfast at mac wif eugene, wenqiang and louis.. took me a super long time begging them to acc to eat at mac.. -.-".. after tat we caught the movie "sky high" at clementi cinema.. was not bad the show.. about a high sch which teaches people who have super powers.. and they have heros and side-kicks like popular and unpopular..

hais.. looking at my time schedule, the time sux too.. sch starts real late at 2 and end at 6.. d good news was tat there's no lesson on tue and fri and the rest of the day.. hais.. lessons.. had to give up my wed and thu work schedule at green petals cuz my time schedule couldn accomodate to it.. sad.. bt ok la, juz earn abit can le, anyway its juz money to satisfy my shopping trips.. hehex..
caught harry potter's latest episode on sat right after work.. bt as dearie gt the 12pm tix and we still haf extra time, we went down kkfc to meet his friends.. told them we were going for the movie and they kept saying the show sux and the rating for it was less then a third.. shrugs.. it did spoil me and dearie's mood...

and to top it off, my blur bf gt the 1st row seats.. cuz he didn checked the seats no. when he booked the tix frm axs.. when he showed me the tix and i saw A, i almost fainted and sadly it cant be refunded.. haiss..

as u noe the show started wif long commercials, gv cinemas.. seating in the 1st row really made my head spin cuz the animation suddenly seems so big..

back to the point.. overall the show was not bad.. lord vardamount (dunno hw 2 spell) is back.. bt harry only fought wif him for 5 mins.. for those who had watched the past episodes of harry potter should noe tat the show was more of a fantasy and magical feeling than fighting wif demons.. tats y maybe some felt tat the show sux.. anyway im already starting to anticipate for their 5th episode to be up.. hehex.. big harry fan~

and after watching the full show, seating at the front row wasnt tat bad after all, juz tat our butts did hurt abit.. hais.. anyway did reprimand dearie abit and told him to check the seats properly next time before clicking yes on the screen..!!
was home last night getting ready for a hot bath after work when emerine called and told me tat the results are out.. whoa.. asked if i could help her check hers too.. i was like going to die, cuz my breathing gt so heavy and i kept taking deep breaths.. cuz my results for this sem is super important to me, if i could hit the expected gpa, i can apply for poly now and would not have to wait til next sem.. and i can also gt into poly right after ite and not wait for a year..

my hands were shivering while trying to click the correct icon.. and happily.. i really gt my expected gpa.. yeah yeah~! really cold sweat.. i hadn told mum, dad or even dearie bout it.. guess the 1st 1 to noe was emerine lols.. then came shuan and u guys who read my blog ba.. im juz too happy tat i couldn even get to sleep.. bt aniwae have to work hard for one more sem.. if i can get 3.8 which enables me a COM.. i can juz hope into 2nd year.. whoas..
daddy and mummy was so nice to send me hm frm work ytd, actually mum needs me to help her dye her hair tats y she's so gd.. bt actually i guess im the most fortunate ger cuz even if dearie dun fetch me hm, i still haf daddy~ lols..

the both of them tried to tricked me at the carpark, askin me to look for the car cuz they forgot where they park.. zzz.. then in d end, i suddenly heard *beep beep*, turned my head and saw a new car standing infront of me.. lame trick leh.. was the same.. same brand as the last one hyundai.. even the inside feels the same juz tat the outlook was different.. told dearie bout it and he was so excited wanting to try dad's new car out.. zzz..

thinking of popping down ness @ sengkang later, wanna check out their new stocks, yen told me tat they have new baby doll tops.. hehes.. im now like crazy for baby doll tops, maybe i have a fat tummy to conceal so those tops were d most suitable for me~ lols.. planning to go shopping wif shuan end of d month.. bt i dun mind if she cant make it cuz i worked at far east and work starts at 1 which makes me eng eng can go shop before i start so its fine anyway.. hehes..

bt aniwae after seeing dad's new car, my motivation of getting my lic is stronger.. woo..
watched the movie "Tom Yam Goong" wif dearie as he finished work early and while waiting to meet his friends at 11.45 so during the waiting time we saw the show at ang mo kio..

was really a touching show, many of my friends did told me tat it was a nice show, juz tat i didn haf the urge to watch it cuz its thai.. lols.. bt after catching the movie, it was really worth the money..

the show was about a man trying to save his elephants from the clutches of an illegal syndicate.. the story was abit sad cuz onli d baby elephant was saved.. the mama elephant died at the beginning of the show while trying to save its baby, while the papa elephant was skinned off, leaving bones as ornaments.. faints..

bt to those who haven watch it can go see the movie, the lead in the show really super fighter and dearie found out he likes twisting hands.. lols~
went wif dearie and his friends for a ghost hunting outing last night.. nv went to a ghost hunting trip before (i very mountain turtle hor!) so i sort of persuade dearie to join them cuz dearie didn wanna go at 1st cuz he'd been so down on luck for the past few days~ bt juz wanna c c~ too bad a day before i found out i cant go cuz eh... hmm.. gt difficulty~ bt dearie said we juz tag along juz tat we don go in can le.. hehex..

1st stop~ punggol hse - dearie's frds wanted to go in bt found out tat the construction had dig a big hole full of water around it which makes them unable to enter it.. wats suey was tat one of dearie's frds specs broke juz like tat, he took out his specs to clean them and it broke.. warning~ then they tried entering on another direction bt the ground was too muddy~ and they went another direction bt the grass was too high so ended up didn went into the hse.. zzz.. so we head off..

2nd stop~ old fort factory - took a long time to find tat place, bt when we reached the factory was cordoned off, guess they are doing some renovation to it or wat.. sians half already..

3rd stop~ boonlay market for supper - 2 places which no ghost hunting took place makes them hungry.. decided on heading to lim chu kang cemetery..

4th stop~ lim chu kang cemetery - me n dearie waited for them at the bus stop far away frm the cemetery cuz he doesn wan anything to happen to me while his frds go ahead, heard they wanted to find a cbr400 bike there cuz an indian mum left tat bike for his dead son there.. tout tat they would be gone for a long time bt in the end they came back quick, in d end they found nothing, juz went in go one round and came back.. zzz..

last and final stop~ dearie's hse - for polka.. they shud haf done tat earlier.. wasted day.. shouldn haf organise such an outing, if they wanna, they shud recce or do research on the place 1st to c which way we can go thru ma.. zzz.. anyway once i reached hm, i happily zzz.. hahass..

no more ghosie trip for me again~ sians..
Relationships are really unexpectable, be it with ur friends or ur love ones u nv noe where it will leads..

for friends.. there's ppl u can trust and not, true friends and acquaintance and from my experience, nv judge a book by its cover.. an innocent face will nv be innocent at all!! i used to take friends very deep in my heart, every little things they do will upset me bt now i had learned to take it easy.. as wats urs will be urs.. if she's fated to be ur friend she'll be.. if nt then let us onli put in memory our once happy moments and we had been friends before!

lOve.. expect the unexpectable.. can u believe it tat in one day i heard of 3 bgr probs.. and they were all the unexpectable ones cuz i all along tout they had a strong bond and everytime i saw them, they were sweet and loving.. bt among the 3 there was betrayal and of cuz problems start to appear.. i always wonder y cant the person treasure the one before his/her eyes~ if u dun love tat person y dun let it go~ holding on will onli hurts.. bt aniwae im nt suitable to interfere bt i always hope for the best tat nothing will go wrong between them..

sometimes thinking of it, dear and me had come a long way, being together for 5 yrs we had our own share of ups and downs, be it betrayal, petty quarrels and different personalities, we had overcome all.. friends say im magnamious to forget his infidelity, frankly im not, i can only forgive~ he had made me a green-eyed monster, leading to a trustless relationship and possesive gf~ bt luckily he had admit he caused this and let me have my way.. which covers up the hurts and the gaps caused~ i noe we are different in thinking or even behaviour and i noe he might not even be my mr right.. bt for the time being wat i noe was love overcomes all.. and our relationship really had a strong bond.. i missed him every morning i opened my eyes and he had started to change and care for me like he nv done before.. giving our relationship a second chance was not stupid like wat others thinks bt i got wat i wan from the start~ love* bt everything was hard to say cuz i still have to expect the unexpectable.. and we shall c..
Tout of giving my room a new look.. cuz dad juz bought me my new cabinet.. and haven tout of wat to put on it.. my room was suppose to have a retro kinda style bt becuz im too lazy to shop for stuffs tat fits my room and tat i have too many soft toys which causes my room to transform to a kiddish room.. !!

i still rem when either my friends or my sis friends 1st step into our hse, they would always walk to the wrong bedroom.. cuz sis room is white and neat, very lady and she had a stuff toys kept in her wardrobe, while my room is purple and all my stuff toys are lying everywhere.. i tout of packing them in the wardrobe bt the prob is i haf too many.. i cant possibly squeeze all in~ zzz.. dearie promised tat he wouldn buy anymore for me after seeing my collection d other day, bt its also all becuz of him i've so many~ lols..

since i've my new cabinet which i can dump more stuff inside.. i nw wan to revamp my room.. make it wats its suppose to be.. retro* shall shop for the stuff.. have to come up wif a plan tat my soft toys can blend in wif the retro* thingy.. ~~
A note for all those who always travel to malaysia often and have the habit of changing their money at the money changer near malaysia's custom..

one of dearie's friend has been robbed right after he had changed his money frm the malaysia custom, there were 2 robbers in action~ one of them put his hand over his shoulder and ask if there's any money to give him, when dearie's friend was about to attack, the other pointed a knife at his stomach.. so LL.. give them all his money and hp, luckily its juz sgd50 and a N3310.. they even gif him back his sim card..!! so for those who travel there often, do change ur money at singapore's money changer and dun be there alone in dark places.. even though there's singaporean at the money changer too, no one lend a hand to the poor guy, everyone juz see show.. hais..

and dearie also heard frm his mechanic tat 2nd link is also famous for robberies, where there will be a grp of malaysia bikes camping there.. they would grab any bag they see while u were on the bike.. so pillions or riders, dun bring any bags if possible, if need to, bring a small one where it is nt visibly seen or wat.. they even rob malaysian too.. hais..

so so.. malaysia nv safe..
whoa.. i really dun haf enuff slp to catch up wif, woke up every morning looking like a tired panda cuz for the past 2 days, i'd joined dear and his friends out til the weee hours.. hoof.. shld stop doing tat.. cuz i still had to work d next day, nt like dearie and some lucky ones who can slp til the evening or dun nid to wrk during weekends.. y shopping centres muz open huh~ poor salesgirl! lols..

went to kulai on fri night for supper and reached hm at 3.30 am.. super tired~ the food there wasnt so nice bt the fruit juice~ whoa.. the cup was huge.. i cant finish, juz drank half and already i felt my stomach full of water~ lols..

sat.. we head down pitstop after dearie fetch me frm wrk.. there were having their one year anniversary and its full of peeps.. so one of my guy frd there bt i doubt he recognise me or he act like he dunno me.. wateva.. haf to leave halfway cuz i had work d next day and im dead tired..

all becuz of the late nights.. i had to struggle to get myself awake every morning.. urghss..
Its dear's unluckiest day of the year, i can see black clouds above his head, his forehead is oso super black.. lols.. juz my imagination bt its true tat he's super unlucky today!

this afternoon, dear being a smart aleck, start his bike while he's at hm using his newly installed remote control (he tink he's veri hi class.. lols) then suddenly his bike jerk and fell.. zzz.. when he saw it, he's already sian half so he decided to take a bath 1st before going down and check it out.. and he found out tat someone engage his gear to gear one which cause the bike to fall, luckily nothing big happen to it, juz tat the back fairing is scratched --> super big ugly scratch and while he's riding it, its like as though its gonna fall off.. lols.. i chided him abit saying his laziness cause all this.. bt wat done is done.. had to go malaysia later to get it cable-tied~ -.-"

after tat he fetch me for dinner after work, when he stood up to help me order my food, his 500 bucks worth ogk helmet fell.. urghss.. we had a quick check, and juz a slight scratch below, un-noticeable la.. luckily nv become wht wht.. colour still there.. heng!

when im hm, he suggested tat i bring the helmet back, i kept saying no cuz its so heavy~ after thinking for awhile, thinking tat he so suey today, i said i better bring it back incase it rolled on the floor like the other time.. juz when he was passing me the helmet, he's 20 min old pen almost fell into the drain.. zzz.. suey right.. hais.. his forehead is really super black..

my new maid had arrived and had been here for almost 2 days while the previous one i think she's now happily in her hometown preparing for her marriage and unpacking the goodies we gave her..

actually i should be used to having to change my maids cuz since young there had always been different faces that come in and out of my hse bt this time i juz felt sian about having to get my maid changed.. its nt tat i cant adapt to her, its juz tat i had to teach and give instructions to the new one all over again cuz the previous maid who had worked with us for 6 yrs had already know wat we wan and need at the back of her hand.. now everything had to go ALL over again.. shucks..

bt currently this wan is doing good cuz mum had been taking leaves and use the ph to teach her wat to do.. so we can only wait and see when she left alone without guidance if she can make it.. hopefully!
juz reached hm frm eileen's bday celebration.. today its juz 4 of us as usual cuz she had already celebrated her bday a day earlier wif d rest of her friends.. we decided to have a dinner as usual..

chose a place wif a super nice ambience which was asylum at clark quay.. we sat by the river, chit chatting, take pics and eat~ lols.. the variety of their food though very little bt its really nice too indeed which was worth our money.. who called the 1st 4 mains in the menu and share them among us.. whooss.. the beef and chicken skewers are yum yum and the pasta was fantastic.. the chicken chop was wow..

spent a long time there and think the people there tout we are crazy cuz we kept taking pics.. lols.. they even had the maid statue on their front step, i almost had the shock of my life when i was walking towards it.. k la.. bt hope my dear ger did had a enjoyable bday.. muacks leen..

dearie bought me my new pets today.. cuz i always have been wanting one bt was afraid to get them cuz i knew mum would scream if she saw pets at hm, she nv like pets though im now still trying hard to persuade me a doggie.. so dearie was so nice to get me them and let them stay at his house.. they are my precious pet hamsters..

we took a long time trying to decide wat kinda breed we wan.. d biggie ones or the dwarf ones.. dearie love d biggie ones cuz u can see they expressions clearly and they are super cute and cuddly bt i love d dwarf ones cuz they are so small.. at 1st decided on d biggie ones.. wanna get a male and female bt i dun like d col of d female which is black.. urghss.. so i changed my minds to d small ones..

we argue on wanting to get 2 males or one male and one female.. bt dearie wanted to breed them so much so we decided on 2 males and 2 females and left a lil fella behind, so pityful.. so ended up we took him too.. so we altogether haf 5!! 3 males 2 females.. lols.. cant wait to see their lil babies..

bought lots of goodie and toys for em.. even had their bath powder scented so they will smell super nice.. i juz love picking them and smelling their nice nice strawberry smell.. hehes.. love em to bits and thanks dearie for pampering me.. he got those for me and spend 100 over bucks for them.. love him to bits too.. hammies will be 2nd to him!!!
hmm sat at work, d place was like usual bustling wif mani young kids and peeps juz tat today really seems diff cuz the ppl walking ard didn have much purchasing power.. almost wanna fell asleep cuz the slacking feeling was there and didn even felt like serving any customers when they walked in..

my colleague yen yen was really veri nice to make a pair of earrings for me cuz it caught my eyes at d 1st look.. well my shop does sells d earrings she made and its god damn nice.. peeps can pop down at green petals @ level 3 besides d shop selling spongepop underwear opp watch shop.. u won regret juz looking at the earrings.. my frds felt tat its quite costly at 30 bucks bt hey its made of swaroski crystal and she thought of d designs herself.. d energy to do it etc.. to me its worth it~ tink i should start thinking of a xmas pressie for her..~

after work dearie brought me to kkfc for dinner.. dearie really ate alot.. after tat he ate again at outram porridge.. and had tidbits at gv when we went there to watch zathura.. d show was the same concept as jumanji juz tat d game is a space game.. was a nice show.. not bad~

after tat we head hm bt i cant go to sleep in d room cuz he's bro brought his gf back.. urghss and she's a bitta stinki.. so had to take d living rm til they got outta hse.. hais..
hmm went to dearie hse last night after work cuz i sort of psyco him to come over my place at night so tat i dun need to crawl over to his place the next day as im havin my off day and no lessons day.. clever idea huh~ bt i had to promise him tat i muz acc him til morning cuz he usually sleeps at tat time~ (he's timing is diff frm normal ppl.. america clock)

rested for awhile and we head to changi burger king wif his friends for supper.. he had a frd which we called E.T.. a super wierd bt funny guy... he sort of gt con into buying d kids meal for $5.50 (small fries small coke) which is d same price as my whopper jr (big fries big coke) juz tat he gt a free toy which he later took out to play.. its plasticine and a figurine to mod something.. he kept playing like a little kid tat d guy sitting beside us kept looking at him.. so pai say.. after supper we walked ard for awhile den head home..

acc dearie thur the night playing monopoly.. urghss.. almost fainted... cuz its really a never ending game lor.. when i saw d sun came up, i kept wanting to purposely stepped on his properties so i would lose the game and go to sleep.. and i did.. lose.. lols.. i tink the monopoly game made me so crazy tat i even dreamt about it~ -.-"
had skipped sch for 2 days already.. ytd i was still feeling abit guily+regret tat i didn go to sch cuz i heard frm my friend's classes tat their teachers had already assigned them with wat to do and they had already gt they books and i tout tat i missed a LOT nt going.. and guess wat, luckily i didn go cuz my classmates who went told me tat there was nothing much and was dismissed early, most amazing was tat the bloody teachers hadn even told us how much to pay for the books! dunno wat they're doing~

woke up early and sms my frd if she wanna go today, replied me wif a "will pop down sch next week".. guess everyone were scared to juz go sch for 5 mins and then dismiss~ nt the first time the teachers pull this stunt~

thinking of getting my hair dyed.. recieved a mes frm luisa tat there's a promo at her salon.. cut + dye = $38 if add highlights den add another additional $30 which in total cost $68... good bargain huh~ promo is frm 1 dec and 31 dec at bugis shaw tower ( d salon).. anyway i tink theres 90 percent im going for it bt 1st i had to have my spot check frm sch 1st before going~ hehes..
juz now, after work, i saw her*.. at the doorstep of far east plaza.. she's still d same, her angry glances at her bf seems so familiar.. half of me wanted to call her bt i noe its the wrong timing cuz i guess she's quarrelling wif her guy bt half of me juz wanted to run away cuz i dunno wat to say if we were face to face..

she* was once my very best friend.. d inseperable duo u can call us bt our friendship ended in a horrible way.. the moment we knew each other we juz click it off, she's frm express class while im frm a normal acad class.. our friendship ended 3 times..

d 1st time.. was becuz of some 2 headed snake causing us to misunderstood each other, bt after 2 yrs we finally clear our misunderstandings and became frds again.. we hit it off again, there's no awkardness between the both of us.. we share the same hobbies, we would hang out together even if one of us is sick, d other would skip sch to acc d other one... i rem once my shoe broke and i had to walk hm barefooted, she too took off her own shoe and acc me!! those were the days full of laughter and fun.. bt maybe becuz we are often glued together hit her when i found dearie.. and yes, i was wif dearie already when im only 16! i haf to distribute half of my time to him which makes her very unhappy.. i tried my very best to spend my time wif her bt... i guess she's angry to listen.. for the second time our friendship tore..

i noe tat she's a hot headed person and she would not listen to wat im gonna say so i was too lazy to explain.. any way at that time i felt tat there cannot be 2 grace.. or i have to give up one.. until i met this uncle whom d both of us noe.. he talk some sense into me and told me tat if i treasure tis friendship i should talk to her, gif it a try.. gif the both of us another chance.. i noe she wont be the one who come to talk to me.. so i shall be the one! i did and we reconcile..

bt i wonder y, after tat she became very petty.. angry over trival matters really made me tired.. for example i used to wait for her outside sch, bt dad always sent me to sch so i would reach super early at 6 n she who stay near sch would come down at 6.30 and i would haf to stand there and wait.. i've another frd who would be nice enuff to come early at 6 juz to acc me.. we got tired and requested to wait for her inside sch so we can sit.. she got angry~ tat i didnt wait..

even during recess i requested to go down canteen bt she insisted tat she wants to stay in class~ she gt angry i left for canteen~!

i was tired.. super tired to explain, to hold the friendship together.. finally it struck for the last time, when she tore up all d pics we taken together and gave me back my half, d things i gave her and lent her.. i was numb.. no anger no sadness juz numb! i gave her back her stuffs too incase she might think i was too thick skin to keep bt i didn tear up the pics nor return it to her cuz those were memories which mark our remarkable friendship we share..

i still rem wat her bloody frd told me when i gt her to pass the stuffs back to her*.. she told me i always took action only when someone gt angry! pls.. hello.. u didn even find out wats going on and u start making assumptions! i wasnt going to do anything which was right bt i was too tired.. why its always me to give in.. y its always u to have ur way~! i dont get it..

of cuz til now i still miss the friendship i and her share bt those were memories.. i noe we were nt going to get back together.. even if we do, i guess normal friends will do, our personalities and the way we do things juz don click at all.. hais.. a pity bt tats life..
today's d 1st day of sch.. woke up real early this morning cuz school started at 8.. was super lazy and had to drag myself up, usually i dun go to sch on d 1st day bt cuz i need to get my time schedule frm sch so no choice..

met louis for sch together, in d end as usual we are late.. and guess wat.. i only stayed in sch for 10 mins and was dismiss.. urghss.. juz to get tat bloody time schedule, waste my time!! in d end, went for breakfast at mac wif eugene, wenqiang and louis.. took me a super long time begging them to acc to eat at mac.. -.-".. after tat we caught the movie "sky high" at clementi cinema.. was not bad the show.. about a high sch which teaches people who have super powers.. and they have heros and side-kicks like popular and unpopular..

hais.. looking at my time schedule, the time sux too.. sch starts real late at 2 and end at 6.. d good news was tat there's no lesson on tue and fri and the rest of the day.. hais.. lessons.. had to give up my wed and thu work schedule at green petals cuz my time schedule couldn accomodate to it.. sad.. bt ok la, juz earn abit can le, anyway its juz money to satisfy my shopping trips.. hehex..
caught harry potter's latest episode on sat right after work.. bt as dearie gt the 12pm tix and we still haf extra time, we went down kkfc to meet his friends.. told them we were going for the movie and they kept saying the show sux and the rating for it was less then a third.. shrugs.. it did spoil me and dearie's mood...

and to top it off, my blur bf gt the 1st row seats.. cuz he didn checked the seats no. when he booked the tix frm axs.. when he showed me the tix and i saw A, i almost fainted and sadly it cant be refunded.. haiss..

as u noe the show started wif long commercials, gv cinemas.. seating in the 1st row really made my head spin cuz the animation suddenly seems so big..

back to the point.. overall the show was not bad.. lord vardamount (dunno hw 2 spell) is back.. bt harry only fought wif him for 5 mins.. for those who had watched the past episodes of harry potter should noe tat the show was more of a fantasy and magical feeling than fighting wif demons.. tats y maybe some felt tat the show sux.. anyway im already starting to anticipate for their 5th episode to be up.. hehex.. big harry fan~

and after watching the full show, seating at the front row wasnt tat bad after all, juz tat our butts did hurt abit.. hais.. anyway did reprimand dearie abit and told him to check the seats properly next time before clicking yes on the screen..!!
was home last night getting ready for a hot bath after work when emerine called and told me tat the results are out.. whoa.. asked if i could help her check hers too.. i was like going to die, cuz my breathing gt so heavy and i kept taking deep breaths.. cuz my results for this sem is super important to me, if i could hit the expected gpa, i can apply for poly now and would not have to wait til next sem.. and i can also gt into poly right after ite and not wait for a year..

my hands were shivering while trying to click the correct icon.. and happily.. i really gt my expected gpa.. yeah yeah~! really cold sweat.. i hadn told mum, dad or even dearie bout it.. guess the 1st 1 to noe was emerine lols.. then came shuan and u guys who read my blog ba.. im juz too happy tat i couldn even get to sleep.. bt aniwae have to work hard for one more sem.. if i can get 3.8 which enables me a COM.. i can juz hope into 2nd year.. whoas..
daddy and mummy was so nice to send me hm frm work ytd, actually mum needs me to help her dye her hair tats y she's so gd.. bt actually i guess im the most fortunate ger cuz even if dearie dun fetch me hm, i still haf daddy~ lols..

the both of them tried to tricked me at the carpark, askin me to look for the car cuz they forgot where they park.. zzz.. then in d end, i suddenly heard *beep beep*, turned my head and saw a new car standing infront of me.. lame trick leh.. was the same.. same brand as the last one hyundai.. even the inside feels the same juz tat the outlook was different.. told dearie bout it and he was so excited wanting to try dad's new car out.. zzz..

thinking of popping down ness @ sengkang later, wanna check out their new stocks, yen told me tat they have new baby doll tops.. hehes.. im now like crazy for baby doll tops, maybe i have a fat tummy to conceal so those tops were d most suitable for me~ lols.. planning to go shopping wif shuan end of d month.. bt i dun mind if she cant make it cuz i worked at far east and work starts at 1 which makes me eng eng can go shop before i start so its fine anyway.. hehes..

bt aniwae after seeing dad's new car, my motivation of getting my lic is stronger.. woo..
watched the movie "Tom Yam Goong" wif dearie as he finished work early and while waiting to meet his friends at 11.45 so during the waiting time we saw the show at ang mo kio..

was really a touching show, many of my friends did told me tat it was a nice show, juz tat i didn haf the urge to watch it cuz its thai.. lols.. bt after catching the movie, it was really worth the money..

the show was about a man trying to save his elephants from the clutches of an illegal syndicate.. the story was abit sad cuz onli d baby elephant was saved.. the mama elephant died at the beginning of the show while trying to save its baby, while the papa elephant was skinned off, leaving bones as ornaments.. faints..

bt to those who haven watch it can go see the movie, the lead in the show really super fighter and dearie found out he likes twisting hands.. lols~
went wif dearie and his friends for a ghost hunting outing last night.. nv went to a ghost hunting trip before (i very mountain turtle hor!) so i sort of persuade dearie to join them cuz dearie didn wanna go at 1st cuz he'd been so down on luck for the past few days~ bt juz wanna c c~ too bad a day before i found out i cant go cuz eh... hmm.. gt difficulty~ bt dearie said we juz tag along juz tat we don go in can le.. hehex..

1st stop~ punggol hse - dearie's frds wanted to go in bt found out tat the construction had dig a big hole full of water around it which makes them unable to enter it.. wats suey was tat one of dearie's frds specs broke juz like tat, he took out his specs to clean them and it broke.. warning~ then they tried entering on another direction bt the ground was too muddy~ and they went another direction bt the grass was too high so ended up didn went into the hse.. zzz.. so we head off..

2nd stop~ old fort factory - took a long time to find tat place, bt when we reached the factory was cordoned off, guess they are doing some renovation to it or wat.. sians half already..

3rd stop~ boonlay market for supper - 2 places which no ghost hunting took place makes them hungry.. decided on heading to lim chu kang cemetery..

4th stop~ lim chu kang cemetery - me n dearie waited for them at the bus stop far away frm the cemetery cuz he doesn wan anything to happen to me while his frds go ahead, heard they wanted to find a cbr400 bike there cuz an indian mum left tat bike for his dead son there.. tout tat they would be gone for a long time bt in the end they came back quick, in d end they found nothing, juz went in go one round and came back.. zzz..

last and final stop~ dearie's hse - for polka.. they shud haf done tat earlier.. wasted day.. shouldn haf organise such an outing, if they wanna, they shud recce or do research on the place 1st to c which way we can go thru ma.. zzz.. anyway once i reached hm, i happily zzz.. hahass..

no more ghosie trip for me again~ sians..
Relationships are really unexpectable, be it with ur friends or ur love ones u nv noe where it will leads..

for friends.. there's ppl u can trust and not, true friends and acquaintance and from my experience, nv judge a book by its cover.. an innocent face will nv be innocent at all!! i used to take friends very deep in my heart, every little things they do will upset me bt now i had learned to take it easy.. as wats urs will be urs.. if she's fated to be ur friend she'll be.. if nt then let us onli put in memory our once happy moments and we had been friends before!

lOve.. expect the unexpectable.. can u believe it tat in one day i heard of 3 bgr probs.. and they were all the unexpectable ones cuz i all along tout they had a strong bond and everytime i saw them, they were sweet and loving.. bt among the 3 there was betrayal and of cuz problems start to appear.. i always wonder y cant the person treasure the one before his/her eyes~ if u dun love tat person y dun let it go~ holding on will onli hurts.. bt aniwae im nt suitable to interfere bt i always hope for the best tat nothing will go wrong between them..

sometimes thinking of it, dear and me had come a long way, being together for 5 yrs we had our own share of ups and downs, be it betrayal, petty quarrels and different personalities, we had overcome all.. friends say im magnamious to forget his infidelity, frankly im not, i can only forgive~ he had made me a green-eyed monster, leading to a trustless relationship and possesive gf~ bt luckily he had admit he caused this and let me have my way.. which covers up the hurts and the gaps caused~ i noe we are different in thinking or even behaviour and i noe he might not even be my mr right.. bt for the time being wat i noe was love overcomes all.. and our relationship really had a strong bond.. i missed him every morning i opened my eyes and he had started to change and care for me like he nv done before.. giving our relationship a second chance was not stupid like wat others thinks bt i got wat i wan from the start~ love* bt everything was hard to say cuz i still have to expect the unexpectable.. and we shall c..
Tout of giving my room a new look.. cuz dad juz bought me my new cabinet.. and haven tout of wat to put on it.. my room was suppose to have a retro kinda style bt becuz im too lazy to shop for stuffs tat fits my room and tat i have too many soft toys which causes my room to transform to a kiddish room.. !!

i still rem when either my friends or my sis friends 1st step into our hse, they would always walk to the wrong bedroom.. cuz sis room is white and neat, very lady and she had a stuff toys kept in her wardrobe, while my room is purple and all my stuff toys are lying everywhere.. i tout of packing them in the wardrobe bt the prob is i haf too many.. i cant possibly squeeze all in~ zzz.. dearie promised tat he wouldn buy anymore for me after seeing my collection d other day, bt its also all becuz of him i've so many~ lols..

since i've my new cabinet which i can dump more stuff inside.. i nw wan to revamp my room.. make it wats its suppose to be.. retro* shall shop for the stuff.. have to come up wif a plan tat my soft toys can blend in wif the retro* thingy.. ~~
A note for all those who always travel to malaysia often and have the habit of changing their money at the money changer near malaysia's custom..

one of dearie's friend has been robbed right after he had changed his money frm the malaysia custom, there were 2 robbers in action~ one of them put his hand over his shoulder and ask if there's any money to give him, when dearie's friend was about to attack, the other pointed a knife at his stomach.. so LL.. give them all his money and hp, luckily its juz sgd50 and a N3310.. they even gif him back his sim card..!! so for those who travel there often, do change ur money at singapore's money changer and dun be there alone in dark places.. even though there's singaporean at the money changer too, no one lend a hand to the poor guy, everyone juz see show.. hais..

and dearie also heard frm his mechanic tat 2nd link is also famous for robberies, where there will be a grp of malaysia bikes camping there.. they would grab any bag they see while u were on the bike.. so pillions or riders, dun bring any bags if possible, if need to, bring a small one where it is nt visibly seen or wat.. they even rob malaysian too.. hais..

so so.. malaysia nv safe..
whoa.. i really dun haf enuff slp to catch up wif, woke up every morning looking like a tired panda cuz for the past 2 days, i'd joined dear and his friends out til the weee hours.. hoof.. shld stop doing tat.. cuz i still had to work d next day, nt like dearie and some lucky ones who can slp til the evening or dun nid to wrk during weekends.. y shopping centres muz open huh~ poor salesgirl! lols..

went to kulai on fri night for supper and reached hm at 3.30 am.. super tired~ the food there wasnt so nice bt the fruit juice~ whoa.. the cup was huge.. i cant finish, juz drank half and already i felt my stomach full of water~ lols..

sat.. we head down pitstop after dearie fetch me frm wrk.. there were having their one year anniversary and its full of peeps.. so one of my guy frd there bt i doubt he recognise me or he act like he dunno me.. wateva.. haf to leave halfway cuz i had work d next day and im dead tired..

all becuz of the late nights.. i had to struggle to get myself awake every morning.. urghss..
Its dear's unluckiest day of the year, i can see black clouds above his head, his forehead is oso super black.. lols.. juz my imagination bt its true tat he's super unlucky today!

this afternoon, dear being a smart aleck, start his bike while he's at hm using his newly installed remote control (he tink he's veri hi class.. lols) then suddenly his bike jerk and fell.. zzz.. when he saw it, he's already sian half so he decided to take a bath 1st before going down and check it out.. and he found out tat someone engage his gear to gear one which cause the bike to fall, luckily nothing big happen to it, juz tat the back fairing is scratched --> super big ugly scratch and while he's riding it, its like as though its gonna fall off.. lols.. i chided him abit saying his laziness cause all this.. bt wat done is done.. had to go malaysia later to get it cable-tied~ -.-"

after tat he fetch me for dinner after work, when he stood up to help me order my food, his 500 bucks worth ogk helmet fell.. urghss.. we had a quick check, and juz a slight scratch below, un-noticeable la.. luckily nv become wht wht.. colour still there.. heng!

when im hm, he suggested tat i bring the helmet back, i kept saying no cuz its so heavy~ after thinking for awhile, thinking tat he so suey today, i said i better bring it back incase it rolled on the floor like the other time.. juz when he was passing me the helmet, he's 20 min old pen almost fell into the drain.. zzz.. suey right.. hais.. his forehead is really super black..

my new maid had arrived and had been here for almost 2 days while the previous one i think she's now happily in her hometown preparing for her marriage and unpacking the goodies we gave her..

actually i should be used to having to change my maids cuz since young there had always been different faces that come in and out of my hse bt this time i juz felt sian about having to get my maid changed.. its nt tat i cant adapt to her, its juz tat i had to teach and give instructions to the new one all over again cuz the previous maid who had worked with us for 6 yrs had already know wat we wan and need at the back of her hand.. now everything had to go ALL over again.. shucks..

bt currently this wan is doing good cuz mum had been taking leaves and use the ph to teach her wat to do.. so we can only wait and see when she left alone without guidance if she can make it.. hopefully!
juz reached hm frm eileen's bday celebration.. today its juz 4 of us as usual cuz she had already celebrated her bday a day earlier wif d rest of her friends.. we decided to have a dinner as usual..

chose a place wif a super nice ambience which was asylum at clark quay.. we sat by the river, chit chatting, take pics and eat~ lols.. the variety of their food though very little bt its really nice too indeed which was worth our money.. who called the 1st 4 mains in the menu and share them among us.. whooss.. the beef and chicken skewers are yum yum and the pasta was fantastic.. the chicken chop was wow..

spent a long time there and think the people there tout we are crazy cuz we kept taking pics.. lols.. they even had the maid statue on their front step, i almost had the shock of my life when i was walking towards it.. k la.. bt hope my dear ger did had a enjoyable bday.. muacks leen..

With soft gray eyes she gloomed and glowered;
With soft red lips she sang a song:
What knight might gaze upon her face,
Nor fare along?


For all her looks were full of spells,
And all her words, of sorcery;
And in some way they seemed to say,
"Oh, come with me! oh, come with me!
Oh, come with me, my love, Sir Kay!"--


How should he know the witch, I trow,
Morgan La Fey?


-- Cawein, Madison J. (1865-1914), "Morgan La Fey"

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Name : Gracie Xu
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