man, time really flies, its the last day of the year again! a new beginning will start tomorrow.. hehes..

hmm for me, my 2005 was a fruitful one of cuz filled with emotions.. bt im very happy tat my relationship wif dearie was very very blissful which i hope tat it will continue to stay this way forever..

school was great too.. im finally finally into my last year after spending 3 yrs studying in tat ITE and i'm also qualified to get myself admitted into a poly which makes me happier.. d purpose of me having to take so long in ITE was to get myself into a poly and now my wish is accomplish~ hehes..

work was even better.. i found a job which i loves, the boss and my colleagues were great.. no conflicts no politics was wat i love and have u ever heard me complaining over this job? no and never..

i believe god will give me good things especially when i work hard for it.. i thank god for them! i pray to god tat my life will continue to me nice and sweet wif everything so ever blissful..
after seperating my timid hammie, xiao bu dian frm d rest for a day.. me and dearie found out tat she had been back to her old self again.. she began hoppie and active again, guess being on her own was the best option for her juz tat we have to give her extra attention than d rest cuz she has no companion to play wif..

bt we were both happy tat she's fine again and her injury had recovered.. a fast one huh~ tink wait til another 2 more days and try putting her back again to see if she's still afraid of d rest.. if so den she have to stay alone already.. hais..
Im starting to noe how to differentiate my hamsters.. started giving names to 2 of them already for the rest i still dunno wat names for them.. both were named by dearie himself.. one was xiaO bang aka fatty cuz he's really very fat, d biggest of them all and when u carry him, he's like a ball.. faints.. all he knew was eat~ d other one was xiaO bu dian aka.. lil dot.. cuz she's d smallest of all and very timid too and tats a prob!!

she seems to be afraid of d rest esp d males.. when they start smelling her back or start climbing on her she gt very frightened.. she will go stiff and shut her eyes and start yeaping.. i tout they were playing at 1st until d other day when dearie and i start observing her.. dearie even found out she was bitten at the back.. we took her out for awhile and put her back bt its still d same..

so we decided to consult the pet shop lady.. there's a possibility tat she gt bitten cuz she dun wanna mate.. hais.. so we had no choice, gt her a small cage and wait til she heals and see wat will happens when we put her back..

didn had a good nite slp, cuz was so worried for her, my heart was aching.. dearie even suggested i gave her away.. bt i dunwan! looked at her when i woke up, i dunno wats she feeling bt i sure noe she's timid.. haha.. hais.. so sad to see her so lonely in one cage bt no choice aint it~
yawnz~ juz woke up and ITS XMAS.. lols.. i didnt celebrate ytd bt had loads of fun at work already.. exchanged gifts wif my friends at far east and took loads of goodies back hm.. thankies for their pressie..

ytd shopping centres are quite slow.. not much ppl.. at 1st it was d rain then by the time d rain stop there were still nt much people.. guess everyone was preparing to go out at nite for party.. in d end we didn open til midnight cuz there really aint anyone and of cuz sales wasnt good at all.. some shops even close at 7.. we were the later ones closing at 9.30.. haas..

after tat we went to visit leong at the hospital wif dearie and frds.. he was already sleeping by the time we reached so we didn wake him up cuz he was constantly feeling the pain, was afraid tat it will be diff for him for fall asleep again when we wake him up~ we juz silently wish him merry xmas and left... juz hope tat he would get well soon..

after tat dearie brought me to west coast mac for dinner.. hahas.. those who know me well will noe tat its my fav.. juz tat dearie loath it.. so im happy tat he brought me there! happy happy~ hahas..

hmm wonder how we would be spending our xmas noon, btw dearie now is still sleeping like a pig and me.. he tortured me d whole night, even elbowed me while he had a bad dream.. fugs.. im now so awake.. had to take my revenge...!!!
Yoo Hoo~ its xmas eve.. merry merry xmas to everybody out there? wonder where would all of u be celebrating this day of joy..

hmm for me, its gonna be a long day at work.. as its xmas eve most shopping centres are opening til midnight.. so i might have to work til tat time unless there's nt much people then we will close at 11.. shags bt i tink its okie cuz im gonna enjoy d happy season wif my colleagues..

i even had my mani and pedi done ytd.. haha.. okie la im hiao la.. anyway its sponsored by mummy cuz she was going to have a minor op ytd and was afraid tat i would get bored so she signed me up to have my nails done.. its long since i have my nails pretty and nice.. d both of us were thinking to get our nails done again before new yr, maybe french manicure.. lols~!

hmm.. donno where dearie is gonna bring me tonight~ hope we gt activities ba.. if nt it will be home sweet home~ la la land~ lols..

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
im super super tired and sleepy, i tink im even gonna fall asleep typing this post.. k la i guess many peeps already seen me keep typing tired on my posts bt if u can stand it.. tink on top gt a X sign which u can click on it~ lols..

had dinner wif my family last night.. was a long time since we sat down as a family eating cuz i hadn been eating at hm for years already.. i always settle my dinner outside wif dearie and even if i ate at hm, we nv sat down as a family cuz we will hurry tk our dinner plates and place it right infront of the tv.. had steamboat.. mum really bought lots of stuffs bt tis time we could finish almost all of it and even had tang yuan.. yummy~!

after dinner dearie came and fetch me for movie.. went to watch chronicles of Narnia.. was quite a nice show.. juz tat the front part is too detailed which it kept me thinking when are they gonna start fighting... bt overall those who love lot of d rings might like it too..

d reason i couldn sleep well was i had a bad tummyache which i was trying hard to ignore throughout the nite and cuz i was so tired and i had an facial appt this morning~ wonder if its the steamboat or is it becuz i hadn sh*t for such a long time.. anyway im tired now already cuz im missing hrs of slp.. so im considering to doze off on the train...

super tired.. hope my facial will be bearable enuff for me to go Zzz la la land~!
am having my ca later.. had already tried very hard to squeeze everything into my head ytd.. so wish me luck.. frds said tat its gonna be a hard one so im crossing my fingers on this one..

dearie is gonna visit his frd later at the hospital.. he met wif an accident the day before.. was quite serious cuz he buang during cornering and somehow he flipped and hit onto d road divider.. he broke his thigh bones, bubble lungs and kidney injury.. he had an operation on his thigh last night and for d rest need observation before d doc decide on whether to haf an operation on him.. sort of sad.. cuz tis kinda accident can be prevented if u are nt so confident of urself on d road, bt somehow it happened..

another misfortunate thing was tat another of dearie frd had an accident ytd.. bt wats lucky was it was juz a minor one cuz he didn observe the road properly and hit onto d bend.. his bike and him fell into the drain.. *faints* as i said u have to be more careful.. heard of so many accidents lately, d 3rd one already.. hais.. somemore all is own fault.. self skid.. duhs..

anyway juz hope each and everyone of them will recover soon enuff..
hais.. tml im having my first pic ca.. shucks.. and not only tat, the teachers let us know about it real last min.. i only gt to know tat i have such a ca on tue and now i only haf a day squeezing each and every word into my brain.. although the notes is only 3 pages bt adding up those notes i copied frm websites which also will be included in d ca adds up to a 5 page..

abit worried.. cuz my frds told me the ca will be a difficult one according to their lecturers.. omg! they even said tat by studying the notes is nt enuff.. den if nt enuff then look where.. hais.. dun really haf high hopes for tml paper.. at least let me haf a pass can already..

have to try squezzing everything while at work later.. wish me luck *cross fingers*.. hmm.. later am going to drop down far east later cuz im gonna get xmas gifts for my boss and colleague.. dunno wat to get them bt juz recky a lil and see if there's anything suitable for them.. ciaOs~
ytd after doing my god damn presentation, i went down ubi to look for dearie cuz he was there making his new lic plate.. he super kan chiong, haven take bike den start to buy this and that, do this and that! hais..

juz arrived and dearie took me to d nearby coffeeshop to have lunch together wif his frds. chit chat a lil there after eating and guess wat, his frd pick up an arai helmet at the nearest table.. they had been observing for very long, there's no one sitting there and tat the helmet has been left there for quite long.. so his frd took it.. faints.. super lucky rite..

not only tat dearie frd has d luckiest deal of all, cuz dearie was suppose to sell his frd our wave for 300 bucks.. and when dearie saw his frd pick up tat helmet, dearie start offering his frd saying tat he would waive off d 300 bucks for the helmet.. its like giving 300 bucks to his frd leh.. moreover the helmet is he pick up one! wah lao, my heart bleed thinking tat 300 bucks fly away..

at the end dearie succeed in letting his frd agree wif the offer.. hais.. *my heart bleed more.. he haf so many coconut at hm already and he still wan one more, moreover he already had an arai~ he kept saying tat the one is for me.. so we 2 can haf same helmet.. faints.. i dun need it lor.. i dun haf so many heads for so many helmets.. grrr.. haiss.. anyway, the 300 bucks already *pOof*.. so wat can i say.. im wearing 300 bucks on my head.. *heart bleed profusely
In this typical real world, i finally agree that we cant rely on anyone to do things. you have to do them yourself.. even though u are in a grp having to do a project or assignment together, i guess there's always one person who is always doing the job of cuz there are luckier ones who found members who could help them share their work load..

im lucky too.. at least among 5 of my members excluding me, 3 do care for their work.. d other two.. i dunno.. imagine i gave 3 person seperate tasks to do.. although time limit is a day bt its a whole day!.. one of them can finish everything by one day and send me at night while the other 2 which i dunno wat they hack the both are doing cant find a single piece of shit!!

one still can say, try sitting infront of d com for 15 mins, im sure u cant find anything.. ive now sat at the com for 30 mins and i have found tons of information.. someone tell me, am i too clever or they are lazy..

i really feel like screaming.. especially when i found out tat all d information can be found.. how cum other grp members can help out.. why cant u peeps.. how cum i can find everything how cant u cant??
watched king kong last nite wif dearie and pals.. d show was really nice esp at the ending its so sad lor when he haf to die.. hais.. d front part was abit draggy bt the show overall was really worth watching.. bt peeps who wanna watch d show haf to be prepared tat its 3 hrs long, sit til backside pain~ lols~

my flu haf recovered bt now im having itchy throat.. sians.. sick and wats more add to it was tat i had 3 ulcers on my tongue.. painful.. weather had been really humid and bad so have to drink loads of water to prevent getting sick..

granny has been admitted to d hospital, mum says she wanna see me very much.. hadn been visiting her for some time very since end of oct.. 2 mths already.. going down to visit her wif dearie later.. hmm don noe wat to get for her.. food? fruits? hmm...

our new no plate for our k6 is FM32P .. sux rite.. dearie love tat no so much.. im okie wif the no juz tat i dun like d FM thingy.. anyway we estimated tat we could get our bike by next thu.. hais.. dearie was thinking of adding accessories to his bike and sending it for a dino run.. shags.. he very rich nowsaday... spend money on his bike he super willing, ask him buy things for me super hard.. zzz..
watched this tv show on scv after sch ytd.. and the show was about animals.. they show short episodes of different animals life and its so cute, each and every one of them~

the 1st one was about a baby tiger nicknamed cry baby.. it was being abandon when he came to this world and so he was adopted by a human.. as it was an abandon baby, its human trys to help him find some frds so they can acc him til he grow up, the first one they found was a baby dalmation bt it didn work very much cuz the dalmation was shivering once he saw the tiger.. so d human found him another pal, a baby husky.. bt the husky only wants to play wif d dalmation leaving d tiger so lonely and left out.. d notti husky even chase the tiger out.. d tiger gt angry and wanna fight back bt its too small.. husky face too fierce already!! lols~ after a few days later, d human found out tat the tiger keep bumping ard places, falling down steps and cant walk a straight line, was so worried and took it to a vet.. sadly his left eye is gonna be blind and he cant have an operation yet cuz its still so young.. hais.. bt the vet said to look on d bright side cuz it might recover itself while his growing up if worst to worst then they will haf an operation on him.. *sobs*..

bt although his eyesight is failing, its still being love by kids who will come down and play wif him.. hehes.. so lets hope tat the lil tiger will be alright...!!
i didnt have a good night sleep.. was half awake throughout due to me being sick and i cant breathe properly wif only one nostril working.. there was a few parts where i felt tat there weren enuff oxygen, maybe cuz dearie is snatching them frm me.. hahas.. was tossing and turning throughout.. got in and out of sleeps.. hais.. no wonder im feeling giddy now!

had to wake up early tis morning to see if there are any amendments to make for the presentation.. im really grateful to daoliang.. really am! cuz i almost wanna give up and loose marks for the presentation cuz im feeling so sucky throughout the day.. and thanks to daoliang, he save it all.. he helped me with it through the night.. although i made changes to wat he did but the information he found out was great enough.. really thankful~

sometimes i do feel angry~ bt i dun wanna say out cuz i dun wanna haf conflicts throughout.. i do understand wat u ppl go through too, but did u all try to understand and help me with it.. sometimes u peeps let me think tat u all juz wait for everything to be done and serve infront of u.. i feel tired too k.. and at least last night i felt tat some peeps do care for it.. although its juz a simple call asking if i need help, i already felt tats enuff cuz it shows u all care.. hais... i dunno when i will explode bt if i do pls mind me..
shucks.. im sick so very sick.. haiss.. been attack by the sick bug since sat.. first i had a sore throat which hurts alot.. i was like a mad women trying down to gulp down watever i can find in the house to stop d pain..

when finally the pain stop, my nose start dripping like mad.. oh god! was thinking if i should miss sch for a day bt i know i cant cuz im having a presentation tml and i need to discuss some stuffs wif my members, get everything right before the presentation!

it really sucks being sick.. sobss..
didn haf sch again ytd, dearie came over my place for d night again as we have to go down motorshop and i was too lazy to crawl over there on my own..

dearie bought a wave for himself.. cuz riding a cls 2 in spore veri "siong".. d petrol super ex and he felt tat buying a wave can help him save petrol money bt of cuz he still haf his biggie wif him, juz tat the big toy is for him to go overseas like malaysia or thai which we are planning to next yr while d small one is for local use..

dearie ask one of his frd over too, cuz wants to negotiate the price wif him for R1, dearie was sian bout it cuz he already do many things to it bt still no use, still powerless.. and we decided to change for either R1'04 or K5/K6.. his frd is fine wif the price and he agreed to pay us at the end of d mth.. so me and dearie have to start deciding wat to get..

was at the motorshop and dearie was in a dilemma between 04 and k6.. gave him my opinion tat i like K6 beta cuz d outlook is veri nice nt like yamaha bike.. all d same juz tat the exhaust is undersit.. while suzuki outlook change alot throughout d years, take K1 and compare wif K6 now.. aint the difference big? anyway i noe dearie loves suzuki bike alot eversince his K1.. discuss a lil and dearie made d last decision -- a K6.. ask the person to help us find a 2 digit no plate already and will collect it at the end of d year.. for now we have our lil wave.. hahas..

had no confidence sitting on d wave, cuz dearie wasn stable riding it as he wasnt use to the clutch-less bike.. and it was super slow.. top speed dun seem like top speed.. butt hurts alot too cuz u can feel d bumps on d road.. omg.. dearie even wan to ride it to kulai.. hahass..

bt guess wat.. he promise tat he wont ride wave to kulai again.. hahass.. cuz its seems so slow and the journey seems so long for him.. *salute to those who rode it all d way to thai* hahass..
didnt haf lessons for d day, and dearie brought me down jurong point for chicken little... didn expect tat he would let me watch tat show cuz he kept complaining tat it was a super lame show, right as he was, it was lame, chicken little wasnt tat funny, guess d funny character in d show was fish.. so cute~ dearie gt fustrated wif d kids in d cinema cuz they kept screamin and shouting, d look at dearie's face look as if he wanna kill all of em..

after the show, we shop ard a lil and dearie bought me my xmas pressie.. my psp~ la la la.. was so surprise although i knew he's going to get it for me bt i didn noe it was so soon~ im so happy~ bought need for speed: most wanted.. a stupid blur driver like me kept losing the blardy game.. sobs.. guess i need to go down far east to hunt for 2nd hand games which ger ger like me can play.. lols..

so mani pressies frm dearie.. my hammie and psp~ yeah~!
whoa.. super fustrated wif my blog skin.. spent the whole morning trying to search and change a new blog skin cuz my previous skin couldn update my posts.. scout for 2 skins already and its really getting super fustrated..

i changed everything and it doesn make sense to me why it doesn works.. d 1st one was the bloody scroll cant scroll and the 2nd one doesn haf a window to show my posts.. i was so angry tat i almost tout of changing to friendster blog instead cuz i seem to lost all the info i have in my own blog..

den i tried using default templates tat blogger has, luckily it seems to work.. faints.. juz tat there werent be any taggy board.. maybe u guys can leave mes by click comments to me.. hais.. pek chek~
i've took hammies back frm dearies hse.. cuz his sis is really rough to my hamster! As we always open d top lid of d cage to play wif them, the hammies tend to climb at the side of d cage wanting to get out, so we need to carry them down.. But there are times they would grab d bar quite tight so u need to gently shake its grip off.. u noe wat his sis did? she juz jolly pull my hamsters away frm d bar using force.. omg~ my heart really aches, they are so small.. wat if their arms break..

on d way back, its raining cats and dogs, i was so worried hammies gt a shock, cuz the other time we took them on d bike, they were scared stiff, moreover this time its raining, bt luckily they are doing well when we got hm! dearie says i only care bout hammies now, cuz i use my umbrella to shelter them leaving him behimd.. lols..

washed the cage clean when i gt hm wif d help of my mei mei~ powder bath them.. i let them sleep wif me in my rm, dearie warn me they would be super noisy in d wee hrs.. i tout i can stand it.. bt no.. the sound of the thread wheel they are playing squeaks thru d night tat i gt so fustrated i took it off.. luckily they had another one which is less noisy to play wif.. they keep squeaking the whole night, wondering wat they are chatting about..

anyway dearies cummin over for d night later, love to see d way he plays wif them.. so cute.. like a papa..~ lols..
urghs.. i've recieved my new time schedule for sch and it really sux to d max compared to d 1st one they gave us.. at least the first one i had 2 days off and although it start at the noon it ends in d noon and at least i attend sch for at least 4 hrs..

now d bloody time table was tat i have to attend sch everyday.. and the hours are short tat i have one day attending class for an hour!! omg~ is d sch pulling my leg~ fucks~ d longest hour i had was 3 for thur and d rest was like one - two hours..

hello~ cant the sch be considerate tat they have students staying so far frm sch.. u make me travel 1 and half hours of journey to clementi juz to attend one bloody hr of class! omg! tell me its nt true.. hais..

no use procrastinating ain it.. it had been set tis way~ haisssss... sianss.. i hate CLEMENTI ITE!!

man, time really flies, its the last day of the year again! a new beginning will start tomorrow.. hehes..

hmm for me, my 2005 was a fruitful one of cuz filled with emotions.. bt im very happy tat my relationship wif dearie was very very blissful which i hope tat it will continue to stay this way forever..

school was great too.. im finally finally into my last year after spending 3 yrs studying in tat ITE and i'm also qualified to get myself admitted into a poly which makes me happier.. d purpose of me having to take so long in ITE was to get myself into a poly and now my wish is accomplish~ hehes..

work was even better.. i found a job which i loves, the boss and my colleagues were great.. no conflicts no politics was wat i love and have u ever heard me complaining over this job? no and never..

i believe god will give me good things especially when i work hard for it.. i thank god for them! i pray to god tat my life will continue to me nice and sweet wif everything so ever blissful..
after seperating my timid hammie, xiao bu dian frm d rest for a day.. me and dearie found out tat she had been back to her old self again.. she began hoppie and active again, guess being on her own was the best option for her juz tat we have to give her extra attention than d rest cuz she has no companion to play wif..

bt we were both happy tat she's fine again and her injury had recovered.. a fast one huh~ tink wait til another 2 more days and try putting her back again to see if she's still afraid of d rest.. if so den she have to stay alone already.. hais..
Im starting to noe how to differentiate my hamsters.. started giving names to 2 of them already for the rest i still dunno wat names for them.. both were named by dearie himself.. one was xiaO bang aka fatty cuz he's really very fat, d biggest of them all and when u carry him, he's like a ball.. faints.. all he knew was eat~ d other one was xiaO bu dian aka.. lil dot.. cuz she's d smallest of all and very timid too and tats a prob!!

she seems to be afraid of d rest esp d males.. when they start smelling her back or start climbing on her she gt very frightened.. she will go stiff and shut her eyes and start yeaping.. i tout they were playing at 1st until d other day when dearie and i start observing her.. dearie even found out she was bitten at the back.. we took her out for awhile and put her back bt its still d same..

so we decided to consult the pet shop lady.. there's a possibility tat she gt bitten cuz she dun wanna mate.. hais.. so we had no choice, gt her a small cage and wait til she heals and see wat will happens when we put her back..

didn had a good nite slp, cuz was so worried for her, my heart was aching.. dearie even suggested i gave her away.. bt i dunwan! looked at her when i woke up, i dunno wats she feeling bt i sure noe she's timid.. haha.. hais.. so sad to see her so lonely in one cage bt no choice aint it~
yawnz~ juz woke up and ITS XMAS.. lols.. i didnt celebrate ytd bt had loads of fun at work already.. exchanged gifts wif my friends at far east and took loads of goodies back hm.. thankies for their pressie..

ytd shopping centres are quite slow.. not much ppl.. at 1st it was d rain then by the time d rain stop there were still nt much people.. guess everyone was preparing to go out at nite for party.. in d end we didn open til midnight cuz there really aint anyone and of cuz sales wasnt good at all.. some shops even close at 7.. we were the later ones closing at 9.30.. haas..

after tat we went to visit leong at the hospital wif dearie and frds.. he was already sleeping by the time we reached so we didn wake him up cuz he was constantly feeling the pain, was afraid tat it will be diff for him for fall asleep again when we wake him up~ we juz silently wish him merry xmas and left... juz hope tat he would get well soon..

after tat dearie brought me to west coast mac for dinner.. hahas.. those who know me well will noe tat its my fav.. juz tat dearie loath it.. so im happy tat he brought me there! happy happy~ hahas..

hmm wonder how we would be spending our xmas noon, btw dearie now is still sleeping like a pig and me.. he tortured me d whole night, even elbowed me while he had a bad dream.. fugs.. im now so awake.. had to take my revenge...!!!
Yoo Hoo~ its xmas eve.. merry merry xmas to everybody out there? wonder where would all of u be celebrating this day of joy..

hmm for me, its gonna be a long day at work.. as its xmas eve most shopping centres are opening til midnight.. so i might have to work til tat time unless there's nt much people then we will close at 11.. shags bt i tink its okie cuz im gonna enjoy d happy season wif my colleagues..

i even had my mani and pedi done ytd.. haha.. okie la im hiao la.. anyway its sponsored by mummy cuz she was going to have a minor op ytd and was afraid tat i would get bored so she signed me up to have my nails done.. its long since i have my nails pretty and nice.. d both of us were thinking to get our nails done again before new yr, maybe french manicure.. lols~!

hmm.. donno where dearie is gonna bring me tonight~ hope we gt activities ba.. if nt it will be home sweet home~ la la land~ lols..

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
im super super tired and sleepy, i tink im even gonna fall asleep typing this post.. k la i guess many peeps already seen me keep typing tired on my posts bt if u can stand it.. tink on top gt a X sign which u can click on it~ lols..

had dinner wif my family last night.. was a long time since we sat down as a family eating cuz i hadn been eating at hm for years already.. i always settle my dinner outside wif dearie and even if i ate at hm, we nv sat down as a family cuz we will hurry tk our dinner plates and place it right infront of the tv.. had steamboat.. mum really bought lots of stuffs bt tis time we could finish almost all of it and even had tang yuan.. yummy~!

after dinner dearie came and fetch me for movie.. went to watch chronicles of Narnia.. was quite a nice show.. juz tat the front part is too detailed which it kept me thinking when are they gonna start fighting... bt overall those who love lot of d rings might like it too..

d reason i couldn sleep well was i had a bad tummyache which i was trying hard to ignore throughout the nite and cuz i was so tired and i had an facial appt this morning~ wonder if its the steamboat or is it becuz i hadn sh*t for such a long time.. anyway im tired now already cuz im missing hrs of slp.. so im considering to doze off on the train...

super tired.. hope my facial will be bearable enuff for me to go Zzz la la land~!
am having my ca later.. had already tried very hard to squeeze everything into my head ytd.. so wish me luck.. frds said tat its gonna be a hard one so im crossing my fingers on this one..

dearie is gonna visit his frd later at the hospital.. he met wif an accident the day before.. was quite serious cuz he buang during cornering and somehow he flipped and hit onto d road divider.. he broke his thigh bones, bubble lungs and kidney injury.. he had an operation on his thigh last night and for d rest need observation before d doc decide on whether to haf an operation on him.. sort of sad.. cuz tis kinda accident can be prevented if u are nt so confident of urself on d road, bt somehow it happened..

another misfortunate thing was tat another of dearie frd had an accident ytd.. bt wats lucky was it was juz a minor one cuz he didn observe the road properly and hit onto d bend.. his bike and him fell into the drain.. *faints* as i said u have to be more careful.. heard of so many accidents lately, d 3rd one already.. hais.. somemore all is own fault.. self skid.. duhs..

anyway juz hope each and everyone of them will recover soon enuff..
hais.. tml im having my first pic ca.. shucks.. and not only tat, the teachers let us know about it real last min.. i only gt to know tat i have such a ca on tue and now i only haf a day squeezing each and every word into my brain.. although the notes is only 3 pages bt adding up those notes i copied frm websites which also will be included in d ca adds up to a 5 page..

abit worried.. cuz my frds told me the ca will be a difficult one according to their lecturers.. omg! they even said tat by studying the notes is nt enuff.. den if nt enuff then look where.. hais.. dun really haf high hopes for tml paper.. at least let me haf a pass can already..

have to try squezzing everything while at work later.. wish me luck *cross fingers*.. hmm.. later am going to drop down far east later cuz im gonna get xmas gifts for my boss and colleague.. dunno wat to get them bt juz recky a lil and see if there's anything suitable for them.. ciaOs~
ytd after doing my god damn presentation, i went down ubi to look for dearie cuz he was there making his new lic plate.. he super kan chiong, haven take bike den start to buy this and that, do this and that! hais..

juz arrived and dearie took me to d nearby coffeeshop to have lunch together wif his frds. chit chat a lil there after eating and guess wat, his frd pick up an arai helmet at the nearest table.. they had been observing for very long, there's no one sitting there and tat the helmet has been left there for quite long.. so his frd took it.. faints.. super lucky rite..

not only tat dearie frd has d luckiest deal of all, cuz dearie was suppose to sell his frd our wave for 300 bucks.. and when dearie saw his frd pick up tat helmet, dearie start offering his frd saying tat he would waive off d 300 bucks for the helmet.. its like giving 300 bucks to his frd leh.. moreover the helmet is he pick up one! wah lao, my heart bleed thinking tat 300 bucks fly away..

at the end dearie succeed in letting his frd agree wif the offer.. hais.. *my heart bleed more.. he haf so many coconut at hm already and he still wan one more, moreover he already had an arai~ he kept saying tat the one is for me.. so we 2 can haf same helmet.. faints.. i dun need it lor.. i dun haf so many heads for so many helmets.. grrr.. haiss.. anyway, the 300 bucks already *pOof*.. so wat can i say.. im wearing 300 bucks on my head.. *heart bleed profusely
In this typical real world, i finally agree that we cant rely on anyone to do things. you have to do them yourself.. even though u are in a grp having to do a project or assignment together, i guess there's always one person who is always doing the job of cuz there are luckier ones who found members who could help them share their work load..

im lucky too.. at least among 5 of my members excluding me, 3 do care for their work.. d other two.. i dunno.. imagine i gave 3 person seperate tasks to do.. although time limit is a day bt its a whole day!.. one of them can finish everything by one day and send me at night while the other 2 which i dunno wat they hack the both are doing cant find a single piece of shit!!

one still can say, try sitting infront of d com for 15 mins, im sure u cant find anything.. ive now sat at the com for 30 mins and i have found tons of information.. someone tell me, am i too clever or they are lazy..

i really feel like screaming.. especially when i found out tat all d information can be found.. how cum other grp members can help out.. why cant u peeps.. how cum i can find everything how cant u cant??
watched king kong last nite wif dearie and pals.. d show was really nice esp at the ending its so sad lor when he haf to die.. hais.. d front part was abit draggy bt the show overall was really worth watching.. bt peeps who wanna watch d show haf to be prepared tat its 3 hrs long, sit til backside pain~ lols~

my flu haf recovered bt now im having itchy throat.. sians.. sick and wats more add to it was tat i had 3 ulcers on my tongue.. painful.. weather had been really humid and bad so have to drink loads of water to prevent getting sick..

granny has been admitted to d hospital, mum says she wanna see me very much.. hadn been visiting her for some time very since end of oct.. 2 mths already.. going down to visit her wif dearie later.. hmm don noe wat to get for her.. food? fruits? hmm...

our new no plate for our k6 is FM32P .. sux rite.. dearie love tat no so much.. im okie wif the no juz tat i dun like d FM thingy.. anyway we estimated tat we could get our bike by next thu.. hais.. dearie was thinking of adding accessories to his bike and sending it for a dino run.. shags.. he very rich nowsaday... spend money on his bike he super willing, ask him buy things for me super hard.. zzz..
watched this tv show on scv after sch ytd.. and the show was about animals.. they show short episodes of different animals life and its so cute, each and every one of them~

the 1st one was about a baby tiger nicknamed cry baby.. it was being abandon when he came to this world and so he was adopted by a human.. as it was an abandon baby, its human trys to help him find some frds so they can acc him til he grow up, the first one they found was a baby dalmation bt it didn work very much cuz the dalmation was shivering once he saw the tiger.. so d human found him another pal, a baby husky.. bt the husky only wants to play wif d dalmation leaving d tiger so lonely and left out.. d notti husky even chase the tiger out.. d tiger gt angry and wanna fight back bt its too small.. husky face too fierce already!! lols~ after a few days later, d human found out tat the tiger keep bumping ard places, falling down steps and cant walk a straight line, was so worried and took it to a vet.. sadly his left eye is gonna be blind and he cant have an operation yet cuz its still so young.. hais.. bt the vet said to look on d bright side cuz it might recover itself while his growing up if worst to worst then they will haf an operation on him.. *sobs*..

bt although his eyesight is failing, its still being love by kids who will come down and play wif him.. hehes.. so lets hope tat the lil tiger will be alright...!!
i didnt have a good night sleep.. was half awake throughout due to me being sick and i cant breathe properly wif only one nostril working.. there was a few parts where i felt tat there weren enuff oxygen, maybe cuz dearie is snatching them frm me.. hahas.. was tossing and turning throughout.. got in and out of sleeps.. hais.. no wonder im feeling giddy now!

had to wake up early tis morning to see if there are any amendments to make for the presentation.. im really grateful to daoliang.. really am! cuz i almost wanna give up and loose marks for the presentation cuz im feeling so sucky throughout the day.. and thanks to daoliang, he save it all.. he helped me with it through the night.. although i made changes to wat he did but the information he found out was great enough.. really thankful~

sometimes i do feel angry~ bt i dun wanna say out cuz i dun wanna haf conflicts throughout.. i do understand wat u ppl go through too, but did u all try to understand and help me with it.. sometimes u peeps let me think tat u all juz wait for everything to be done and serve infront of u.. i feel tired too k.. and at least last night i felt tat some peeps do care for it.. although its juz a simple call asking if i need help, i already felt tats enuff cuz it shows u all care.. hais... i dunno when i will explode bt if i do pls mind me..
shucks.. im sick so very sick.. haiss.. been attack by the sick bug since sat.. first i had a sore throat which hurts alot.. i was like a mad women trying down to gulp down watever i can find in the house to stop d pain..

when finally the pain stop, my nose start dripping like mad.. oh god! was thinking if i should miss sch for a day bt i know i cant cuz im having a presentation tml and i need to discuss some stuffs wif my members, get everything right before the presentation!

it really sucks being sick.. sobss..
didn haf sch again ytd, dearie came over my place for d night again as we have to go down motorshop and i was too lazy to crawl over there on my own..

dearie bought a wave for himself.. cuz riding a cls 2 in spore veri "siong".. d petrol super ex and he felt tat buying a wave can help him save petrol money bt of cuz he still haf his biggie wif him, juz tat the big toy is for him to go overseas like malaysia or thai which we are planning to next yr while d small one is for local use..

dearie ask one of his frd over too, cuz wants to negotiate the price wif him for R1, dearie was sian bout it cuz he already do many things to it bt still no use, still powerless.. and we decided to change for either R1'04 or K5/K6.. his frd is fine wif the price and he agreed to pay us at the end of d mth.. so me and dearie have to start deciding wat to get..

was at the motorshop and dearie was in a dilemma between 04 and k6.. gave him my opinion tat i like K6 beta cuz d outlook is veri nice nt like yamaha bike.. all d same juz tat the exhaust is undersit.. while suzuki outlook change alot throughout d years, take K1 and compare wif K6 now.. aint the difference big? anyway i noe dearie loves suzuki bike alot eversince his K1.. discuss a lil and dearie made d last decision -- a K6.. ask the person to help us find a 2 digit no plate already and will collect it at the end of d year.. for now we have our lil wave.. hahas..

had no confidence sitting on d wave, cuz dearie wasn stable riding it as he wasnt use to the clutch-less bike.. and it was super slow.. top speed dun seem like top speed.. butt hurts alot too cuz u can feel d bumps on d road.. omg.. dearie even wan to ride it to kulai.. hahass..

bt guess wat.. he promise tat he wont ride wave to kulai again.. hahass.. cuz its seems so slow and the journey seems so long for him.. *salute to those who rode it all d way to thai* hahass..
didnt haf lessons for d day, and dearie brought me down jurong point for chicken little... didn expect tat he would let me watch tat show cuz he kept complaining tat it was a super lame show, right as he was, it was lame, chicken little wasnt tat funny, guess d funny character in d show was fish.. so cute~ dearie gt fustrated wif d kids in d cinema cuz they kept screamin and shouting, d look at dearie's face look as if he wanna kill all of em..

after the show, we shop ard a lil and dearie bought me my xmas pressie.. my psp~ la la la.. was so surprise although i knew he's going to get it for me bt i didn noe it was so soon~ im so happy~ bought need for speed: most wanted.. a stupid blur driver like me kept losing the blardy game.. sobs.. guess i need to go down far east to hunt for 2nd hand games which ger ger like me can play.. lols..

so mani pressies frm dearie.. my hammie and psp~ yeah~!
whoa.. super fustrated wif my blog skin.. spent the whole morning trying to search and change a new blog skin cuz my previous skin couldn update my posts.. scout for 2 skins already and its really getting super fustrated..

i changed everything and it doesn make sense to me why it doesn works.. d 1st one was the bloody scroll cant scroll and the 2nd one doesn haf a window to show my posts.. i was so angry tat i almost tout of changing to friendster blog instead cuz i seem to lost all the info i have in my own blog..

den i tried using default templates tat blogger has, luckily it seems to work.. faints.. juz tat there werent be any taggy board.. maybe u guys can leave mes by click comments to me.. hais.. pek chek~
i've took hammies back frm dearies hse.. cuz his sis is really rough to my hamster! As we always open d top lid of d cage to play wif them, the hammies tend to climb at the side of d cage wanting to get out, so we need to carry them down.. But there are times they would grab d bar quite tight so u need to gently shake its grip off.. u noe wat his sis did? she juz jolly pull my hamsters away frm d bar using force.. omg~ my heart really aches, they are so small.. wat if their arms break..

on d way back, its raining cats and dogs, i was so worried hammies gt a shock, cuz the other time we took them on d bike, they were scared stiff, moreover this time its raining, bt luckily they are doing well when we got hm! dearie says i only care bout hammies now, cuz i use my umbrella to shelter them leaving him behimd.. lols..

washed the cage clean when i gt hm wif d help of my mei mei~ powder bath them.. i let them sleep wif me in my rm, dearie warn me they would be super noisy in d wee hrs.. i tout i can stand it.. bt no.. the sound of the thread wheel they are playing squeaks thru d night tat i gt so fustrated i took it off.. luckily they had another one which is less noisy to play wif.. they keep squeaking the whole night, wondering wat they are chatting about..

anyway dearies cummin over for d night later, love to see d way he plays wif them.. so cute.. like a papa..~ lols..
urghs.. i've recieved my new time schedule for sch and it really sux to d max compared to d 1st one they gave us.. at least the first one i had 2 days off and although it start at the noon it ends in d noon and at least i attend sch for at least 4 hrs..

now d bloody time table was tat i have to attend sch everyday.. and the hours are short tat i have one day attending class for an hour!! omg~ is d sch pulling my leg~ fucks~ d longest hour i had was 3 for thur and d rest was like one - two hours..

hello~ cant the sch be considerate tat they have students staying so far frm sch.. u make me travel 1 and half hours of journey to clementi juz to attend one bloody hr of class! omg! tell me its nt true.. hais..

no use procrastinating ain it.. it had been set tis way~ haisssss... sianss.. i hate CLEMENTI ITE!!

With soft gray eyes she gloomed and glowered;
With soft red lips she sang a song:
What knight might gaze upon her face,
Nor fare along?


For all her looks were full of spells,
And all her words, of sorcery;
And in some way they seemed to say,
"Oh, come with me! oh, come with me!
Oh, come with me, my love, Sir Kay!"--


How should he know the witch, I trow,
Morgan La Fey?


-- Cawein, Madison J. (1865-1914), "Morgan La Fey"

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Name : Gracie Xu
Age : 23
Hometown : Punggol
Schools : Yuqun Pri
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