Friends.. or?
Sunday, August 07, 2005
i truely believe that one does not need too many friends, a few will do.. cuz these few will always be the one who will care and love you!! the one that you tout that might be your best friend ends up being someone who juz came by ur life and those who you tout tat are people who are passerbys in ur life ends up being the one who will treasure your friendship the most...
My StOry.. (names to be used as initials)
Its the 1st day being in my sec sch, im not someone who can communicate well and make friends wif strangers cuz im always the one being approached.. for the 1st 3 months i was alone.. until one day i decided to open up my voice and got to know these grp of gers a, b and c.. everything was fine at 1st when suddenly internal conflicts started to happen, we started talking behind each other backs~ well, a and b are always close together while me and c are together so it seems wierd to see a and b not talking to each other.. a started to join other friends.. soon b started acting wierd infront of me, whispering secrets wif c, leaving me alone.. i later confront b and asked and soon i know c was behind all this.. she backstabbed, the person we trust!!! of cuz a and b confronted her and gave a slap but things doesnt changed...
i of cuz continue being wif c.. years in our sec sch i started getting to know new friends from other classes.. at 1st i had a close relationship with them and during this time im stil close wif c.. bt all my friendship with them always ended up like the past.. we stopped talking suddenly cuz c told me they backstabbed me!! haiz.. bt its always months later when we found out that c was behind it again.. spoke to her bt still things nv changed...
i didnt sever my friendship wif her.. i continued being with her.. when we got older.. i got to know friends frm outside sch, i brought her along wif me cuz she will always be the one who share my happiness and woes, good things will be divided between us.. and there was this time i was disappointed, i brought another friend J along wif us and c was pulling j away frm me the whole day.. was left alone wif the guys.. called j up and asked if theres anything wrong and found out c was the one pulling her away frm me cuz she felt tat i left her out and she wanted to repay me double.. i was stunt.. i brought u along and u too noe them equally long as me, what do u mean by me leaving you out? i was super puzzled!!
when we were in sec 5, we got to know E, well she was in the same class wif us since sec 3 bt we didnt spoke to her until sec 5 cuz she sat infront of us.. we had fun together.. during tat time i needed help badly for my maths and science and c was a expert in them.. i kept askin her for help bt she kept askin me to wait bt when E asked her, she would reply her immediately, lending E her notes and meetin her out for studies.. im the one always having to wait and wait cuz she once told me that she doesnt want anione to be stronger than her in studies.. bt i tout her english too.. wasnt tat fair exchange? and ya, i failed tat 2 subs.. c happily went to poly..
i got even closer to E, we got the same jobs, hanged out most of the time and she was always my listener.. she treated me wif a genuine heart.. even now we dont get to contact each other often bt she does cares for me which im truely grateful for.. and theres a and ye who doesnt forget my bday every year..
c drifted away herself, i didnt leave her.. even til now the calls frm her was always boasting bout something or telling me bout her troubles.. when i wanted a listening ear frm her, she still kept talking bout she, herself and her! i rem once tat she cursed me tat if i dun celebrate her bday wif her, no one will rem mine.. i noe its a small matter bt even on my very bday, she didnt asked me bout it.. not a word.. frm this i got to know wat true friends are..
maybe i did something wrong that had caused her to put her revenge on me... maybe this and that... im too tired to think.. so let this be for the time being.. i decided to put this on my blog cuz this are kept in my heart for mani years since we are 13.. i need a place where i can pour out everyting and c might gt to read this..
Friends.. or?
Sunday, August 07, 2005
i truely believe that one does not need too many friends, a few will do.. cuz these few will always be the one who will care and love you!! the one that you tout that might be your best friend ends up being someone who juz came by ur life and those who you tout tat are people who are passerbys in ur life ends up being the one who will treasure your friendship the most...
My StOry.. (names to be used as initials)
Its the 1st day being in my sec sch, im not someone who can communicate well and make friends wif strangers cuz im always the one being approached.. for the 1st 3 months i was alone.. until one day i decided to open up my voice and got to know these grp of gers a, b and c.. everything was fine at 1st when suddenly internal conflicts started to happen, we started talking behind each other backs~ well, a and b are always close together while me and c are together so it seems wierd to see a and b not talking to each other.. a started to join other friends.. soon b started acting wierd infront of me, whispering secrets wif c, leaving me alone.. i later confront b and asked and soon i know c was behind all this.. she backstabbed, the person we trust!!! of cuz a and b confronted her and gave a slap but things doesnt changed...
i of cuz continue being wif c.. years in our sec sch i started getting to know new friends from other classes.. at 1st i had a close relationship with them and during this time im stil close wif c.. bt all my friendship with them always ended up like the past.. we stopped talking suddenly cuz c told me they backstabbed me!! haiz.. bt its always months later when we found out that c was behind it again.. spoke to her bt still things nv changed...
i didnt sever my friendship wif her.. i continued being with her.. when we got older.. i got to know friends frm outside sch, i brought her along wif me cuz she will always be the one who share my happiness and woes, good things will be divided between us.. and there was this time i was disappointed, i brought another friend J along wif us and c was pulling j away frm me the whole day.. was left alone wif the guys.. called j up and asked if theres anything wrong and found out c was the one pulling her away frm me cuz she felt tat i left her out and she wanted to repay me double.. i was stunt.. i brought u along and u too noe them equally long as me, what do u mean by me leaving you out? i was super puzzled!!
when we were in sec 5, we got to know E, well she was in the same class wif us since sec 3 bt we didnt spoke to her until sec 5 cuz she sat infront of us.. we had fun together.. during tat time i needed help badly for my maths and science and c was a expert in them.. i kept askin her for help bt she kept askin me to wait bt when E asked her, she would reply her immediately, lending E her notes and meetin her out for studies.. im the one always having to wait and wait cuz she once told me that she doesnt want anione to be stronger than her in studies.. bt i tout her english too.. wasnt tat fair exchange? and ya, i failed tat 2 subs.. c happily went to poly..
i got even closer to E, we got the same jobs, hanged out most of the time and she was always my listener.. she treated me wif a genuine heart.. even now we dont get to contact each other often bt she does cares for me which im truely grateful for.. and theres a and ye who doesnt forget my bday every year..
c drifted away herself, i didnt leave her.. even til now the calls frm her was always boasting bout something or telling me bout her troubles.. when i wanted a listening ear frm her, she still kept talking bout she, herself and her! i rem once tat she cursed me tat if i dun celebrate her bday wif her, no one will rem mine.. i noe its a small matter bt even on my very bday, she didnt asked me bout it.. not a word.. frm this i got to know wat true friends are..
maybe i did something wrong that had caused her to put her revenge on me... maybe this and that... im too tired to think.. so let this be for the time being.. i decided to put this on my blog cuz this are kept in my heart for mani years since we are 13.. i need a place where i can pour out everyting and c might gt to read this..
so you wanna know more?
With soft gray eyes she gloomed and glowered;
With soft red lips she sang a song:
What knight might gaze upon her face,
Nor fare along?
For all her looks were full of spells,
And all her words, of sorcery;
And in some way they seemed to say,
"Oh, come with me! oh, come with me!
Oh, come with me, my love, Sir Kay!"--
How should he know the witch, I trow,
Morgan La Fey?
-- Cawein, Madison J. (1865-1914), "Morgan La Fey"
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Name : Gracie Xu