To: Jess
Friday, October 21, 2005
hey ger, i wonder if u read tis or wat.. i sort of noe wat happened thru ur friendster and blog and there are things i wanna say to u.. bt it juz feel so wierd calling u juz like tat and onli becuz i wanna tok bout tis..
we used to be good buddies in nitec, the 5 of us sitting in canteen always.. gossiping, saying lamn jokes and pouring out our darkest secrets to each other.. i do missed those times bt now its so diff when we were in different classes.. the time we can sit down together again seems to be so far and we practically dun get to see each other much~ bt no matter hw far or hw nt often we gt to see each other.. we are still frends right?
u might wanna tk my advice or juz treat im singing song, blabbering rubbish.. i'm nt telling u to oh dun think so much.. cuz i noe u will still think and time will heal ur wounds juz tat we dunno when it will be.. learning to let go will be hard bt ger u haf to..
frankly speaking, if i were ur parents, i will be super happy tat u've broken up, although seeing my daughter sad will break my heart bt at least tat guy who cant support my ger or gif her happiness in d future is gone... out of her life.. u can definitly find someone better who will love u, respect u and bear wif ur insensitiveness.. tk it as a point tat at least u make 2 people happy..
and there's one thing.. dun change for his sake, if u change, tat wont be u animore.. i used to too be unhappy cuz i changed for his sake, like a doggie, listening to his commands and dun even noe hw to bark.. i realli felt tat it wasn me animore, i seem to feel lost.. ask ani ger on d street.. which ger isnt demanding? which ger aint sensitive? if there's 1 who realli is tat gd, i salute to her.. even if she's tat gd, believe me, in the long run of their relationship her fox tail will show!!
i knew tat u love depending on ur boy.. (hope it isnt a bad comment.. cuz all gers love depending on em) bt he isnt reliable for u to depend on.. he was juz a twig which will break ani time.. wat u need is a tree trunk who can let u climb on all d time..
stop listening to those craps saying tat he left u becuz he felt tat he dunwan u to waste ur time on him, cuz he had no future blah blah blah.. although wat i tink he said was right.. bt since he said it tat way, he should haf let u go earlier..!!
i always noe u are a gd ger, who treats ur bf veri well.. u also quoted tat if god tks something frm u, he will gif u someting better in return.. believe tis.. it will happen.. stop dwelling on him and believing he will cum back.. even if he does, think of hw upset ur parents be, no parents wans their child to suffer after tat gt married.. u have to choose between, making urself happy or making ur parents happy or making all 3 of u happy by getting mr right!!
tats all i can say to u.. bt as i know, being so heart broken now, all consolation, words, sentences will be of wind to u.. maybe thru time, u will take tis as a thinking point for u.. we shall c..
To: Jess
Friday, October 21, 2005
hey ger, i wonder if u read tis or wat.. i sort of noe wat happened thru ur friendster and blog and there are things i wanna say to u.. bt it juz feel so wierd calling u juz like tat and onli becuz i wanna tok bout tis..
we used to be good buddies in nitec, the 5 of us sitting in canteen always.. gossiping, saying lamn jokes and pouring out our darkest secrets to each other.. i do missed those times bt now its so diff when we were in different classes.. the time we can sit down together again seems to be so far and we practically dun get to see each other much~ bt no matter hw far or hw nt often we gt to see each other.. we are still frends right?
u might wanna tk my advice or juz treat im singing song, blabbering rubbish.. i'm nt telling u to oh dun think so much.. cuz i noe u will still think and time will heal ur wounds juz tat we dunno when it will be.. learning to let go will be hard bt ger u haf to..
frankly speaking, if i were ur parents, i will be super happy tat u've broken up, although seeing my daughter sad will break my heart bt at least tat guy who cant support my ger or gif her happiness in d future is gone... out of her life.. u can definitly find someone better who will love u, respect u and bear wif ur insensitiveness.. tk it as a point tat at least u make 2 people happy..
and there's one thing.. dun change for his sake, if u change, tat wont be u animore.. i used to too be unhappy cuz i changed for his sake, like a doggie, listening to his commands and dun even noe hw to bark.. i realli felt tat it wasn me animore, i seem to feel lost.. ask ani ger on d street.. which ger isnt demanding? which ger aint sensitive? if there's 1 who realli is tat gd, i salute to her.. even if she's tat gd, believe me, in the long run of their relationship her fox tail will show!!
i knew tat u love depending on ur boy.. (hope it isnt a bad comment.. cuz all gers love depending on em) bt he isnt reliable for u to depend on.. he was juz a twig which will break ani time.. wat u need is a tree trunk who can let u climb on all d time..
stop listening to those craps saying tat he left u becuz he felt tat he dunwan u to waste ur time on him, cuz he had no future blah blah blah.. although wat i tink he said was right.. bt since he said it tat way, he should haf let u go earlier..!!
i always noe u are a gd ger, who treats ur bf veri well.. u also quoted tat if god tks something frm u, he will gif u someting better in return.. believe tis.. it will happen.. stop dwelling on him and believing he will cum back.. even if he does, think of hw upset ur parents be, no parents wans their child to suffer after tat gt married.. u have to choose between, making urself happy or making ur parents happy or making all 3 of u happy by getting mr right!!
tats all i can say to u.. bt as i know, being so heart broken now, all consolation, words, sentences will be of wind to u.. maybe thru time, u will take tis as a thinking point for u.. we shall c..
so you wanna know more?
With soft gray eyes she gloomed and glowered;
With soft red lips she sang a song:
What knight might gaze upon her face,
Nor fare along?
For all her looks were full of spells,
And all her words, of sorcery;
And in some way they seemed to say,
"Oh, come with me! oh, come with me!
Oh, come with me, my love, Sir Kay!"--
How should he know the witch, I trow,
Morgan La Fey?
-- Cawein, Madison J. (1865-1914), "Morgan La Fey"
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