i saw her*
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
juz now, after work, i saw her*.. at the doorstep of far east plaza.. she's still d same, her angry glances at her bf seems so familiar.. half of me wanted to call her bt i noe its the wrong timing cuz i guess she's quarrelling wif her guy bt half of me juz wanted to run away cuz i dunno wat to say if we were face to face..she* was once my very best friend.. d inseperable duo u can call us bt our friendship ended in a horrible way.. the moment we knew each other we juz click it off, she's frm express class while im frm a normal acad class.. our friendship ended 3 times..d 1st time.. was becuz of some 2 headed snake causing us to misunderstood each other, bt after 2 yrs we finally clear our misunderstandings and became frds again.. we hit it off again, there's no awkardness between the both of us.. we share the same hobbies, we would hang out together even if one of us is sick, d other would skip sch to acc d other one... i rem once my shoe broke and i had to walk hm barefooted, she too took off her own shoe and acc me!! those were the days full of laughter and fun.. bt maybe becuz we are often glued together hit her when i found dearie.. and yes, i was wif dearie already when im only 16! i haf to distribute half of my time to him which makes her very unhappy.. i tried my very best to spend my time wif her bt... i guess she's angry to listen.. for the second time our friendship tore..i noe tat she's a hot headed person and she would not listen to wat im gonna say so i was too lazy to explain.. any way at that time i felt tat there cannot be 2 grace.. or i have to give up one.. until i met this uncle whom d both of us noe.. he talk some sense into me and told me tat if i treasure tis friendship i should talk to her, gif it a try.. gif the both of us another chance.. i noe she wont be the one who come to talk to me.. so i shall be the one! i did and we reconcile..bt i wonder y, after tat she became very petty.. angry over trival matters really made me tired.. for example i used to wait for her outside sch, bt dad always sent me to sch so i would reach super early at 6 n she who stay near sch would come down at 6.30 and i would haf to stand there and wait.. i've another frd who would be nice enuff to come early at 6 juz to acc me.. we got tired and requested to wait for her inside sch so we can sit.. she got angry~ tat i didnt wait..even during recess i requested to go down canteen bt she insisted tat she wants to stay in class~ she gt angry i left for canteen~! i was tired.. super tired to explain, to hold the friendship together.. finally it struck for the last time, when she tore up all d pics we taken together and gave me back my half, d things i gave her and lent her.. i was numb.. no anger no sadness juz numb! i gave her back her stuffs too incase she might think i was too thick skin to keep bt i didn tear up the pics nor return it to her cuz those were memories which mark our remarkable friendship we share..i still rem wat her bloody frd told me when i gt her to pass the stuffs back to her*.. she told me i always took action only when someone gt angry! pls.. hello.. u didn even find out wats going on and u start making assumptions! i wasnt going to do anything which was right bt i was too tired.. why its always me to give in.. y its always u to have ur way~! i dont get it..of cuz til now i still miss the friendship i and her share bt those were memories.. i noe we were nt going to get back together.. even if we do, i guess normal friends will do, our personalities and the way we do things juz don click at all.. hais.. a pity bt tats life..
i saw her*
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
juz now, after work, i saw her*.. at the doorstep of far east plaza.. she's still d same, her angry glances at her bf seems so familiar.. half of me wanted to call her bt i noe its the wrong timing cuz i guess she's quarrelling wif her guy bt half of me juz wanted to run away cuz i dunno wat to say if we were face to face..she* was once my very best friend.. d inseperable duo u can call us bt our friendship ended in a horrible way.. the moment we knew each other we juz click it off, she's frm express class while im frm a normal acad class.. our friendship ended 3 times..d 1st time.. was becuz of some 2 headed snake causing us to misunderstood each other, bt after 2 yrs we finally clear our misunderstandings and became frds again.. we hit it off again, there's no awkardness between the both of us.. we share the same hobbies, we would hang out together even if one of us is sick, d other would skip sch to acc d other one... i rem once my shoe broke and i had to walk hm barefooted, she too took off her own shoe and acc me!! those were the days full of laughter and fun.. bt maybe becuz we are often glued together hit her when i found dearie.. and yes, i was wif dearie already when im only 16! i haf to distribute half of my time to him which makes her very unhappy.. i tried my very best to spend my time wif her bt... i guess she's angry to listen.. for the second time our friendship tore..i noe tat she's a hot headed person and she would not listen to wat im gonna say so i was too lazy to explain.. any way at that time i felt tat there cannot be 2 grace.. or i have to give up one.. until i met this uncle whom d both of us noe.. he talk some sense into me and told me tat if i treasure tis friendship i should talk to her, gif it a try.. gif the both of us another chance.. i noe she wont be the one who come to talk to me.. so i shall be the one! i did and we reconcile..bt i wonder y, after tat she became very petty.. angry over trival matters really made me tired.. for example i used to wait for her outside sch, bt dad always sent me to sch so i would reach super early at 6 n she who stay near sch would come down at 6.30 and i would haf to stand there and wait.. i've another frd who would be nice enuff to come early at 6 juz to acc me.. we got tired and requested to wait for her inside sch so we can sit.. she got angry~ tat i didnt wait..even during recess i requested to go down canteen bt she insisted tat she wants to stay in class~ she gt angry i left for canteen~! i was tired.. super tired to explain, to hold the friendship together.. finally it struck for the last time, when she tore up all d pics we taken together and gave me back my half, d things i gave her and lent her.. i was numb.. no anger no sadness juz numb! i gave her back her stuffs too incase she might think i was too thick skin to keep bt i didn tear up the pics nor return it to her cuz those were memories which mark our remarkable friendship we share..i still rem wat her bloody frd told me when i gt her to pass the stuffs back to her*.. she told me i always took action only when someone gt angry! pls.. hello.. u didn even find out wats going on and u start making assumptions! i wasnt going to do anything which was right bt i was too tired.. why its always me to give in.. y its always u to have ur way~! i dont get it..of cuz til now i still miss the friendship i and her share bt those were memories.. i noe we were nt going to get back together.. even if we do, i guess normal friends will do, our personalities and the way we do things juz don click at all.. hais.. a pity bt tats life..
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With soft gray eyes she gloomed and glowered;
With soft red lips she sang a song:
What knight might gaze upon her face,
Nor fare along?
For all her looks were full of spells,
And all her words, of sorcery;
And in some way they seemed to say,
"Oh, come with me! oh, come with me!
Oh, come with me, my love, Sir Kay!"--
How should he know the witch, I trow,
Morgan La Fey?
-- Cawein, Madison J. (1865-1914), "Morgan La Fey"
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