this is d 3rd day of cny.. had finish visiting all my relatives and friends hse.. doubt anyone will come to my place cuz its seems too far for them already.. unless they stay near us bt too bad.. hehes..

gotten all my ang baos.. *happy happy* was hoping tat more will come bt sort of day dreaming lahs.. so tired for d past 2 days cuz i had to wake up so early and went home so late, didn had enuff sleep.. bt anyway sort of anticipating our desaru trip..

had changed d trip frm kl to desaru cuz some cant make it cuz nt enuff money, bt its fine wif me, i dun mind shopping at spore instead.. lols.. desaru~ wanna play their water sports.. yeahs..
finally its chinese new year eve.. my long awaited season.. cuz i can get ang bao! hahas.. $.$~

was super buzy in d shop for d past 2 days, so many last min shoppers.. had to stand d whole day tat i tout i was gonna faint ytd cuz my legs was so numb and my stomach growling away.. didn have time to get a bite cuz everyone was squeezing in d shop.. d shop was so small, there aint enuff space~ shucks.. somemore later still muz rush to work.. half day job.. hope at least there would be one or two sales.. if nt like wasted trip there..

dearie dyed his hair.. and i hate tat colour.. red! eeess.. i kept complaining bout the colour.. really beng leh.. i knew it when i didn tag along wif him.. urghs.. i wonder wat my parents will think when they saw him.. already so beng, still haf tat beng hair colour.. omg! juz pray hard tat his hair would grow out soon.. please~
haha... had changed my taggy board to flashbox.. thanks to shanyuan cuz i saw his tagboard in his blog and really liked it alot n its so easy to use.. like a html idiot like me really thinks flashbox is a good tool cuz i can change the colours and fonts so easily..

one bad news, im gonna fail my test for sure.. my prayers didn seem to work, d questions all came out frm d notes, i was blur when i saw d paper.. practically there's 80% of d questions i cant do.. d 1st time in my entire ite life, i di kum~ hahas.. k la, blame myself, no point sulking~ bt luckily teacher says tat this test on carries a very small percentage frm our overall marks, bt anyway i muz do well for my presentations so as to pull this up whether is lil marks or wat, its still marks!! dearie almost wanna kill me when i told him i cant do~ hahas... conclusion: my curses seems to work better than my prayers~ zzz -.-"

today sales was good, many last min shoppers.. had a BIG commission today, hope tml will be better~ hope tat i will have a BIGGER commission.. money here i cum~!
im crossing my fingers hard tat today's test will be like tat the last one, those common sense questions which non of them came out frm d lecture's notes!! please please, may tis test b d same like d last one..

didn study at all cuz i was too lazy to look at the notes, okie my wrong bt juz cross my fingers hard for it to come true~ hehes..
had my facial done ytd right before chinese new year.. it was really a terrible experience, cuz i waited too long to go for the appt and my pores are so clogged tat it was so painful when she's helping me get them out.. i almost tout i was gonna faint there.. hais.. bt anyway now its smooth and clean for d new year!

after tat dearie came and fetch me for a movie at great world, we watch im not stupid too, imagine im walking ard wif my face so polka-dottly red~ zzz.. kept lowering my head, hopping no one would notice me~ hahas.. d show was really great.. loves jack neo shows alot cuz most of them reflects on our lives and its so meaningful~

after the show, we head down pitstop to relax.. they had pitstop stickers and started helping them to paste on their bikes.. real nice lor..

reached hm around 4am.. really tired like hell.. tml still haf test.. hais.. later really must study!
in d noon, me and dearie head down to malaysia's tian lai for lunch together wif glenn and dream.. though the weather was hot bt all d way to eat was quite worth it cuz d food there was nice.. told dear tat it was even beta than kulai's bt he didn agree wif me cuz he still thinks tat kulai's deer meat is nicer.. zzz.. wateva.. diff ppl gt diff taste buds!

after tat the guys took some pics before leaving~ told u all my hp camera quite clear le ma! can see ur face leh.. lols.. k la of cuz cant compare to the fones now bt consider quite clear can le.. think we go kl i muz bring a bigger memory card for my camera cuz u guys hor cant stop taking pics wif ur bikes.. bth!

after lunch me and dearie head hm and zzz.. was so tiring! hehes.. before sending me hm, he even bought some new year goodies for us.. of cuz i chose my favourites cuz my hse gt everything le.. so bought tidbits instead.. hahas..

below are the pics they took.. for a clearer version can go to my multiply website!





ytd after work, i popped down elynn's bf place to get my hair done.. was so tiring tat i practically fell asleep when he was washing my hair bt a big thanks to elynn too cuz she was there the whole while accompanying me and we gossiped throughout.. lols!!

im satisfied wif d colour bt juz tat the colour on d top of my head seems so obvious than the bottom, bt if i put my hair up the colour can be seen.. maybe becuz of the direction of the lights tats y.. bt overall im satisfied.. hehes..

after tat i gt dear to come fetch me.. he tis idiot was buzy playing wif his walky talky when i met him.. and ignore my complains as im having gastric until i started screaming! quickly went for dinner, bt i cant eat anymore, maybe im too hungry til i see d food i feel like puking.. bt after taking a few bites im fine le la..

den we decided to go down mr bean to look for his frens bt they left, so we went down dam to look for dem.. sit and chat for a while den we went off.. tired..

im still feeling sleepy now.. bt haf to go out le.. zzzz
its all about my lucky bf and a black forehead me.. *suey*.. i guess i forget to leave my crows at hm and brought them out wif me today~ =~

was working at paragon today, usually i can rot to death on my own, and today nt wanting to rot, i brought along lots of entertainment wif me bt sadly there's new stocks in d shop and i need to do all of them.. zzz.. no entertainment.. and my sales was only $15.20 til 4pm.. and juz before dear came it only reached $100.. its a fri leh.. i was so stress!

and i really have a 'zhao cai' bf.. cuz when he reached my shop.. my sales shot all the way to $320 non-stop.. i was so buzy like hell~ gd huh.. bt hor..

he seems to have a 'puo cai' gf cuz on the way to my place, tp stopped him and gave a summon for his front lic plate being so small.. and he tout i was working at far east.. so he took out his cash card frm his erp bt i was at paragon and he somehow forgot to put it back.. so again $ *flap flap*~ hahas.. he kept blaming me.. =~ so sad! bt aniwae im happy enuff tat he came and acc me while at work and help did sales for me~ lols~

next time i will rem to leave the crows at hm de.. sry.. lols!!!
urghs.. juz gt home and im starting to feel tat there's no place like home.. spent the whole afternoon in d hospital wif mom.. she had to go for some checkup and was afraid to go alone cuz dad have to work so ask me to acc her along!

we took the train and shuttle bus to sgh~ register herself 1st at the O&G dept.. was very happy at 1st cuz the person told us tat it would be our turn soon.. bt it seems to turn out tat we waited god damn long for our turn.. the peeps inside seems to be taking decades getting themselves checked.. when its her turn, its seems only 5 mins and sent mom to another room to get scan.. and we had to take another no. and wait again!

gt myself entertained wif the television there showing some lame hbo movies.. while mom fell asleep.. was bored to death.. called dear up to bother him a lil.. finally its her turn.. and guess wat, we were referred back to d room before and wait again! shucks.. wat oso muz wait!

pay money oso muz wait.. take med oso wait.. pay for med oso wait~ fugs.. we have to god damn wait for everything.. im almost going bonkers.. luckily dad came and fetch us hm.. juz dozed off in d car.. hais.. now i noe hm is always the best.. im jumping into my bed now!! *NigHts*
went to sch again.. actually cuz ive presentation today bt it turned out tat the teacher cancelled today's lesson to tomorrow.. dunno isit becuz his rushing for time or becuz the whole class only a few turn up.. bt anyway.. sians.. cuz i have to wake up 2 hours earlier tml juz for d dumb presentation.. anyway pray hard tat daoliang could find d diagram!

had a normal day in class.. bt ended up playing lame games.. zzz.. showed dearie hw 2 play them and he scold me lame.. -.-"! he came and fetch me right after class.. had lunch afterwards and the both of us went to visit zhou gong right after tat.. i really love such a day!.. its been so long i gt to take a nap right after sch.. i really miss my nappies~ hehes..

usually d both of us either go out or ive to rush to work.. bt today i needn.. hur.. so shiok after the nap and im feeling refreshed already~ hope more of these days will come.. i really miss em'
crawl all d way to sch tis morning.. hadn been attending classes since last week, im still on holiday mood~ lols.. bt today die die oso muz force myself to go, cuz i need to hand d epb project to my team mates and wats the 'suah-est' part was tat my dumb thumb drive was corrupted and need to be reformatted.. arghss.. had to pray tat the com lab in sch still holds my project file, if nt im really dead meat.. and thank god its still there.. hahas.. gt a feeling i wun b having good grades for tis sem.. cuz some of my team mates are so slack in doing their part.. hello, pls im oso human lor.. dun expect me to be ur mom and need to nag at u guys all d time.. im really really god damn tired.. there will be one fine day whereby i will really explode.. adam tried to cool me down a lil.. bt how to cool down.. fugs.. no anger no wrinkles! *breathe hard*

after sch.. dearie and me acc glenn to d bike shop to get his haya.. guess he muz be excited.. anyway i pray hard for him tat tang tang would be d mistress of the hayabaobao la.. since he so good always entertain me when we go out.. so muz help gif him morale support~!~! go go go! lols..

after tat the guys gave the babies a wash.. nice bath huh~ juz tat the glenn huh, very sloppish leh.. bth.. muz wait for mistress tang to scold him den he noe.. lols.. had dinner wif dearie after tat and he vroom off to second link wif them.. hais guys and bikes.. shucks!

p/s: glenn, ive uploaded the pics in my multiply.. u can go see!!
i finally finished watching Full House, spent the whole night chionging the last 4 cds.. so i didn get enuff sleep.. oh god, my dark rings are getting super serious.. anyway, the show was really a nice 1, those who are crazy for korea drama serials shouldn give it a miss! it wasnt like the other shows which u have to cry til mad, this one is sort of comedy~

rain was really cute in d show.. hais.. bt usually there weren be any of this guys on d streets.. cuz they are too perfect! lols.. even if haf, already let ppl snatch le..

i remember rain said this in d show last night.. it somehow portray hw i felt.. and its quite true.. he said "becuz of u i feel hurt, its very painful.. bt although its painful, its becuz of love which makes me move on.. and loving you makes me feel blissful at the same time" and yes dear, becuz i love u tats y i felt hurt and bliss at the same time, and i decided to choose bliss and throw the hurt away!
i was really surprised.. dear popped dwn my hse in d middle of d night.. he called me on d fone to ask if i missed him and he told me tat he's standing at my door.. im surprised.. really happy.. and there's one person i wanna gif a big thanks too~! Thanks Glenn~!

i guess, if u didnt told him im sad, i dun tink he would make d effort to come.. bt im happy, truely am~ bt there's a part of me which is 'i dunno'.. cuz he was supposed to meet jonse at his place, bt in d end jonse couldnt make it so he decides to pop down my place.. see~ frds 1st.. hehes.. i dun mind anyway.. as long as he did make a effort to come..

P/S: i will lift off ur curse.. hope u find a gf soon.. for ur haya~! pillion wanted.. enrol here..!!
i kinda feel lost now.. it was like im actually walking in a straight line all the while and when suddenly the straight line is gone and im now walking frantically around everywhere looking for another straight line to follow.. hais..

deep down i know d reason tat caused my straight line to be gone.. and i dun like d feeling of this.. bt wat can i do.. there's nothing i could do to change d fact, bt to accept it!

its becuz of him i felt lost..

its becuz of him i couldn sleep..

its becuz of him i woke up every middle of d night getting worried..

its becuz of him, im starting to cry everyday..

he, for sure doesnt noe wat im feeling, wat im thinking cuz he's d most insensitive person ard.. i dun blame him.. he expects me to talk to him bt he still doesnt gets it.. so wat if he does.. he couldn change d fact!

he makes me feel tat his bike and his frds are on d top of d list.. im juz a subsitute when no one accompanys him.. is he taking me for granted? d magical feeling seems lost.. i seem to cant feel him anymore! isit temporarily? isit becuz he juz changed his job? hais.. i dunno.. i juz wan my straight line back!!
took a mrt down dearie's place.. was a super long journey which i was suppose to get use to it by now~ super tired, and my jeans stinks.. my maid, dunno hw she wash them.. it stinks like salted fish.. urghs.. was hopping tat wind might help me get rid of d god damn smell..

finally reached dear's place after 1 and half hr.. was hopping to jump into bed straight when dear who was surfing d net looking for gps device decided to head down sim lim tower to take a look at them, at d same time get a new rain coat cuz ours leaking and do my cny shopping.. hehes..

1st stop was lim ah boy.. d rain finally subsided when we reached there.. dear gt us both an ogk rain coat.. d material was thick and could really keep us warm, nt like our lousy hyper.. we could also use d rain coat for touring too.. gt a red/black one to match his bike.. hehehe.. say bye bye to wet clothes..

2nd stop, sim lim tower.. head to #01-13 straight away to view their range of gps device, dear wanted to get them so we can use them when we go touring.. bt sadly the person told us tat the device only show main roads while for the small roads we will have to download them ourselves on d net at the same time search for it ourselves.. dear find tat it was too troublesome cuz he dunno where he could search.. hais.. head off...

shopping time.. finally gt my cny clothes and a pair of shoes although the shoe wasnt in my cny list.. bt i really liked them alot.. dear find them nice too and even let me buy a pair of shorts which he hates to see me wearing to match wif them.. shall shop for them when i get my ang bao money.. no hurry at all!! my cny clothes this year was kinda casual, didn really have mood to look for nice ones.. anyway casual is good enuff for me, cuz i can wear them again and again.. if its too formal, i think i can only wear them once which is gonna be a waste.. still loving my shoes d best.. hehes...
fugs.. its has been raining for the past few days non-stop and finally today i saw a rain-less day.. checked the weather forcast online for d next 3 hours, some places will be having passing showers while the rest are cloudy.. i love clouds bt please no rain~! *pray*

6/1 - went to kulai wif dearie, his frds and together wif wenqiang and adam.. hehess.. it was fun having them along, at least there's someone to crap around wif me~ man, it was really a rainy ride.. was raining throughout the trip, frm dearie's place all the way to kulai and back to dearie's place.. i wasnt wearing any raincoat, which was stupid and i was soaking wet, inside too k.. jeans getting wet sucks! halfway down d trip i really regret tagging along! hais.. frm kulai, the both of us head all d way back to sg without waiting cuz i was super tired and awkward in my wet clothes.. hehes..

7/1 - had to go to work, was super tired due to last night's kulai trip.. sales wasnt good at the beginning, there's no purchasing power among the crowd.. hey, dun they need to get new year clothes? hais.. was rotting til my eyes felt like they are closing.. bt later at night sales gt better, although it didn hit my target bt at least it was close enuff.. dumb rainy days are causing shopping centres to be so cold and slow.. *yawns*

8/1 - rot the whole day at dearie's place cuz it had been raining non-stop.. was abit worried tat i couldnt go hm cuz of the dumb weather.. bt luckily, my active bf couldnt stand awhile more at hm and start suggesting we head down bugis to get his super strong velcro.. wore our rain gear and vroom.. stupid rain coat, didn kept us try at all, wonder if there's any hole or wat.. i was wet @ my tummy area and my hair too.. as if i juz came out frm d bathroom! sucks.. at least i have a dry pants! shop around.. saw a shoe i like at bugis street bt will get them later cuz my bag was heavy enuff.. dearie bought me a retro clock.. hehe.. juz suitable for my room.. and he gt himself a sandals which i like alot~ at least its nt one of those 'beng' slippers he used to get (anyway, watever stuff wore on my bf always look 'beng' which i hate!).. head hm afterwards and rain had stopped.. yeah~

9/1 - was supposed to have lessons today, bt im super tired to head all d way down sch juz for a 2 hrs lessons and moreover d teacher is nt teaching on mon.. cuz tats our web lessons, and mon's lab always sucks, it doesnt have the prog we need.. so we had to end up rotting there for 2 hrs.. hais.. sians~ later i have to crawl down dearies place.. hope there wont be any rain.. juz remain cloudy!!!
hadn been blogging for the past few days cuz i was a lil lazy to do that.. hahs.. here's a few updates for the past few days..

3/1 - finally dearie had gotten his srad out.. he had waited for so long.. for the past few weeks, he had been popping down the bike shop, annoying them by asking them when it will be ready for collection.. guess d ppl there wants to run when they see dearie's face.. they told him tat the bike will be ready on d road @ 5pm bt dearie was super anxious, so we popped down earlier.. waited very long for his bike to be down and its so warm and humid there.. faints.. we spent almost whole day waiting for his bike.. and when finally we can leave the idiotic place.. it rain.. -.-".. had to cancel their trip to malaysia via 2nd link cuz d floor is too wet so we relaxed at pitstop... hais..

4/1 - the sky was super dark, procrastinating if i wanna go sch anot.. kept calling up my frds to psycho them nt to go! hahas.. *i noe im bad!* and i succeded~ lols.. dearie came and picked me up and on the way, he gt a summon frm tp cuz of his super mini lic plate.. faints.. orbi.. who ask him! hais~ the tp even escorted him all the way to my place, dearie say it was so shiok cuz he can travel 160km/h freely on the expressway.. diaos.. bt he said he was so ex to make a frd.. $70!!! after tat we head to jonse's place.. was stuck there the whole day cuz of d dumb weather.. after dearie gave me a lift hm and head off malaysia wif his frds..

5/1 - visted ah leong wif dearie after work.. he was feeling better already juz abit numb at his back and guess wat he had a gf while his stay in d hospital.. *pOwer* told us he can be discharge the next day which was a good news.. lets pray tat he will haf a speedy recovery!
have to start making resolutions for the new year.. lols.. actually i dun haf much la.. juz tat i can earn big money for my gucci and lv and err.. do well in my studies ba and oh ya lots of lots of holiday trips.. lols...

01/01 - had dinner at boonlay market wif dearie, jonse and his vegetable.. was really packed and sort of happening there cuz there's police and they blocked off the whole stretch of road for people to party over there.. dearie was naughty cuz he bought foam and the string spray to spray them on jonse.. lols.. then they sparked on an idea on spraying his other 2 frds who were joining them later, we came up wif a plan.. 1st, when we reach birdpark hill dearie and jonse lead them elsewhere den me and d ger spray foam all over their bikes.. then we walk over and plant a sudden attack on the guys.. the both of them ran like mad leh.. so tiring.. in d end they gave up! had to wash bike at d bird park hill.. soapy bikes..!!

02/01 - woke up late, dearie was busy playing msn while i rot at one side.. when i saw him start making plans wif his frds wanting to go out on sunday.. omg! i had my rebonding appt to go and dearie wans me to join him too.. squabble a lil.. den i called shuan up to c if her bf can change d date.. ended up asking me to cum today.. so i spent almost half my day at shuan's bf place having my hair done.. backside hurts like mad.. after tat dearie came and fetched me.. hehe.. chauffer seng is here!

this is d 3rd day of cny.. had finish visiting all my relatives and friends hse.. doubt anyone will come to my place cuz its seems too far for them already.. unless they stay near us bt too bad.. hehes..

gotten all my ang baos.. *happy happy* was hoping tat more will come bt sort of day dreaming lahs.. so tired for d past 2 days cuz i had to wake up so early and went home so late, didn had enuff sleep.. bt anyway sort of anticipating our desaru trip..

had changed d trip frm kl to desaru cuz some cant make it cuz nt enuff money, bt its fine wif me, i dun mind shopping at spore instead.. lols.. desaru~ wanna play their water sports.. yeahs..
finally its chinese new year eve.. my long awaited season.. cuz i can get ang bao! hahas.. $.$~

was super buzy in d shop for d past 2 days, so many last min shoppers.. had to stand d whole day tat i tout i was gonna faint ytd cuz my legs was so numb and my stomach growling away.. didn have time to get a bite cuz everyone was squeezing in d shop.. d shop was so small, there aint enuff space~ shucks.. somemore later still muz rush to work.. half day job.. hope at least there would be one or two sales.. if nt like wasted trip there..

dearie dyed his hair.. and i hate tat colour.. red! eeess.. i kept complaining bout the colour.. really beng leh.. i knew it when i didn tag along wif him.. urghs.. i wonder wat my parents will think when they saw him.. already so beng, still haf tat beng hair colour.. omg! juz pray hard tat his hair would grow out soon.. please~
haha... had changed my taggy board to flashbox.. thanks to shanyuan cuz i saw his tagboard in his blog and really liked it alot n its so easy to use.. like a html idiot like me really thinks flashbox is a good tool cuz i can change the colours and fonts so easily..

one bad news, im gonna fail my test for sure.. my prayers didn seem to work, d questions all came out frm d notes, i was blur when i saw d paper.. practically there's 80% of d questions i cant do.. d 1st time in my entire ite life, i di kum~ hahas.. k la, blame myself, no point sulking~ bt luckily teacher says tat this test on carries a very small percentage frm our overall marks, bt anyway i muz do well for my presentations so as to pull this up whether is lil marks or wat, its still marks!! dearie almost wanna kill me when i told him i cant do~ hahas... conclusion: my curses seems to work better than my prayers~ zzz -.-"

today sales was good, many last min shoppers.. had a BIG commission today, hope tml will be better~ hope tat i will have a BIGGER commission.. money here i cum~!
im crossing my fingers hard tat today's test will be like tat the last one, those common sense questions which non of them came out frm d lecture's notes!! please please, may tis test b d same like d last one..

didn study at all cuz i was too lazy to look at the notes, okie my wrong bt juz cross my fingers hard for it to come true~ hehes..
had my facial done ytd right before chinese new year.. it was really a terrible experience, cuz i waited too long to go for the appt and my pores are so clogged tat it was so painful when she's helping me get them out.. i almost tout i was gonna faint there.. hais.. bt anyway now its smooth and clean for d new year!

after tat dearie came and fetch me for a movie at great world, we watch im not stupid too, imagine im walking ard wif my face so polka-dottly red~ zzz.. kept lowering my head, hopping no one would notice me~ hahas.. d show was really great.. loves jack neo shows alot cuz most of them reflects on our lives and its so meaningful~

after the show, we head down pitstop to relax.. they had pitstop stickers and started helping them to paste on their bikes.. real nice lor..

reached hm around 4am.. really tired like hell.. tml still haf test.. hais.. later really must study!
in d noon, me and dearie head down to malaysia's tian lai for lunch together wif glenn and dream.. though the weather was hot bt all d way to eat was quite worth it cuz d food there was nice.. told dear tat it was even beta than kulai's bt he didn agree wif me cuz he still thinks tat kulai's deer meat is nicer.. zzz.. wateva.. diff ppl gt diff taste buds!

after tat the guys took some pics before leaving~ told u all my hp camera quite clear le ma! can see ur face leh.. lols.. k la of cuz cant compare to the fones now bt consider quite clear can le.. think we go kl i muz bring a bigger memory card for my camera cuz u guys hor cant stop taking pics wif ur bikes.. bth!

after lunch me and dearie head hm and zzz.. was so tiring! hehes.. before sending me hm, he even bought some new year goodies for us.. of cuz i chose my favourites cuz my hse gt everything le.. so bought tidbits instead.. hahas..

below are the pics they took.. for a clearer version can go to my multiply website!





ytd after work, i popped down elynn's bf place to get my hair done.. was so tiring tat i practically fell asleep when he was washing my hair bt a big thanks to elynn too cuz she was there the whole while accompanying me and we gossiped throughout.. lols!!

im satisfied wif d colour bt juz tat the colour on d top of my head seems so obvious than the bottom, bt if i put my hair up the colour can be seen.. maybe becuz of the direction of the lights tats y.. bt overall im satisfied.. hehes..

after tat i gt dear to come fetch me.. he tis idiot was buzy playing wif his walky talky when i met him.. and ignore my complains as im having gastric until i started screaming! quickly went for dinner, bt i cant eat anymore, maybe im too hungry til i see d food i feel like puking.. bt after taking a few bites im fine le la..

den we decided to go down mr bean to look for his frens bt they left, so we went down dam to look for dem.. sit and chat for a while den we went off.. tired..

im still feeling sleepy now.. bt haf to go out le.. zzzz
its all about my lucky bf and a black forehead me.. *suey*.. i guess i forget to leave my crows at hm and brought them out wif me today~ =~

was working at paragon today, usually i can rot to death on my own, and today nt wanting to rot, i brought along lots of entertainment wif me bt sadly there's new stocks in d shop and i need to do all of them.. zzz.. no entertainment.. and my sales was only $15.20 til 4pm.. and juz before dear came it only reached $100.. its a fri leh.. i was so stress!

and i really have a 'zhao cai' bf.. cuz when he reached my shop.. my sales shot all the way to $320 non-stop.. i was so buzy like hell~ gd huh.. bt hor..

he seems to have a 'puo cai' gf cuz on the way to my place, tp stopped him and gave a summon for his front lic plate being so small.. and he tout i was working at far east.. so he took out his cash card frm his erp bt i was at paragon and he somehow forgot to put it back.. so again $ *flap flap*~ hahas.. he kept blaming me.. =~ so sad! bt aniwae im happy enuff tat he came and acc me while at work and help did sales for me~ lols~

next time i will rem to leave the crows at hm de.. sry.. lols!!!
urghs.. juz gt home and im starting to feel tat there's no place like home.. spent the whole afternoon in d hospital wif mom.. she had to go for some checkup and was afraid to go alone cuz dad have to work so ask me to acc her along!

we took the train and shuttle bus to sgh~ register herself 1st at the O&G dept.. was very happy at 1st cuz the person told us tat it would be our turn soon.. bt it seems to turn out tat we waited god damn long for our turn.. the peeps inside seems to be taking decades getting themselves checked.. when its her turn, its seems only 5 mins and sent mom to another room to get scan.. and we had to take another no. and wait again!

gt myself entertained wif the television there showing some lame hbo movies.. while mom fell asleep.. was bored to death.. called dear up to bother him a lil.. finally its her turn.. and guess wat, we were referred back to d room before and wait again! shucks.. wat oso muz wait!

pay money oso muz wait.. take med oso wait.. pay for med oso wait~ fugs.. we have to god damn wait for everything.. im almost going bonkers.. luckily dad came and fetch us hm.. juz dozed off in d car.. hais.. now i noe hm is always the best.. im jumping into my bed now!! *NigHts*
went to sch again.. actually cuz ive presentation today bt it turned out tat the teacher cancelled today's lesson to tomorrow.. dunno isit becuz his rushing for time or becuz the whole class only a few turn up.. bt anyway.. sians.. cuz i have to wake up 2 hours earlier tml juz for d dumb presentation.. anyway pray hard tat daoliang could find d diagram!

had a normal day in class.. bt ended up playing lame games.. zzz.. showed dearie hw 2 play them and he scold me lame.. -.-"! he came and fetch me right after class.. had lunch afterwards and the both of us went to visit zhou gong right after tat.. i really love such a day!.. its been so long i gt to take a nap right after sch.. i really miss my nappies~ hehes..

usually d both of us either go out or ive to rush to work.. bt today i needn.. hur.. so shiok after the nap and im feeling refreshed already~ hope more of these days will come.. i really miss em'
crawl all d way to sch tis morning.. hadn been attending classes since last week, im still on holiday mood~ lols.. bt today die die oso muz force myself to go, cuz i need to hand d epb project to my team mates and wats the 'suah-est' part was tat my dumb thumb drive was corrupted and need to be reformatted.. arghss.. had to pray tat the com lab in sch still holds my project file, if nt im really dead meat.. and thank god its still there.. hahas.. gt a feeling i wun b having good grades for tis sem.. cuz some of my team mates are so slack in doing their part.. hello, pls im oso human lor.. dun expect me to be ur mom and need to nag at u guys all d time.. im really really god damn tired.. there will be one fine day whereby i will really explode.. adam tried to cool me down a lil.. bt how to cool down.. fugs.. no anger no wrinkles! *breathe hard*

after sch.. dearie and me acc glenn to d bike shop to get his haya.. guess he muz be excited.. anyway i pray hard for him tat tang tang would be d mistress of the hayabaobao la.. since he so good always entertain me when we go out.. so muz help gif him morale support~!~! go go go! lols..

after tat the guys gave the babies a wash.. nice bath huh~ juz tat the glenn huh, very sloppish leh.. bth.. muz wait for mistress tang to scold him den he noe.. lols.. had dinner wif dearie after tat and he vroom off to second link wif them.. hais guys and bikes.. shucks!

p/s: glenn, ive uploaded the pics in my multiply.. u can go see!!
i finally finished watching Full House, spent the whole night chionging the last 4 cds.. so i didn get enuff sleep.. oh god, my dark rings are getting super serious.. anyway, the show was really a nice 1, those who are crazy for korea drama serials shouldn give it a miss! it wasnt like the other shows which u have to cry til mad, this one is sort of comedy~

rain was really cute in d show.. hais.. bt usually there weren be any of this guys on d streets.. cuz they are too perfect! lols.. even if haf, already let ppl snatch le..

i remember rain said this in d show last night.. it somehow portray hw i felt.. and its quite true.. he said "becuz of u i feel hurt, its very painful.. bt although its painful, its becuz of love which makes me move on.. and loving you makes me feel blissful at the same time" and yes dear, becuz i love u tats y i felt hurt and bliss at the same time, and i decided to choose bliss and throw the hurt away!
i was really surprised.. dear popped dwn my hse in d middle of d night.. he called me on d fone to ask if i missed him and he told me tat he's standing at my door.. im surprised.. really happy.. and there's one person i wanna gif a big thanks too~! Thanks Glenn~!

i guess, if u didnt told him im sad, i dun tink he would make d effort to come.. bt im happy, truely am~ bt there's a part of me which is 'i dunno'.. cuz he was supposed to meet jonse at his place, bt in d end jonse couldnt make it so he decides to pop down my place.. see~ frds 1st.. hehes.. i dun mind anyway.. as long as he did make a effort to come..

P/S: i will lift off ur curse.. hope u find a gf soon.. for ur haya~! pillion wanted.. enrol here..!!
i kinda feel lost now.. it was like im actually walking in a straight line all the while and when suddenly the straight line is gone and im now walking frantically around everywhere looking for another straight line to follow.. hais..

deep down i know d reason tat caused my straight line to be gone.. and i dun like d feeling of this.. bt wat can i do.. there's nothing i could do to change d fact, bt to accept it!

its becuz of him i felt lost..

its becuz of him i couldn sleep..

its becuz of him i woke up every middle of d night getting worried..

its becuz of him, im starting to cry everyday..

he, for sure doesnt noe wat im feeling, wat im thinking cuz he's d most insensitive person ard.. i dun blame him.. he expects me to talk to him bt he still doesnt gets it.. so wat if he does.. he couldn change d fact!

he makes me feel tat his bike and his frds are on d top of d list.. im juz a subsitute when no one accompanys him.. is he taking me for granted? d magical feeling seems lost.. i seem to cant feel him anymore! isit temporarily? isit becuz he juz changed his job? hais.. i dunno.. i juz wan my straight line back!!
took a mrt down dearie's place.. was a super long journey which i was suppose to get use to it by now~ super tired, and my jeans stinks.. my maid, dunno hw she wash them.. it stinks like salted fish.. urghs.. was hopping tat wind might help me get rid of d god damn smell..

finally reached dear's place after 1 and half hr.. was hopping to jump into bed straight when dear who was surfing d net looking for gps device decided to head down sim lim tower to take a look at them, at d same time get a new rain coat cuz ours leaking and do my cny shopping.. hehes..

1st stop was lim ah boy.. d rain finally subsided when we reached there.. dear gt us both an ogk rain coat.. d material was thick and could really keep us warm, nt like our lousy hyper.. we could also use d rain coat for touring too.. gt a red/black one to match his bike.. hehehe.. say bye bye to wet clothes..

2nd stop, sim lim tower.. head to #01-13 straight away to view their range of gps device, dear wanted to get them so we can use them when we go touring.. bt sadly the person told us tat the device only show main roads while for the small roads we will have to download them ourselves on d net at the same time search for it ourselves.. dear find tat it was too troublesome cuz he dunno where he could search.. hais.. head off...

shopping time.. finally gt my cny clothes and a pair of shoes although the shoe wasnt in my cny list.. bt i really liked them alot.. dear find them nice too and even let me buy a pair of shorts which he hates to see me wearing to match wif them.. shall shop for them when i get my ang bao money.. no hurry at all!! my cny clothes this year was kinda casual, didn really have mood to look for nice ones.. anyway casual is good enuff for me, cuz i can wear them again and again.. if its too formal, i think i can only wear them once which is gonna be a waste.. still loving my shoes d best.. hehes...
fugs.. its has been raining for the past few days non-stop and finally today i saw a rain-less day.. checked the weather forcast online for d next 3 hours, some places will be having passing showers while the rest are cloudy.. i love clouds bt please no rain~! *pray*

6/1 - went to kulai wif dearie, his frds and together wif wenqiang and adam.. hehess.. it was fun having them along, at least there's someone to crap around wif me~ man, it was really a rainy ride.. was raining throughout the trip, frm dearie's place all the way to kulai and back to dearie's place.. i wasnt wearing any raincoat, which was stupid and i was soaking wet, inside too k.. jeans getting wet sucks! halfway down d trip i really regret tagging along! hais.. frm kulai, the both of us head all d way back to sg without waiting cuz i was super tired and awkward in my wet clothes.. hehes..

7/1 - had to go to work, was super tired due to last night's kulai trip.. sales wasnt good at the beginning, there's no purchasing power among the crowd.. hey, dun they need to get new year clothes? hais.. was rotting til my eyes felt like they are closing.. bt later at night sales gt better, although it didn hit my target bt at least it was close enuff.. dumb rainy days are causing shopping centres to be so cold and slow.. *yawns*

8/1 - rot the whole day at dearie's place cuz it had been raining non-stop.. was abit worried tat i couldnt go hm cuz of the dumb weather.. bt luckily, my active bf couldnt stand awhile more at hm and start suggesting we head down bugis to get his super strong velcro.. wore our rain gear and vroom.. stupid rain coat, didn kept us try at all, wonder if there's any hole or wat.. i was wet @ my tummy area and my hair too.. as if i juz came out frm d bathroom! sucks.. at least i have a dry pants! shop around.. saw a shoe i like at bugis street bt will get them later cuz my bag was heavy enuff.. dearie bought me a retro clock.. hehe.. juz suitable for my room.. and he gt himself a sandals which i like alot~ at least its nt one of those 'beng' slippers he used to get (anyway, watever stuff wore on my bf always look 'beng' which i hate!).. head hm afterwards and rain had stopped.. yeah~

9/1 - was supposed to have lessons today, bt im super tired to head all d way down sch juz for a 2 hrs lessons and moreover d teacher is nt teaching on mon.. cuz tats our web lessons, and mon's lab always sucks, it doesnt have the prog we need.. so we had to end up rotting there for 2 hrs.. hais.. sians~ later i have to crawl down dearies place.. hope there wont be any rain.. juz remain cloudy!!!
hadn been blogging for the past few days cuz i was a lil lazy to do that.. hahs.. here's a few updates for the past few days..

3/1 - finally dearie had gotten his srad out.. he had waited for so long.. for the past few weeks, he had been popping down the bike shop, annoying them by asking them when it will be ready for collection.. guess d ppl there wants to run when they see dearie's face.. they told him tat the bike will be ready on d road @ 5pm bt dearie was super anxious, so we popped down earlier.. waited very long for his bike to be down and its so warm and humid there.. faints.. we spent almost whole day waiting for his bike.. and when finally we can leave the idiotic place.. it rain.. -.-".. had to cancel their trip to malaysia via 2nd link cuz d floor is too wet so we relaxed at pitstop... hais..

4/1 - the sky was super dark, procrastinating if i wanna go sch anot.. kept calling up my frds to psycho them nt to go! hahas.. *i noe im bad!* and i succeded~ lols.. dearie came and picked me up and on the way, he gt a summon frm tp cuz of his super mini lic plate.. faints.. orbi.. who ask him! hais~ the tp even escorted him all the way to my place, dearie say it was so shiok cuz he can travel 160km/h freely on the expressway.. diaos.. bt he said he was so ex to make a frd.. $70!!! after tat we head to jonse's place.. was stuck there the whole day cuz of d dumb weather.. after dearie gave me a lift hm and head off malaysia wif his frds..

5/1 - visted ah leong wif dearie after work.. he was feeling better already juz abit numb at his back and guess wat he had a gf while his stay in d hospital.. *pOwer* told us he can be discharge the next day which was a good news.. lets pray tat he will haf a speedy recovery!
have to start making resolutions for the new year.. lols.. actually i dun haf much la.. juz tat i can earn big money for my gucci and lv and err.. do well in my studies ba and oh ya lots of lots of holiday trips.. lols...

01/01 - had dinner at boonlay market wif dearie, jonse and his vegetable.. was really packed and sort of happening there cuz there's police and they blocked off the whole stretch of road for people to party over there.. dearie was naughty cuz he bought foam and the string spray to spray them on jonse.. lols.. then they sparked on an idea on spraying his other 2 frds who were joining them later, we came up wif a plan.. 1st, when we reach birdpark hill dearie and jonse lead them elsewhere den me and d ger spray foam all over their bikes.. then we walk over and plant a sudden attack on the guys.. the both of them ran like mad leh.. so tiring.. in d end they gave up! had to wash bike at d bird park hill.. soapy bikes..!!

02/01 - woke up late, dearie was busy playing msn while i rot at one side.. when i saw him start making plans wif his frds wanting to go out on sunday.. omg! i had my rebonding appt to go and dearie wans me to join him too.. squabble a lil.. den i called shuan up to c if her bf can change d date.. ended up asking me to cum today.. so i spent almost half my day at shuan's bf place having my hair done.. backside hurts like mad.. after tat dearie came and fetched me.. hehe.. chauffer seng is here!

With soft gray eyes she gloomed and glowered;
With soft red lips she sang a song:
What knight might gaze upon her face,
Nor fare along?


For all her looks were full of spells,
And all her words, of sorcery;
And in some way they seemed to say,
"Oh, come with me! oh, come with me!
Oh, come with me, my love, Sir Kay!"--


How should he know the witch, I trow,
Morgan La Fey?


-- Cawein, Madison J. (1865-1914), "Morgan La Fey"

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Name : Gracie Xu
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