lost..
Thursday, January 12, 2006
i kinda feel lost now.. it was like im actually walking in a straight line all the while and when suddenly the straight line is gone and im now walking frantically around everywhere looking for another straight line to follow.. hais..
deep down i know d reason tat caused my straight line to be gone.. and i dun like d feeling of this.. bt wat can i do.. there's nothing i could do to change d fact, bt to accept it!
its becuz of him i felt lost..
its becuz of him i couldn sleep..
its becuz of him i woke up every middle of d night getting worried..
its becuz of him, im starting to cry everyday..
he, for sure doesnt noe wat im feeling, wat im thinking cuz he's d most insensitive person ard.. i dun blame him.. he expects me to talk to him bt he still doesnt gets it.. so wat if he does.. he couldn change d fact!
he makes me feel tat his bike and his frds are on d top of d list.. im juz a subsitute when no one accompanys him.. is he taking me for granted? d magical feeling seems lost.. i seem to cant feel him anymore! isit temporarily? isit becuz he juz changed his job? hais.. i dunno.. i juz wan my straight line back!!
lost..
Thursday, January 12, 2006
i kinda feel lost now.. it was like im actually walking in a straight line all the while and when suddenly the straight line is gone and im now walking frantically around everywhere looking for another straight line to follow.. hais..
deep down i know d reason tat caused my straight line to be gone.. and i dun like d feeling of this.. bt wat can i do.. there's nothing i could do to change d fact, bt to accept it!
its becuz of him i felt lost..
its becuz of him i couldn sleep..
its becuz of him i woke up every middle of d night getting worried..
its becuz of him, im starting to cry everyday..
he, for sure doesnt noe wat im feeling, wat im thinking cuz he's d most insensitive person ard.. i dun blame him.. he expects me to talk to him bt he still doesnt gets it.. so wat if he does.. he couldn change d fact!
he makes me feel tat his bike and his frds are on d top of d list.. im juz a subsitute when no one accompanys him.. is he taking me for granted? d magical feeling seems lost.. i seem to cant feel him anymore! isit temporarily? isit becuz he juz changed his job? hais.. i dunno.. i juz wan my straight line back!!
so you wanna know more?
With soft gray eyes she gloomed and glowered;
With soft red lips she sang a song:
What knight might gaze upon her face,
Nor fare along?
For all her looks were full of spells,
And all her words, of sorcery;
And in some way they seemed to say,
"Oh, come with me! oh, come with me!
Oh, come with me, my love, Sir Kay!"--
How should he know the witch, I trow,
Morgan La Fey?
-- Cawein, Madison J. (1865-1914), "Morgan La Fey"
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Name : Gracie Xu